《Something I Never told You (Tk)》58
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Taegguk was walking in the living room worriedly, rubbing hands in anticipation as he waited for his mother or father to come down.
It was pretty early in the morning. The brunette never wakes up so early in the morning but today, he couldn't sleep even for a minute. He was dreading how life is gonna be after today if his parents parted ways.
The sun hasn't came up yet, the earth was welcoming the light that spreads in the blue sky before the sun actually comes up the horizon while trees and plants were waiting for those magical sun rays that's essential for their survival.
Morning was pretty usual outside the Jeon Mansion, same trees dancing with the cold breeze, same beautiful hues in the sky, same birds chirping cheerfully but Taegguk cared less about them.
He was worried what was going to happen today.
His mother had asked the boy to pack his things as they were going to leave today and Taegguk was worried as hell.
Not only for himself as he will be leaving his father once again but for his parents too.
He had seen clearly how their happiness lies in each other and if they parted ways today, he was afraid that he will never be able to see Taehyung's smile.
And about his father, he was helpless.
The fact that Jungkook will have no one after they leave, it made the boy tear up.
He was still walking to and fro when he saw the blonde walking down with a butler carrying his bag. It made Taegguk's face go pale. He forgot to breathe and tears made its way into his brown eyes when he realised that that was it.
That the time has came.
That he will be going back to his old life again.
The blonde came and stood in front of Taegguk, blue eyes not meeting Taegguk's making the brunette anticipated. He was hoping for some miracle that can give him all the happiness in a moment by reuniting his parents but he heard his hopes shattering when Taehyung avoided to look at him in eyes.
''M-Mom?'' He called desperately but the blonde kept his face blank.
Taegguk was about to say something when his eyes fell on Jungkook walking down the same stairs, face devoid of any emotions and hairs a mess. It scared Taegguk to the core.
He was still not able to believe that it was really happening.
The ravenette looked at his son and smiled weakly making Taegguk shake his head.
''This can't be happening....T-This is crazy. How can both of you be so normal with walking away from each other?'' He asked in disbelief, weak, teary eyes pleading his parents. He didn't want to meddle earlier between Taekook but now, when the water has gone over the head, he felt like he needed to do something.
''Gguk....Where are your bags?'' Taehyung asked avoiding his son's question and the brunette has never been so shocked before.
Were they even not going to talk about it?
''A-Are you sure, Mom?'' He asked unsurely.
''There is nothing to be s-sure about, Gguk....this was destined.'' The blonde replied, still not looking at his son.
Why?
Because he may start laughing if he saw his son getting all worked up.
They were just planning to tease him a little.
Jungkook looked at the blonde from the corner of his eyes acting all sad and depressed and he immediately coughed when a chuckle was about to leave his lips.
His husband was a natural actor, he must say.
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''Dad?'' He called when Jungkook's cough grabbed Taegguk's attention.
''Won't you do anything to stop him?'' He asked with surprised eyes. The ravenette looked down before speaking.
''Its better this way, Gguk....'' His reply made the brunette tsk in disappointment.
''Oh God! I don't know what to do with you two? Why are y-you guys so complicated? Can't you see how your happiness lies in each other? Is it that hard to confess your feelings? How can you let Mom walk away when y-you love him from so long, Dad, I-'' He stopped abruptly before looking at his mother and walking to him.
''M-Mom....He loves you. Dad loves you so much....all these years, he was loving you everyday, e-every moment. He wanted to find you and tell you this. Wasn't it what you wanted Mom?....He isn't just confessing because o-of some stupid reason but he told me this....He said t-that he loves you so much....'' Taegguk tried to tell his mother how much Jungkook loves him as he thought that his father will never say that out loud.
Taehyung bit on his tongue to stop himself from giggling.
Taegguk looked like he will start whining and stomping his feet like a kid he is if he didn't listen to him. His son was crying and it was making him want to tell him everything. He looked at Jungkook who shook his head a little telling him not to.
Just a little more.
It was fun watching his strong, mature and big baby acting all cute and whining.
The tears were going to be turning into happy tears soon anyways.
The blonde licked his lips and acted to be not affected by Taegguk's words.
''There is no use of lying, Gguk. I know I hold no value in his life.''
''Its not like that mom.''
''Then why isn't he confessing himself.''
''Because he is stupid!''
''What?'' Jungkook gasped hearing his son calling him stupid.
''Shut up, Dad...lemme talk to Mom, I-''
''No...I won't shut up. How can you call your father stupid?''
''What should I call you when you are acting like a stupid kid, D-Dad....Can't you see he is leaving?''
''That's a different thing.''
''I don't know why isn't it affecting you?'' Taegguk asked desperately.
''That's because he isn't going anywhere.''
''You can't stop him until you tell him what you feel, Dad!'' Taegguk said not realising what his father actually meant.
''Why are you guys fighting?'' Taehyung asked meddling but he was ignored very smoothly making him gasp but did any of the father or son cared right now?
Nope!
So the blonde rolled his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest.
''You are being childish, Dad!''
''You are the one who is a kid here, Gguk...''
''You are the father here but your actions says otherwise, Dad.''
''What do you mean?''
''How can you let us go away? Don't you care about us? Don't you want m-me and Mom to stay with you? D-Don't you love us, Dad?....'' The brunette sobbed making Taekook worried. The ravenette tried to say something but his son beat it to him.
''You are so mean, D-Dad...and M-Mom. you too...you guys are so mean. I wanted a h-happy family and when I saw you two caring for each other, loving each other secretly...I-I thought that maybe I'll also get what a normal child have but y-you guys are so stubborn.....None of you wanna t-talk here.... I am so done with you.....'' The brunette wiped his tears harshly and looked anywhere but his parents.
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Taekook looked at each other before looking back at their son.
They really didn't see what their son was going through.
They were so insensitive to their child's needs, dreams and desires.
Both of them were so busy thinking about themselves that none of them even once thought about their son.
''G-Gguk...listen to m-''
''No Mom....I don't wanna listen anything anymore. Let's just g-go and end this once for all. I a-am tired now and this isn't hel-''
''We are not going anywhere, Gguk!'' The blonde spoke interrupting his son who stopped rambling, eyes widening in surprise and mind still processing what he just heard while his cheeks glistened with tears which gave pang to his parent's heart now.
''W-What?'' It was now too unbelievable for Taegguk.
''We are not going, Gguk.... we are staying at home. Our home....here, with me, you and Jungkook. Like a happy family....a c-complete family.'' Taehyung said again to make his son believe it, a lump formed in his own throat looking at how weak and desperate his son seemed right now.
He hated it.
He hated being so ignorant that he couldn't see what his son was going through.
The brunette looked stunned, lips shaking as he tried to say something but the lump in his throat made him unable to speak. He looked at his father who nodded assuringly, hands itching to hold his son and eyes tearing up in itself.
''B-But...''
''You are not going, G-Gguk....I can't let you walk away after getting you b-back after so many years.'' Jungkook spoke making the brunette stumble in his steps. Taekook stepped forward to hold him but Taegguk sat down on the couch as he cried harder.
''G-Gguk, Li-''
''No....Please n-no!'' The brunette didn't let his father finish making Taekook cry silently.
''Y-You guys are so m-mean, Mom-Dad....I hate you.'' The words made the blonde and ravenette feel like sharp knives were stabbed into their hearts. Even when they knew that those words meant nothing, watching their son sitting on the couch with tears falling into his lap as if they were nothing made them feel so helpless.
''We are s-sorry, Gguk...W-''
''I don't wanna listen anything.'' The boy interrupted his mother who chocked back a sob. The brunette stood up and walked to and fro in the living room restlessly, trying his hardest to come up with a way to deal with his fear, happiness and excitement.
He didn't know how to take the news after not been able to sleep whole night due to fear of leaving, the fear of his family shattering into pieces.
''G-Guk...I-'' The blonde called his son weakly, blue eyes shedding tears in guilt and shame but he wasn't let to finish his sentence by Taegguk who walked over to his mother and hugged him tightly, taking him by surprise. The blonde cried again in the embrace of his son.
Jungkook wiped his tear as he saw his husband and son crying holding each other.
They must have cried like that thousands of times....
The thought made him look down for a moment, a weak smile forming on his lips.
They have cried enough, he won't let his husband and son tear up after today, no matter how far he has to go to make sure of it.
No guilt...no shame, no complaints....no more tears.
Just a lots of love and happiness.
''I was s-scared, Mom....I was not ready to leave e-everything behind yet. I g-got dad just now...I got a complete family a-after so many years...I was so scared to go back to same life where I w-would see you crying silently, act all strong in front of everyone and s-stare at the ceiling at night thinking why m-my father wasn't there for us..... These days were l-like dream, Mom and I-I was not ready to wake up again....I am sorry, I k-know.....I know I am selfish but I want both of you, Mom.....I want my Mom and Dad beside me....I w-want to be a kid, Mom....I don't like acting all grown up...I wanna be careless, I wanna be childish, I wanna t-throw tantrums, I wanna complain to you w-when Dad tease me..... I am tired, Mom....I want both of you to hold me....'' The brunette cried making Taehyung cry even harder.
Jungkook blinked his eyes to stop himself from shedding more tears.
This was so emotional.
Watching his son breaking down in front of him...it was hard for him.
''G-Gguk!'' He called making the boy look at him.
''I am here, Dude....I ain't going anywhere.'' He assured his son who looked at his father through red, swollen eyes.
''Promise?''
''Fuck! Come here my lil champ!'' He called and opened his arms for his son who smiled and immediately hugged his father.
''I love you so much, Dad...''
''Dad loves Gguk, too, Son.....So much!'' He said finally letting his tears roll down his cheek. The blonde wiped his tears and looked at the father son duo with a smile. The ravenette opened his one arm for his husband who immediately embraced his husband.
The three of them cried as they shared the family hug for God knows how long.
When they finally pulled apart, Taegguk wiped his face and snorted making Jungkook chuckle.
''Ah, Big baby....wipe your nose too.'' He said making the brunette make a whining sound.
''What can I do? I can't control my snot when I cry.'' He complained making his parents laugh. The ravenette ruffled his hairs making the boy smile.
''Go and pack your bags..'' Jungkook said making Taegguk look at him at the speed of light, fear making its way into his weak eyes again.
''But you s-said we were not going....M-Mom?'' He turned to his mother who smiled.
''We are going to busan for Jimin's wedding, Gguk..... Be quick, we don't have much time.'' He explained making the brunette look at his father.
''Are you not coming?''
''Of course I am. Why?''
''Where are your bags?''
''Oh that....that's in my room. I need to shower and I am ready. You go and get ready.'' He replied making Taegguk nod understandingly.
''Okay then....I'll be back.'' He said and was about to walk away when he remembered something. He turned to his dad and made a sheepish face.
''I am sorry, Dad....I didn't mean to interfere but you were not confessing so I had to tell Mom.'' He said making Jungkook chuckle.
''I am your Father, Gguk.... I already told him.'' He whispered in his son's ear and winked after pulling back. The brunette looked at his mother in disbelief who was looking at the father-son duo in confusion.
''What happened?'' He asked making the brunette shake his head before looking at his father happily and running away.
''I am proud of you, Dad!'' He exclaimed running up the stairs making his father laugh.
The blonde looked at his husband questioningly making Jungkook step closer to him and pull the boy into his arms.
''What were you talking about?'' The blonde asked placing his hands on Jungkook's chest as he looked at the ravenette with a raised eyebrow.
''Nothing....he was just asking if I told you or not.'' He replied placing a kiss on Taehyung's forehead. The blonde closed his eyes and sighed in contentment as his husband let his lips linger there for a few moments making red creep up on Taehyung's cheeks, nose and ears.
''W-What?''
''That I love you...''
''And did you?'' the blue eyed male asked smiling to himself.
''Didn't I?'' Jungkook asked and Taehyung could feel his husband's smile against his forehead.
''I don't remember if you did.''
''Just say that you wanna hear it once again...'' The ravenette teased pulling back and looking at Taehyung making the blonde smile shyly.
''If you know then why are you not saying it?''
''I love you.....I love you so much. I love you more than the lotus love water, more than night loves moon, more than sky love sun, more than earth love rains, more than winter loves warmth, m-''
''Jungkook?''
''.....ore than honeybee loves flowers, more than music love beats, more than soul love contentment, more than God love his creation.....I love you more than you love yourself.....more than I-''
''Calm down, Jungkook.''
''.... love myself....more than I love this feeling of love. I love you to the moon and back...actually no, I love you beyond the boundaries of this universe.....I love you soooo much, Tae.....I lov-''
''Enough!....Calm down, Kookie!!'' The blonde called and placed his palm on Jungkook's lips making the ravenette stop, eyes widening in happiness as he looked at his husband controlling himself hard from blushing but failing miserably.
He removed Taehyung's hand from his mouth, eyes still as wide as before.
''Did you just call me Kookie?''
''N-No..''
''But I heard that.''
''You are hearing things..''
''Am I?''
''Yes, Kookie.''
''O-Okay....May be I- Wait!! You called me that again!'' He jumped in happiness like a kid making Taehyung giggle. He hit the ravenette's chest lightly and smiled his boxy smile.
''Go and get ready. We need to leave. I'll make breakfast till then.'' He said trying to pull back but Jungkook kept his hold on Taehyung's waist.
''Nope....first call me that again.''
''Eh?''
''No Eh or Oh! Call me Kookie again and I'll leave.'' Jungkook said stubbornly making Taehyung giggle again.
''What are you? Five?''
''No....I have a sixteen year old son.''
''Then why are you behaving younger than your son?''
''Oh C'mon Tae....What's the big deal in saying that once?'' He asked pouting like a baby and Taehyung wanted to kiss that pout away but he was shy and a little hesitant too so he averted his eyes from his husband's lips and looked him in eyes.
''I am not in the mood.'' he said trying to tease his husband a little. Jungkook took a deep breathe and let the boy pull away.
''Okay....I'll go and shower then.''
''Hmm...''
''I am going.''
''Okay...''
''I am really going.''
''I know..'' Taehyung was controlling hard from laughing out loud. Jungkook's pout intensified and he finally turned around to leave.
''I'll be back in twenty minutes...''
''Okay...Bye.'' He replied giggling to himself. Jungkook sucked in a breathe and walked off. When he was about to place his foot on the first step, Taehyung called him again making the ravenette turn around boringly.
''I love you too, Kookie.'' The blonde said smiling beautifully making a wide smile to appear on Jungkook's face. The male came running to his husband who became shocked when Jungkook pecked his lips and ran away after throwing an 'I love you too, baby' towards his husband leaving Taehyung a blushing mess.
Finally, a beautiful day for Taehyung in true sense has begun.
He smiled touching his lips and walked into the kitchen with butterflies dancing widely in his tummy. The feeling of giddiness wasn't foreign to him anymore.
He was happy and contented.
He was loved.
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