Normally, Saturdays are just me on my computer all day,

by my self,

alone.

And it's not because I don't like going out it's just,

nobody really invites me to things.

It's not like I would want to go but;

I would at least like an invite.

I want you to invite me to things.

I want a reminder that you actually want me in your life.

I just need a reminder because I'm so close to giving up on us.

I really don't want to, but I can't keep waiting for you.

I know you won't come back.

I'm an after thought and I can't take it.

I can't take knowing that you don't care.

I'm waisting my precious time on you.

I'm sick of it.

Invite me to things so I can have that reassurance that you still care,

even in the slightest.