Beatrix woke up with tears flowing from her eyes. She stared at the familiar purple top of the purple canopy bed. She remained like that for a long time. Her dream was so vivid and all the details were very clear and intense that her heart ached so much!

Andrew, did I really hurt you so much? Why did you not move on instead? You should not have taken your own life to follow me. You should have looked for another woman and build a happy family with that woman instead...

She sobbed harshly as her heart is twisting in pain. She knew why he did not move on. She knew what was on his mind and felt all his emotions like they were her own. She understood it so much that everything became so clear to her. She sat upright and leave her bed then stared at the dim light in the sky. It seems that she woke up so early, the sun is still about to shine its glory.

Andrew, wherever you are... I wish that you move on with your life. You are such a brilliant and talented person! I do not doubt that you could take Sky Empire to a golden era with your knowledge and skills. Do not chase me anymore... Loving me and being with me only gave you misery! I do not want that to happen again!

Andrew and Anders... I want both of you to be happy and live your lives to your maximum potentials! Wherever you are... Please, love another woman and build a happy family with that special person! I am not the right one for both of you!

I previously thought that I am the most miserable but it was the opposite! Just like Zander, I brought chaos to your lives, pushed you to your limits, made you cross the line, and guide you to your ultimate destruction!

Both of you, wherever you are... I wish you to be happy and successful! I give you my sincerest prayers in your endeavors... Forget about me and live!

Prince Anders looked at the brightening sky. It is the start of another day. He already visited different islands to look for Beatrix but so far, he is still unsuccessful. He resumes looking for Beatrix on another island by himself as he departed from the capital of Solaris Empire in a small boat that he recently purchased.

I wish I could find you today, Beatrix! I am really worried about you! I miss you so much!

He sighed as he considers everything in his life now...

Being a prince is not good when you are not inside your territory. Life is so hard without power, wealth, people, and connections to get the job easily done...

It was truly his luck that Princess Gertrude was also looking for her cousin, Emperor Valentine, but several days ago, her cousin was able to return safely. Now, Prince Anders is left alone to look for Beatrix. The chance and hope that she is still alive are now so dim and so slim but he does not want to give up! The fact that he did not see her corpse is already a good sign for him. It means that there is still a chance and hope that she is still alive! He feels in his heart that she is alive somewhere and he will never let go of that hope until the end! No matter how small the chance and hope, he will never let go!

Several days ago, he looked for a job because he cannot always rely on Princess Gertrude's pity and help. He looked for a part-time job at night because he needs to look for Beatrix during the day...

Princess Gertrude worriedly and angrily followed Andy (Prince Anders) secretly as he looked for a part-time job so he could earn money and spend it on looking for his fiancee!

Why continue looking for her? She is probably dead!!!

She angrily thought as she already convinced him to stop looking for his fiancee when the rescue authorities had already stopped looking for any survivors and reported that all of the known islands near Solaris Empire were already checked but there was no additional survivor that was found.

Five days ago, they got into a serious fight when he wanted to recheck the islands. He is unconvinced that Beatrix did not survive.

"The Solaris rescue authorities had already checked but they did not find your fiancee. I am very sorry but she is probably dead!!!" Princess Gertrude angrily yelled at him.

"You do not know that! I know my Beatrix is still alive! It is okay if you do not want to help me anymore since your cousin was already safe! I will do it on my own! Princess, thank you for your help!" Prince Anders declared and left the Sullivan's Mansion.

The Sullivan's Mansion was formerly the home of Duke Yuhan Sullivan and his wife, Princess Annalise Solaris, the younger sister of Emperor Valentine's Imperial Father. After Duke Yuhan and Princess Annalise passed away, the Sullivan's Mansion was left to their only child, Princess Gertrude Sullivan.

Princess Gertrude cannot help but cry when she saw Andy leave the Sullivan's Mansion. For the first time, she fell in love and experienced her first heartache! Starting that day, she followed him and secretly monitored him!

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