All these past few days went into a blur and now my engagement was just a few minutes ago. I am nervous little actually. No, I am freaking out if I being honest, I know I took this decision in too much hurry but I am nervous about my love. I truly try my best to tell her everything about all those things I did in past but I never get a chance to tell her properly and explain everything.

I am still trying to find those people who try to chase us and track them down but we are failed badly because since the incident happened there is no activity happened and which paranoids me more than usual. Also as per my team, they are new people and there is no old track about them. I am worried because since my engagement is so close and soon wedding rings will come I am nervous about this.

All these things consuming me totally and I really want everything to be perfect which means I am not able to spend time with Maaya at all. I try to come clean in between this mess but I miserably failed because whenever we meet either she was with someone or went to sleep already but I promise to tell her everything after engagement since I want to marry her with full faith. Tomorrow we will engage properly and the first thing I do was telling her truth by any mean.

One look and I am dead totally while looking at my princess. She is beautiful no she is looking like a goddess to me. Maybe my statement is being biased but who cares about others when she is totally mine. I had this wide smile on my face while looking at Maaya. Our eyes meet and I gave her a wink which creates a beautiful blush on her cute face.

I was holding her hand when I put a ring in her finger which indicates that she belongs to me now. Everything is perfect now I have whatever I want in my life and nothing is going to change it. I take her hand to the dance floor and start doing a slow dance with her. Other couples also join the floor too and I was in bliss for this movement. Maaya out her head on my chest and my arms wrapped around her body protectively. If someone said a few months ago that I will fall in love and marry that person I will surely die with laughter but now everything is different to me. I am going to be married soon and having my love of life maybe one day we are going to have children too, well I am not sure Maaya will carry our children or not. It's not like I am going to force her to give birth to children but hope one day we complete our family.

I was in deep thoughts that I didn't notice music already stopped and everyone is looking at the screen. I wasn't aware that something was going to play so I look at Maaya with the confused face but she was also confused like me. I look at Kate and Zach thinking they might give some surprise but no they are also confused. Till then my and Maaya pictures started rolling on screen and everyone was clapping to it but this situation was not looking as beautiful as I can sense it.

Suddenly we all saw footage of some party and it makes me confused as hell what exactly was happening actually. Till the time I realize which footage it is everything was out of control. The footage is of the same night when I bet with Robin, I try to take Maaya out put her eyes were glued on screen. My eyes were filled from tears and everything was blurry in that movement. I couldn't control my tears at all everything went blank for me. I look at Maaya with pleading eyes that it was not like it what it actually looks like now. She was not looking at me her face was emotionless I try to hold her hand but she jerks my hand. I want her to yell at me or say something but nothing she was still looking at a black screen with an emotionless expression.

"Please hear me out love it was all past, everything right now was all real to me my love and faith my respect and honesty it's all real I love you god damn it please say something." I almost shout but there was no reaction from her.

"At that time I was not a kind person I was just jerk and bitchy who loves herself but now all I ever want in my life was you and I swear to god I love you more than myself I promise every movement we spend is not just a game for me please say something I beg you." I pulled her face to see her while confessing this.

She was still emotionless but also I saw the disappointment in her face. I hurt her no I broke her heart the way I will never able to forgive myself at all. She was not saying anything to me only the tears start coming from her eyes and I knew I lost her. God why the hell this happened to me?

"Why?" Maaya said sadly

She never did give me time to respond just push me away and start walking away without looking at me. I was broken I fell on my knees while crying with grief. I lost her why didn't I tell her earlier why on the first place I accept this, everything I ever want in this life was her and she was taken from me.

"Never show your face to me ever again," Maaya said monotonously while walking away from my life.