The big smile of my face and walking towards the church with Zach was the most incredible movement of my life. Soon I am going to get married and all I was counting the time left before I walk down the aisle and become the woman of my love. Once the gate of the church open and my eyes met with the person I desire the most. Amanda was standing looking towards me with the brightest smile on her face and at that movement, I saw everything that happened to me this last year.

Life plays their games even though you prepared in advance, you don't know what will be thrown into your path. If someone asked me this earlier, I would laugh at that person, but not today not after what we all go through all this time. I was so nervous all this time that I might get a panic attack from these mixed emotions, but there is one thing which is keeping me steady all this time and it was Amanda.

I can see the love in her eyes when we kiss, but I also see the pain and guilt in her eyes. It was difficult to understand how emotions can change a person so differently, yet makes the person bad or good based on the emotions. I remember how her eyes always upon me all the time like there is nothing more important than me even though she was hurting me.

A person can lie, but not the eyes, they always tell you the truth and so her eyes told me everything. I couldn't leave her when she offers me everything from her heart, yet become so vulnerable in front of me. I know she is going to make mistakes in the future also but this is the beauty of the relationship when you love the person with all their flaws.

I don't remember when I reach and pierce started because all I can see the person who is holding my hand tightly like all her life was depending on this and all I want her without any doubt. I felt like I was back to the same heaven and my parents are watching me and mom was crying in happiness and dad is holding mom in his arms. Everything is like a fairy tale where this most gorgeous, charming woman came to me and swept in her arms and it was only her.

I couldn't focus on any other word but only hear the lines when I just need to say "I Do" but what can I say I was already her only from body to soul, I was only hers and next thing I know the sound of claps and joy was around me but all I know that she was kissing me. All I know she was with me.