Yeah, ilang araw kaming hindi nag-usap ni Justin. Hindi na kami nagpapansinan na parang hindi na kami magkakilala, na parang kinalimutan na namin lahat lahat.

Graduation come and I'm so excited to meet him. I'm so excited also to move to college.

Now is the daya and hindi ako makapaniwala na makakaabot ako dito and yeah, pumunta si Daddy dito para sa Graduation ko kaya after nung graduation ay pagpapaalam na sa mga kaklase.

While I was walking in the hallway, someone approached me and gave me flowers.

"Uhmm, who are you?" I asked and he chuckled.

"Your unknown, Miss" he told me then he chuckled so I smiled. He stood beside me and walk with me while going to our classroom.

"What's you name then?" I asked while holding the flower he gave me.

"Vash, my name is Vash. And you're Rylie right?" he said and he was right so I nodded then gave him a sweet smile.

"So where are you going to college then?" he asked.

"Just the university beside the coffe shop in this town" I said.

"Yeah me too, we can go together" he chuckled.

"Yeah of course" I said as I enter our classroom.

"Uhmm Rylie" sabi ni Aish at lumapit siya sa akin.

"Hmm?" tanong ko.

"Sino yung kasama mo kanina?" tanong niya.

"Ah si Vash, wala kaibigan ko lang" sabi ko.

"Ahh okay okay" sabi niya at nakipag usap na siya sa iba naming kaklase kaya ganun na rin ang ginawa ko at pagkatapos nun ay agad akong umuwi.

Nagulat ako nang sinorpresa ako ng pamilya ko sa bahay ko. Nandun silang lahat, may handaan pa and I was so happy until something entered my mind.

"Are you okay?" Mom asked me as she gave a cake and a juice.

"Yes, Mom" I said.

"You sure?" she asked so I nodded. Kinain ko na lang yung cake habang nakatingin sa labas at iniisip si...Justin.

I smiled. We will meet again soon.

"Rylie! Rylie!" sigaw ng famous girl sa high school kaya naman lumabas ako tinignan ito.

"Uhmm yes?" tanong ko.

"Alam mo bang lahat ng ginawa ni Justin ay isang dare lang, pfft" lasing na lasing siya.

"Kaya ka niya iniwasan kasi di niya napigilan. But I hate you, very much" sabi niya at tinapik ang balikat ko.

"Shit..." narinig kong sabi ni Justin sa likuran nito.

"Justin?" tanong ko.

"Go home" sigaw niya sa babae na tawang tawa at may mga babaeng umalalay naman sa kanya.

"Rylie...let---" hindi siya natuloy sa sinabi niya kasi inunahan ko na siya.

"No, it's okay. Don't explain, I understand. Una pa lang alam ko na pero...basta yun na. Good bye" sabi ko at dali dali akong pumasok sa loob ng bahay namin na naiiyak.

"Are you okay?" hindi ko na sinagot si Mom at agad agad na akong tumakbo sa kuwarto ko at nilock ito.

"Alam kong mangyayari ito but I take the risk" umiyak na lang ang nagawa ko dahil hindi ko na talaga alam ang gagawin ko.

Hindi ko na alam kung saan ako magsisimula sa ngayon. I'm fucking tired. I just want to rest.

Nagtungo ako sa banyo para makapaglinis na ng katawan. Paglabas ko at agad kong binagsak ang katawan ko sa kama.

I'm so broken. I don't know what to do. I just want to lie in my bed and rest for a while.

I just want to escape this world for a while. I want peace in my own room. I want a peace of mind.

I don't want something, I don't want anything, I don't want anyone. I just want time to be alone.

Sometimes, being alone can make you happy and being with someone can make you happier.

So the first step is make your self happy because sometimes, the happiness you've been looking for was already inside you. You just need to see and realize it.

You can make yourself happy, you can be happy. Not all the time we are happy, sometimes there are sad times but it's your decision. If you pick the thing that will make you happy or make you sad.

There are problems in life and you need to overcome it, you need to be strong for it. Just stay strong and stay positive.

Yeah, life will end someday, we can't escape that but we can make it longer. We are young, we have much things to discover.

Widen your horizon to see the things, to see the world. The real world.

Be thankful for the life you have right now, be thankful in God because he gave you a life to discover the things in the world. Some people doesn't have the chance to discover the world like you so don't waste your time for bad vibes.

Always smile, stay positive and have a good vibes all day because bad vibes can ruin your day.

Nakatitig na lang ako sa aking ceiling habang iniisip ang mga bagay na iyon.

Kontento na ako sa mga bagay na meron ako ngayon so dapat masaya ako at dapat hindi ako magpadala sa lungkot sa ginawa sa akin ni Tyler.

I smiled at pinunasan ko ang luha ko sa aking pisngi. Umupo ako sa kama ko at napatingin ako sa picture namin ni Justin sa mesa ko kaya napangiti na lang ako. Kinuha ko ito at tinignanm

"Salamat sa lahat, kailangan muna kitang itabi ah kasi masakit ang ginawa mo sa akin eh" ngumiti ako at hinaplos ito saka hinalikan at naramdaman ko naman ang luha sa aking pisngi.

Pinunas ko ito at tinago ko ito sa loob ng aking aparador kung saan nakalagay ang mga importanteng bagay sa akin.

Napabuntong hininga ako bago ko sinara ito.

"Get ready to let go para sa sarili. It will make me happy, stay positive, Rylie" I smiled. Kinuha ko na lang ang gitara ko at gumawa ako ng tunog na hindi ko malaman kung anong kanta ito kaya natawa na lang ako.