Tasha P.O.V

I stayed in my room finished up homework then lounged around.

I was pissed and seriously concidering forgetting about Noah.

Call the devil and he shall answer.

My head snapped up when someone knocked. It was after 10pm and I wasn't expecting company.

I stood grabbing a shirt. I was annoyingly surprised to see Noah.

He was leaning against the door way staring at me.

I just stared right back.

"You gonna let me in?"

"No. Why don't go inside Gabbys room. "

" You know that's not a bad idea. "

He turned and I grabbed his arm annoyed at my lack of control.

"Problem? "

"Come in. "

" You sure I mean Gabbys only a dorm over. "

"Please don't go. "

He walked passed me and I closed the door behind him locking it. I pressed my forhead to the back of the door wondering if I was making the right choice.

I shivered when Noah's hands slid up the back of my thighs rising until he reached the shirt and pulled it up and off me.

His hands returned to my skin sliding across my ass them settling on my hips. His warm breath carresed my ear as he kissed the lobe.

His hands continued up and around me rubbing my belly, upwards again so he could grasp my tits. He pulled at my nipp!es causing me to press my butt back into his crotch.

"You want something Tash.....you want my co€k don't you? "

"Yes. ..no...I want. .."

"Rule number 1 Tasha."

I growled angry again and turned my body so I could stair at him folding my arms across my chest.

" Fuck your rules Noah. I'm not some. .. some slut for you to use!"

" Yes you are. "

I glared at him but internally I was horny ass fuck. A part off me desired the way he spoke to me , the way he used me. Yet the rational side knew I deserved more.

" You are my slut. ..my whore.

...my bitch .....my tight €unt to use. And your gonna let me use you whenever I want because you love the way I use you don't you Tash? "

I didn't answer, I couldn't. ..I wouldn't admit it. But I found myself nodding softly as he unfolded my hands and placed them around his neck.

I didn't argue as he released himself and picked me up.

And I sure as hell didn't stop him when he fucked my brains out on my dorm room door.

When he was done he didn't look at me he just put himself away and opened the door and left with me still leaning on it breathing heavil

I walked to the bed and covered myself with my blanket and cried myself to sleep.

No matter the feeling that I felt for Noah I wanted more and he didn't think I was worthy of that so I decided I wanted no part of Noah. I wasn't his slut, his whore, his bitch nor was I his tight €unt. I was Tasha McCann bitchy and popular and I didn't need nerds like Noah no matter how good he dicked me down.

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"Hey Johns"

" Look who came out her bat cave. Ms T what's guchie?"

"Nuthin I been chillen. I just wanted to apologize for ducking you. "

"It's cool Tash."

I forced a smile even though my heart was hammering in my chest when he called me that. That was Noah's name for me and I didn't like it coming from his mouth.

"Listen I realize I was wrong to ask for what I asked for as payment and I wanted to say sorry. Maybe we could just hang?"

"Yeah sure."

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Noah's P.O.V

I hadn't spoken to Tash nor seen her for a few days. Every night I jacked off to thoughts of her. The way her skin smelled, the way she tasted, the way she felt, the way her eyes would roll into her head and her eyebrows would shoot up when she came. But I couldn't force myself to go to her.

It was only supposed to be that one night to get her out of my system but I was addicted to her. I couldn't get enough.

I felt so ashamed at the way I'd run to her dorm from my car so I could see her sooner.

Even now as I stood outside her door I was amping myself up to see her. I was obsessed with being with her. Gabby thought a few days away would clear my head but when I didn't have her scent with me, when I didn't see her my brain was cloudy and I couldn't concentrate.

I knocked making my face passive as I usually did.

" Hey Nigel right? You dropping off homework or something?"

"No Johns I'm actually here to speak with Tash...I mean Tasha."

"T baby come get the door it's the square from the library. "

He left amd a few seconds later Tasha came to the door in a mini skirt and tank top.

"What? "

I looked at her and cocked my head gritting my teeth to avoid saying my true feelings.

" You with the steriod junky now? "

"Fuck do you care? "

I leaned closer so only she could hear me just incase Johns was listening.

" Because you belong to me Tasha. "

She turned back to tell Johns she be back then closed the door behind her and grabbed my wrist pulling me with her to the womans bathroom. She went in checking to see if it was empty then came back and pulled me in with her.

We went in the handicap stall and she locked the door behind us. She turned to me her hands on her hips.

"First of all I do not belong to anyone least of all you. I use people like you to get what I want. "

"We're back to that, come on Tash..."

"Don't fucking call me that! "

"Why, don't you like my pet name?"

"Listen Noah stop this. Aren't you with Gabby stop coming around here we're done. "

"No we aren't. "

I stepped towards her and she stepped back her back hitting the back of the stall door.

I closed the distance placing my hands on the wall by her head.

" Noah I can't deal with you. Your right I used you and I'm sorry but unlike you I won't stand back and continue to let somebody use me. "

" No you won't let anybody use you, you'll only let me. "

"But I..."

I leaned down and kissed her. Regardless the lies that were spewing from her mouth I knew she still wanted me. I kissed deeply groaning as her scent envaded my nose. I took one my hands sliding it between her legs to feel her bare €unt. She was wet very wet. Anger suddenly filled me and I tore my lips from hers and placed my hand that was between her legs around her neck ignoring the wetness I saw on my fingers.

"Tasha tell me you haven't been fucking the jock or anyone else for that matter. "

" Why does it matter?"

I almost squeezed harder my anger getting the best of me but I caught myself and let go grabbing her face with both hands instead.

"Tasha don't fucking push me. "

"Noah I don't give a fuck what you think, I don't care what you say I don't want you anymore. Sure your dick game is good...amazing even but not enough for me to let you treat me like some smut. Go fuck Gabby I promise she won't turn you down. "

She pushed my hands off her and opened the door leaving me.

I wanted to chase after her but for what. She was right I could fuck anybody I wanted. I probably only felt so attached because she was my first.

Well that would change tonight.

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