"You ready Tasha? "

I looked at my roommate Cassie and nodded. Cassie decided I should go out and not think about Noah or what happened. It has been a week since the incident and luckily it died down but alot more guys were trying to talk to me.

Noah was relentless trying to talk with me. I avoided the library, certain classes to avoid him. I made sure to stick to Cassie so I was never alone.

I smoothed my dress over my ass and slid my pumps on. Cassie grasped my arm and we left.

The party was in full swing but I wasn't in the mood. A few guys tried to talk me up but I didn't want to be bothered. I went to the kitchen running into Cassie who had two drinks in her hand.

She passed one and I sipped the concoction.

" Hey Tasha? "

I swallowed the cup and took hers as well.

"Yeah?"

"You sure you should be drinking. I mean the baby."

I burst out laughing.

"Cassie fuck this baby and fuck Noah. This bun will be burnt by Monday. "

"Oh okay then. I'll get you

another. "

Eventually the achohal took effect and I began loosening up. I was chatting with some guys when my phone buzzed on my bra. I answered without looking.

" Yellow. "

"Thank god Tasha please talk to me. I would never. .. where are you? "

"I...uh....I shit. ..listen I don't love you no more. You and Gabs can be together Kay?"

"Tasha! Tell me please tell me you haven't been drinking!"

"What's it to you, it's my body I can do whatever. .."

"No it's my body and my baby your hurting. Where are you, I swear to god Tasha if you hurt our baby...."

"You'll what? If I hurt your baby. You hurt me, I loved you Noah. I still love you and you embarresed me. "

" I didn't do it. I don't have the flashdrive. I gave it back to you. Why would I do this to you, to us. I love you, you belong to me. I wouldn't hurt you and I dam sure wouldn't fucking use you. Believe me Tash. "

I grabbed another drink from the kitchen making a point to sip loudly. The room spun a bit and I leaned on the counter heavily as my knees buckled.

" I can't Noah. There's no one else. No else I can think of that would do this to me. Fuck what's in this drink?"

"Tasha where are you. Please tell me.."

"Noah I'm terminating this pregrency. I'm blocking your number and I will stop loving you. I don't care about you or this baby so just leave me alone. "

I hung up turning my phone off. Swaying heavily I returned to the living room looking for Cassie.

" Hey Tasha."

I looked through bleary eyes to see Johns.

" You alright?"

"Where's Cassie?"

" Not sure. Whoa there."

My knees buckled again and Johns caught me pressing me to his body his hands keeping me upright by holding my ass. I weakly pushed him trying to move and couldn't. My limps felt like jello. My muscles refusing to react. Johns picked me up walking away from the group. My head hung heavily. I heard a door close and was laid on a mattress. Johns breath was in my ear.

" I've waited so long for this. Here's to the bet you never came through on bitch. "

My legs were opened and my panties removed. I tried so hard to move but I felt like deadweight. My eyes were closed and I couldn't seem to make my mouth open.

Fingers roughly pushed into my dry opening and I couldn't even voice my pain. I heard him spit. It hit my pus$y and he smeared it in my hole.

Time was slipping away, reason was lost and even the jingle of his belt was becoming far away.

The only I could think was I hope he doesnt hurt the baby anymore then I already have.

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I rolled over my body sore. My naked body was wrapped in sheets and I was so sweaty.

My head felt like it got hit with a brick. I cracked my eyes open slowly and relief washed through me. I was somewhere familar.

" Afternoon Tasha. "

I looked at the end of the bed to see Gabby.

"W..wh...?"

"Shhh...your were drugged and your body is still feeling the effects. "

My lip trembled as I remebered Johns. A tear fell from my eye rolling into my ear.

"Whats wrong?"

" Jo...Johns he.."

"No he didn't. Noah said he went to every frat party on campus looking for you. He got there just in time. "

"Noah where?"

"Jail."

My eyes widened. I tried to move but found I couldn't.

"Why is he in.."

" He almost killed Johns. Johns is currently in a hospital. Broken fingers, nose and ribs.

Black eyes. "

I looked at Noah's ceiling in turmoil. Why would someone who tried to embarress me save me?

" Why are you here? "

"Noah dropped you off here and the cops came and took him. He called me from the precinct, he asked me to take care of you till he is released. Shouldn't be long though he explained what happened to you and told them he was protecting you. "

" He may be back soon. "

"You hate me though why would you help.."

"I never said I hated you. "

"But you love Noah, you want him."

"Funny. I love Noah as a friend. I disliked you becuase I knew he was in love with you before he even blackmailed you. He would stay up to ungodly hours just to keep do your honework. He would stay late pass his shift just because he knew you would come late to drop off homework. I hated how you treated him but he wouldn't say no just wanting any interaction he could have with you. You changed though and I've never seen him happier and then you got stupid again. He told me how he blackmailed you the day we went in his office and how he regretted it and gave it back. The next day you got someone to trash the library. He forgives you for that and you still are not satisfied. He was misrable he loved you but he thought after your crush with him was done you'd leave him that's why he was distant and you begun messing with johns. He forgives you for this too. You avoid him for weeks before finally letting him have you and now when you guys finally are happy you fuck it up again. How could you think he would degrade you by doing those pictures. Do you have any idea how jealous he is he would never want anyone to see your body. Now I don't know who did it but I do know it wasn't Noah and putting yourself and your baby at risk is doing nothing but putting my best friend in jail and you at risk. If you get an abortion when this blows over and you find that Noah never betrayed you you will be the sorriest woman I've ever seen. He will never forgive you and he will always be the one you let get away. "

I was speechless as Gabby finished her long winded speech. All thoughts of hostility for her was gone. Now I was only jealous that some one cared for Noah as much as I did. I ralized she was right and I was being stupud. But someone did post those pictufes.

" Can you help me up?"

She nodded and did exactly as Noah asked her and helped me.

An hour later the drugs effects had waned and I was showered dressed and fed.

Gabby I found to be a very friendly and friendly person. We were sitting on the bed talking when the door opened. Noah came in he looked tired and agitated but he was back and I was thankful for it. He looked at me frozen in the door way.

I wanted to get up and hug him but I couldn't move. I couldn't just let go of the anger someone was responsible.

Gabby stood and hugged Noah before slipping out the door and closing it behind herself. Noah hadn't reacted to busy staring at me. I finally looked away unable to stare at him any longer.

As if I broken the spell he moved and I felt his weight on the bed next to me.

I froze when his hand slid across the back of my neck. I shivered lightly not able to deny that I missed his touch. He pulled me to him and I moved back till my back was flush with his front. His mouth next to my ear he slid his arms around me and I wasn't surprised when he placed them on my stomach.

" Please tell me you'll keep it. "

" Why? Why do you care?"

"Because I love you and love that fact we created something. I have no intention of watching you destroy it. "

" Did you do it? Did you put those pictures up of me?"

"No and you better hope I never find out who did."

" Okay. I believe you. I'm sorry I was just so angry and embarresed and...ohhh."

Noah's lips wrapped the lobe of my ear and he sucked it into his mouth. His fingers slid under my shirt and rubbed across my belly.

" I don't know what it is about knowing that my seed is in you but it's making me crazy. "

" What do you mean?"

"I can't concetrate on anything else. Will you oblige my sudden fetish? "

"What do you want me to do?"

"Take your clothes off and lay down on your back. I'm gonna a shower be the way I asked when I return. "

I nodded watching him go.

When he returned I was laying on his bed on my back. My nipp!es were hard and I was slightly wet. Having sex with Noah on a dam near daily basis had left me craving him. It wasn't till I was waiting for him knowing inside the bathroom water was falling on his lean body and down his thick length did I realize I was incredibly horny.

Noah towled off and made his way over to me kneeling between my legs so that his face hovered over my still flat belly.

" Thank you."

"For what?"

"Saving me from Johns. "

Noah's hand had been holding my waist when I said this. I flinched when his fingers dug into them out of anger probably thinking about what would've happened had he not come. I ran my fingers through his hair and his hand relaxed.

"I love you Tasha. "

His lips glided over my belly and I sighed my fingers still sliding through his hair. He kissed and licked every inch of my belly then laid his head flat on my stomach.

" Tasha?"

"Yeah."

"Don't leave me again. "

"I'm sorry. "

"No your not, not yet. "

Before I could respond his face was between my legs, his mouth on my pus$y. I cried out my hands twisting in hair as he ate me out.

His fingers entered me and last night flashed before my closed eyes. I screeched pulling away from him sitting up in the bed hugging my knees.

" What's wrong? Did I hurt you?"

"I...I just...can we just cuddle for a while please?"

His eyebrows nitted together but he didn't press it. He crawled up the bed pulling me to lay across his chest.

"Not now but you'll tell me what that was about."

I didn't respond just breathing in his scent. I enjoyed our solitude knowing our problems were far from over.

Someone had my flashdrive, I was pregnant and Johns would be released from the hospital sooner or later.

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