Tasha P.O.V

We ignored each other for weeks. Test were brutal in classes and so many times I wanted to ask for Noah's help but he ignored me like I had the clap. )

Whenever we would be in the room together he blast his music through his head phones and turn away from me. If the library was open he'd leave me alone and go there.

I myself made no attempts to talk either. I ruined us. I was miserable and lonely without him.

To make matters worse him and Gabby were inseparable. I knew they were just friends but it made me uncomfortable seeing them together all the time. She would look at me with sympathy but then shake her head giving me the look that it was what I deserved.

Then all top of all that I was a horny mess.

Noah remained topless inside the room with only shorts on. His monster

co€k always bouncing around underneath. I soon understood why he was so ripped as well. Everyday after his dinner he go for a run then come back throw his shirt off and do five sets of fifty push up and sit ups.

Watching all that muscle flex and move was to much sometimes and I'd take a walk or turn away. But hearing him pant behind me gave me flashbacks of us fucking so I'd end up leaving anyway.

There seemed to be no solution and everyday I felt we were getting farther and farther away from one another.

Gabby's P.O.V

"How long you gonna keep this up?"

"Until I die. "

"Noah your being irrational. You love that girl and I swear I'm surprised she hasn't slit her wrist she's so dam depressed and lost without you. "

"I don't care. "

"Liar. And on top of that I've seen you watching her when you think no ones looking. How many guys have you fought since that photo thing whenever you see a guy with a copy. You shred it and beat there asses. "

Noah shrugged and blew out a breath. I shook my head in irritation. Noah's head snapped to the right and I already knew before I looked why.

Tasha had entered the library. She didn't notice us as she walked to the back sections. Noah's eyes followed her like a hawk till she disappeared down a aisle. His head turned back towards me slowly and peered at me through the side of his eye.

"You don't care huh?"

A blush rose on his cheeks as he shrugged his shoulders.

An idea hit me and I stood.

"I'm heading to the bathroom don't her while I'm away okay. "

He smirked and rolled his eyes.

"No promises. "

I walked off towards the bathroom and when I was out of his line of sight ducked through the aisles until I reached Tasha.

"Hey."

Tasha jumped turning towards me.

"Uh hi."

She looking away and continued peering through the books. Cocking my head to the side I realized she had pushed them to make a space wide enough that she could get a diagonal view of Noah.

I laughed and she turned towards me confused.

"You guys are ridiculous. "

"Pardon. "

"Never mind , do you want Noah back or not?"

"Of course but what can you do?"

"Obviously more then the both of you. Now listen......."

Noah's P.O.V

"37,38,39,40,41,42,43,4......"

"Hi."

I swallowed looking up. Tasha had came from the bathroom completely naked. It was hard enough ignoring her at night when she was sleep and kicked her clothes off like usual but she was awake now and so was my co€k. Still shocked since she hadn't spoken to me since a few weeks ago. I wasn't prepared when she straddled my waist and leaned forward.

"What... What are you doing?"

"Saving us."

She leaned forward and place her full lips to mine I didn't know what to do but my body did angry or not I complied.

It didn't take long before she was sucking my earlobes , my neck and drawing her tongue across my chest. She wasted no time pulling off my shorts and putting me in her mouth.

"Oh....fuvk. "

She licked and sucked over and over till I was about to burst.

She inhaled sharply and jammed me down her throat swallowing me I groaned loudly as I came in her throat.

Panting I watched me slide from her mouth. She licked her lips and sucked what was still remaining on the top off. Still hard she slid up my body and began sliding her wet pus$y along my shaft.

She wasn't in a rush and I relaxed watching her body sway back and forth and she enjoyed the teasing.

Finally a few minutes later she pushed me inside her and began to ride me. I grasped her hips helping her along. Her head rolled back and she gasped rocking harder. Something wet hit my chest and I looked up to see tears sliding down her cheeks as she moaned and arched.

She didn't have to say and I didn't have to ask. She missed me and I missed her. But I couldn't forgive what she made us lose. I couldn't.

An hour later we were still going strong. She had multiple orgasms and I was nearing my forth. The run and workout plus the repeated orgasms were taking a toll on me. When I finally came again I wasn't surprised when I passed out on the floor with her still using my co€k to €um.

The following morning we were back to ignoring each other as if it never happened. So it surprised me two weeks later when I awoke to Tasha laying on top of me kissing across my collar bone.

"Stop. "

"No."

"Tash get off. "

She shook her head continuing. I grasped her head to pull her up when I noticed a gold band across my ring finger.

She looked up slowly biting her lip. I looked between her and the band multiple times before finally asking her what I was thinking.

"What is this?"

"You belong to me Noah, except it. "

"What do you mean?"

She reached over and picked up a couple of pictures.

She passed them to be smiling subtly.

I looked them over and couldn't help the smile that came to my face. I started laughing tears springing to my eyes at the irony. All the pictures were of me passed out on the floor with my shorts around my ankles. €um covering my co€k, sweat all over my body.

"So you gonna blackmail me into marrying you?"

"No, I'm blackmailing you so we're even and we don't have it hanging over us anymore, I'm asking you to marry me because it's what I want. I mean won't this be a hilarious story to tell our child. "

I looked at her stomach then back to her. She brought her hand from behind her back giving me a pregnancy test.

It was a bright pink positive sign.

"Is this for real?"

" Yes Noah. "

"Why? I don't understand? "

"I wanted to have your baby...just so I could murder it again!"

Tasha stood grabbing a pair of scissors from the dresser and stabbed herself in the stomach.

I tried to get up, to stop her but I couldn't move. I couldn't save the baby. I couldn't stop her.

" Get up Noah, Get up now!"

My eyes popped open. Sweat was pouring down my face and chest. Tasha was kneeling by my bed looking worried.

"Are you alright? You wouldn't stop screaming."

I blinked catching my breath. It was a dream. No it was a nightmare. I sat up clutching my head.

"Noah are you okay."

"I hate you. "

I heard her sharp intake of breath but I didn't care if she was hurting. My pain was to immense to be playing nice.

I heard her move away from me and lay in her bed. I pretended I didn't hear her crying. I placed my headphones in my ears to drown it out or I'd end up being a dumass and consoling her.

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The following morning I woke up to find Tasha still laying in bed. Pulling my ear buds off I couldn't believe she was still crying. Had she cried all night. I stood going to the shower making sure not to glance down at her.

When I left she was under the covers. Quiet. But I could see her shoulders shaking.

I left before I could apologize.

Tasha P.O.V

"It's not gonna work. Gabby."

"Did you even try what we talked about?"

"I never got to. I was gonna do it tonight but last night he was having nightmares. I woke him up and he told me he hated me. He sounded so angry. I don't want him to hurt anymore. I want him to be happy even if it's not with me."

"You don't want that your a dam liar. He's hurting. Both of you are. I know my idea will work. I still talk to him. I know how he feels about you. Just try Okay?"

"Okay."

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