《I'm not a Phenex,not anymore》"I hate myself and I want to die" (prologue)
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(When I write "l/p" it means "lord phenex and when I write "L/p" it means "Lady Phenex",I use the upper-case letter for her because in the story,little spoiler,she will be the only one who doesn't want to hurt you but is forced to,so she is a lil bit more important to you than the other members)
( when you see this "[]" it's when a character is thinking)
(3rd person's pov)
y/n was a 10 years old lonely boy (picture on the top),he was hated from his family since he doesn't like to fight or ruling over other people.
He was getting home when...
y/n: i'm hom-
Riser: where were you,idiot!?
y/n stays silent
Riser: hmph I don't have any time for you..I have to go to a meeting with mother,father and sister Ravel.. Yubelluna will watch over you
y/n: b-but i'm old en-
Riser: no buts!
Then y/n groans in pain falling on ground as he watched Riser go out with his "family"
Riser: Yubelluna will come soon so I expect you to have a good behavior..
Then they left
(Timeskip 10 minutes)
y/n hears someone knocking on the door and he goes to open it,as he see it was his lovely babysitter and Riser's queen Yubelluna
Yubelluna: Hii my little baby boy~
y/n: h-hi Yu,come in
As he lets her come in he starts feeling weak and fall on his knees remembering the torture his parents gave him
(Flashback morning)
l/p (lord phenex): it's your torture time!
Then he started punching y/n,burning him and cutting him with a knife with his mother,sister and brother and they kept going for hours. But when they stop,Lady Phenex,his mother went to the bathroom and locked herself in,then she started crying silently so no one could hear her
L/p (Lady Phenex): M-My baby boy...my little sweetheart..I-I'm so sorry...I wish your father didn't force me to hurt you...I'm the worst mother ever...I wish I could live with him alone away from here...
She keeps sobbing as she holds a pic of y/n and her hugging each other close to her chest,it was the only time she could have spend time with him and saw him smiling
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(End flashback)
Yubelluna sees y/n falling and runs to him
Yubelluna: Y/N!!
as she runs to y/n,she sees him unconscious and picks him up,carrying him to his bed. As she places him on the bed,she notices a few cuts and bruises on his left arm and slowly takes his shirt and pants off and gasps in horror seeing his cuts and bruises all over his body,and notices that the cuts on his arms and legs are mostly done by himself.
Yubelluna: I'm so sorry I didn't notice before...we're moving to the Gremory clan..at least if the Phenex clan searches for us,Gremory can protect us..tonight we will escape...promise..
Yubelluna knows him more than anyone else and kinda more than himself,so she packs the stuff he needs most and wakes him up
y/n: Y-Yubelluna..?
Yubelluna: we're escaping sweetheart,if you want to write a last note to your family you can,just be quick so we can leave
y/n: o-ok
Then he writes a note to his "family" and place it on his bed. Then he puts his clothes back on and follow Yubelluna with his stuff smiling a bit
y/n: thank you......m-mom...
Then he hugs Yubelluna as tight as he can,as she teared up in joy and hugged back
Yubelluna: [*sniff* he called me "mom".. I'm so glad I matter that much to him..] your welcome,my son
Then he follows her as she leads y/n to the Gremory clan,she wanted him to have a good life but at the same time he started hating Riser and his family for what he did to him,so she doesn't want to go back there and decides to ask the Gremory clan to take them both in
(Timeskip 6 hours,Phenex mansion)
the Phenex family came back home,and Ravel went to her room. While she is walking she notices that y/n's door open and his stuff missing. Soon she noticed a letter and started tearing up
Ravel: no..n-no..no...y-yn...
She takes the letter and runs down to her parents and brother while sobbing
L/p: what's wrong sweetheart?
Ravel: i-it's y-y/n...he..h-he...
She can't continue the sentence as she breaks down and cries,giving the letter to her mother,and she reads it to the others
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The other maids hear too and they go beside the family to hear what's going on
Dear "family"
"I'm sorry but I can't stay any longer...I can't bear the pain anymore..I'm sorry for being a burden to you all..i'm sorry for being the most useless son ever...i'm sorry for being me.... I hope you all will spend a nice life without me..oh well..it's not like you're going to read it anyway..you would just burn it and laugh about it..but hey..I'm moving out and I will live with someone else..someone who truly cares about me..
From y/n (p.s. my last name isn't Phenex anymore)"
As L/p finished,she broke down and cried like she never did in years,Ravel was sobbing remembering every time she hurt him with the others,while l/p and Riser were looking down in regret and every maid,because they listened too and they were feeling bad about y/n being hurt everyday,they started crying silently too. The whole mansion was filled with sadness and regret,nobody was smiling anymore,not even Riser's peerage. They weren't feeling any better since they cared for him a lil bit and they were feeling guilty since they couldn't have stop Riser and the others
Xuelan: I hope you come back y/n..I just want to hold you on my lap,cuddle you and hug you and never let you go again...
Timeskip 3rd person's pov
They were finally free from their clan,that made y/n smile as they both approached the Gremory's castle's entrance and went to a guard
Yubelluna: we want to speak to lord SirZechs,we need help. My name is Yubelluna and this is y/n,we're part of the Phenex clan
Guard: Alright,follow me
Then the guard leads them to SirZechs,he was arguing with his wife, and she was in the verge of tears
SirZechs: I'm sorry,but I don't have the same feelings for you anymore..I signed the divorce paper and I want you to sign it too..
Grayfia: B-But..
SirZechs: No buts.. sign now..
Grayfia then signs the divorce paper as she walks away crying
SirZechs: But if you want you can still work as a maid here
Grayfia nodded since she had nowhere to go as she sees a woman with a kid behind her
Grayfia: who are you two?
Yubelluna: My name is Yubelluna and this is y/n. I need to fix some issues in the Phenex clan and I need someone to take care of y/n...you see..the thing is that he was abused from his family and I want to make sure they let me and him free from their clan since I found out what they were doing to him.
SirZechs: It's ok,I will take care of him
Grayfia: No you won't..I'll be taking care of him,you would just ignore him and maybe let him get himself in danger
SirZechs: c'mon..he's just a little brat..what could he do to put himself in danger?
Then Yubelluna sighs,she overheard their conversation and she was sure y/n heard too,so she had an idea
Yubelluna: Guys.. Why not letting y/n choose which he wants to stay with?
SirZechs: I agree
Grayfia: me too
Yubelluna: Ok then..y/n..when you choose,walk to SirZechs or Grayfia, then hug him or her,so we can know which one you prefer..ok?
y/n nods shyly and looks at them. SirZechs pats his lap
SirZechs: come here little brat,if you come then I'll buy you everything you want
Then Grayfia looks down,knowing y/n would choose him for the large amount of toys and food he can buy him. y/n then shyly starts to walk
SirZechs: haha! I knew you would choos-...huh?
y/n then walked to Grayfia and gave her a warm hug,then he spoke in a shy tone
y/n: I-I d-don't want a-any t-toy or m-money..I-I w-want love and I-I think she is the r-right person b-between you two..
Grayfia then smiles and hugs the little boy,tearing up and whispers
Grayfia: Don't worry sweetheart, I'm gonna give you lots of love..
Then Grayfia kisses y/n's cheek,as he blushes a little,but smiles knowing he has someone he can count on while Yubelluna is gone,but in the inside he was scared since he hoped with his whole heart that Yubelluna could get back to him without getting hurt.
(P.s. the title I used is a citation from Kurt Cobain)
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