《| ~Agonizing lust..~ | (Doukaza fanfic)》| ~The violence in starting love~ |
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Ever sense Douma left my room , it was starting to get really boring.. I don't even know why I'm thinking all this. I hate him , don't i? I guess I'll try to hangout with the blondie more . As much as I hate to admit it ,
I kinda like douma's company. Even though I hate him , he's a fun guy to hang —
Out with. Sometimes I regret being an uppermoon because of him.
My thoughts were interrupted until I heard a knock on my door. "Come in." I said unbothered. That was until I noticed Douma was entering my room. Ah , right. He said he would check up on me.
"What's up Douma? Or are you just here to annoy me." I said slightly annoyed. "As promised , I'm just checking up
On you!~" he said cheerfully. "Sure , whatever. Thanks I guess. So are you gonna leave now?" I said.
"No. You've looked really anxious and lonely lately, I'm guessing due to the missions ,
But why not we hang out more? Anyway we won't have any more missions for the next few days ." He said.
God I was so happy when I heard that. Not because of Douma's suggestion , because i finally have a break from
Work. "Suree I guess. I have nothing else better to do." I said. "Thanks!~ Soo , can I just hang out here for a little?~"
"Yeah sure." I said. "Great!~ So you've finally considered to lower down your stupid little attitude!~" he said testing my limits. What the hell is he trying to do!? Maybe I shouldn't have accepted his offer.
Douma giggled.
"Shut your mouth before I punch your head off and take back what I said."
"Y'know im just playing with you!~ you can lower down your pissy attitude~!" He said. Now he's really testing my limits. "Shut up Douma." I said slightly
Annoyed. —————- "I'll be right back. I just have to talk to someone really quick , Alright?" I said calmly, in hopes that he would believe me. Bring around him makes me really anxious. He's scary especially sense he's beaten me in a battle before. And brutally. So , I guess I'll just make up and excuse to leave.
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"Yeah sure!~ I'll be waiting!~ Hey , hey , I don't mean to interfere but exactly what are you gonna do when your gone?"
He said. Oh shit.. What do I tell him!? " Uhm.. i- I just need to talk to.. Daki..! Yeah , she asked me if I could help her
With something and I agreed , so.. uh , that's what I'm gonna- do.. Yeah." I said trying to find words on the spot.
I left the room calmly and stood outside the door panting. That was really stressful.. Wait.. Why though..? Ugh. I don't have time to be thinking about this. I'm just gonna hang around somewhere for a bit and come back.
I guess I'll just hang out at Kokoshibo's place.
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Akaza San hasn't been back yet.. I can't help but wonder where he is.. I'm worried. I'll just contact Daki to see if she's
Really with him right now. I'll just head over to her place , after all she's my daughter.
"Hey...Akaza..?" Kokoshibo said. "Yes? What's up?" I said in curiosity. "Are.. you..okay? You've looked...Really stressed..lately." He said stuttering out. "Yeah.. it's just Master Muzan puts a lot of pressure on me. I still haven't been able to find that stupid flower he wants to concur the sun.. But , hey.. Is it alright if I leave now..? I have something I have
To handle , but hey.. you wanna join me for my next mission later on this week?." I said calmly. "Yeah..sure. Enjoy your... Break..!" Kokoshibo said as I walked out the door.
I realized the time and it was 12:52.. IVE SPENT 52 MINUTES OVER THERE!? Shit.. Douma's gonna ask where I've been. Well , I guess that's my fault. It's not like he would actually know where I was. God damn it! He's gonna be mad.. He has a reputation for being kind of a yandere.. He'll probably kill me!!! Ugh.
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I just got back from kokoshibo's place.. I found Douma sitting on the same chair he was on before.. He was on his phone. "I see your back from "Daki's?" Douma said without looking up at me. I noticed he looked angry. Well I didn't mind it.
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"Yeahh.. I am." I said.
I was surprised when he beckoned me over. "Come.. why don't we go to my room..?" He said. I didn't know what he meant by that. "Suree.. I guess.." I said. There's no way he found out.. Right..?
Douma gripped my hand roughly and he dragged me into his room. We finally reached his room and he pushed me inside and slammed the door shut and turned around to face me. "Uhm.. Are you alright.. Douma..?" I said slightly curious.. If he found out I wasn't at his daughters place I'm so done for..
I saw as he looked down at me he slowly locked the door behind him. "So.. Where were you for an hour really?." Douma said sternly. "I uh.. I told you , I was at D- Akis.." I said , slightly cut off when he got closer.
He pushed me roughly onto the door and he gripped my neck roughly. " Lies. Tell me where you really were Akaza. I don't wanna get violent with you." He said. Oh my.. should I tell him..? His grip tightened and It started to hurt. Badly.
"I- Told you! I w- as a.. At Da- Daki's House..!!! I said between struggled breaths. "I'm not lying.." I said.
"Stop lying to me Akaza. I'm going to ask you this one more time.."
"Where.. were you?." He said. If he tightens his grip on my neck I might just pass out.
"I.. Was at.. Kokoshibo's.. I'm s- orry..." i said on a verge of tears. "So you've finally told me the truth. I'm glad. But it makes my blood boil thinking that you even thought lying to me was a good idea." He said. "Hold on.. Your blushing.. Soo you like this..?" Douma said curiously. I turned my head away in embarrassment.
"I.. Know it was .. wrong. I'm sorry." I said in hopes in him forgiving me for lying. "Don't think your getting off so easy."
I feel so bad now for lying to him. I guess this is my own fault. It caught me off guard when he grabbed my hair and yanked it backwards and held my head on the door which hurt like a bitch. "Next time you ever think about lying to me..
Remember this moment , Love." Douma said sternly while looking into my eyes. I groaned in pain.
He grabbed me by the waist and turned me around and pushed my body against the door of Douma's Room. He held my hands behind my back and kept me restrained. "Douma.. I'm sorry. I won't lie to you again just let me go.. I have to get back to my room. I have.. important things I have to.. handle and I'm tired as hell.." I said , obviously lying. I thought he believed me but dear god I was wrong...
He gripped my hair and pulled my head back. I whined in pain and I felt tears streaming down my eyes. "You really don't listen to anything I say , do you." He said , clearly angry.
I looked away with my eyes and he turned my body around and he slapped me. Hard. I yelped quietly in pain while he tripped me and held me by my hair while I was just on the floor.. God I felt so pathetic.
He let go of my hair and he gripped my face , and.. Kissed me?!
After a hot 20 seconds of kissing he started kissing me more harshly. "Don't think because I kissed you I'll show you even just the slightest bit of mercy later on." I didn't understand at first.. but then the realization hit me. Wait.. was he talking about...
Before I could finish my thought , he gripped my hair and started to unbuckle his belt. Hold on.. he's not gonna do what I think he's gonna do is he..? Before I could even register what was happening in my mind he had his dick out and stood infront of me.
"Douma.. No. I'm not ready yet! Your not gonna do what I think your gonna do." I said. I'm getting more frightened.. I'm not gonna lose my virginity to this blonde asshole. "Come on , Come on!~ don't be so worried!~ nothing bad would happen if you were to give in!~
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