Jace William Smith

I am totally whipped.

You know, a few months ago I couldn't even think about loving someone, I just went to fuck other girls.

And it was like this every single fucking day, I just went from girl to girl and bringing them to bed, then I would just kick them out the next day, I think they thought that I wold let them stay with me.

I of course now feel sorry, because Hazel Williams changed me. I am still a monster, or if you will, mobster. 

But now, I'm just that, a little less to be honest, I really don't know how she did it.

Remember in school, when I was a fucking jerk to her. Always yelling at her and shaming her. 

That day in the car, when Luca put his hand on her thigh, when I pulled her in the car and started yelling at her, that's when the first feelings came.

First, it was jealousy. Then in the skatepark, I was worried. Fucking worried, and it was killing me the whole night.

Every other night, hell if not even every night, I would think about her and I would think about how lucky I would be if she was completely mine.

With no forced and arranged marriage, just for her to like me, even love me like nobody else did.

And then I fucked her, funny right? I didn't just fuck her because of her body, I fucked her because I wanted her. 

Not just for the virginity, but because I wanted her whole, her personality, her smile, her laugh, everything about her makes me crazy.

She is the only girl I didn't ditch after having sex with them, and I never will.

Because now I realize, I could never love anyone like I love Hazel.

My thoughts were interrupted with a hand ruffling my hair and stroking it.

I looked down and saw Hazel under the covers, her head burried in my shirt and her hand in my hair.

"Morning, love." I smiled at her trying to get up but she groaned and pushed me back on the bed.

I chuckled and flipped us over so now I was on top of her, keeping my weight off her obviously.

My lips found the way to her neck and I slowly kissed it, I kissed her from the neck to her chest, and right when I was about to reach her tits, I stopped and grinned.

"We have school today." 

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