!warning very angst mentions of self harm and rap3!

mark woke up groaning. his head was killing him,he looked around quite confused as to why he wasn't in the dorms. he gasped when he saw a man next to him naked. "no no no,please don't tell me..."

mark got up grabbing his clothes getting dressed. he noticed an open condom in the trash. "fuck mark...fuck" he cursed at himself.

once he arrived at the dream dorms he tried walking in quietly so they wouldn't hear. "mark!" haechan yelled hugging the older. "oh thank god i was worried about you baby. where were you?" haechan question.

mark shook his head once again groaning. "I-I don't really remember..." haechan gave a look before pulling mark's shirt down to see his neck. "where did you get that?" he asked quite upset.

confused mark pulled out his phone looking at what haechan was talking about. there was a dark purple hickey. "shit..." mark cursed. "haechan it-" haechan cut him off.

"no! where did you get that?! it wasn't from me mark!" he yelled tears falling from his tanned face. "I-I....I got drunk a-and i had sex with some guy but I-" haechan shook his head,now fully crying.

"you cheated!! you fucking cheated mark!" haechan yelled waking the other members. "hyuck please..." mark wiped his tears. "save it...we are over! just leave me alone" haechan said storming off.

the other five members stood there in shock. "hyung...that's disgusting!" jaemin yelled. renjun followed haechan to comfort him. jaemin gave a look to mark before walking off jeno gave a sad look.

jisung stood there awkwardly before walking off. chenle sighed and walked over to mark. "hyung...im disappointed but i also know how much you love haechan and that you wouldn't do something like that".

mark was silent for a few seconds before busting out in tears. "I-I don't remember anything...i only remember having a few drinks some guy have me a drink a-and then i woke up naked" he cried harder. "i messed up! hyuck hates me and the other probably does too"

chenle panicked a bit because mark was breathing heavily and was gasping for air. "okay markie...hyung i need you to calm down and breath" mark nodded and followed chenle's breathing pattern.

chenle eventually got mark to clam down and he was now asleep. chenle was a bit skeptical...something didn't add about. he sighed and covered mark with a cover before walking off to his room.

morning came and it was time for practice. mark got up realizing he was late. he went to wake the others but they had already left...without even waking him up. "i deserve that"

mark quickly got dressed and washed his face and brushed his teeth. he was in a rush so he didn't eat. because the dorm and practice room where in different buildings he had to walk there.

he was already 30 minutes late so he no other choice but to run. while running he fell cutting his hand and hurting his ankle. he hissed in slight pain continuing to run.

"mark lee! why are you almost an hour late?!" the dance instructor yelled. mark tried catching his breathe to explain. "s-sorry hyung...won't happen again" he just sighed and told mark to stretch and get into his spot.

they was practicing for their upcoming comeback. haechan wouldn't even look at mark let alone in his direction. the other members was the same. chenle was the only one who really talked to mark.

"alright everyone take a break, mark since you showed up late you have almost an hour of dancing to make up" mark nodded and walked over there.

the pain in his ankle had grown and it hurt with every step. "you okay?" the choreography noticed his pain. mark nodded. "well take a break and drink some water" mark nodded.

after almost 2 hours of dancing they were finally done with practice. "guys let's go out and do something!" jeno suggested giving his usual eye smile. everyone agreed. "you coming mark hyung? chenle asked.

mark noticed how the mood changed when he asked and how angry jae and renjun looked and how sad haechan looked. mark shook his head, "you guys go ahead, i have to practice with superm anyways" chenle gave a sad nod "have fun"

Marne watched as they left and sighed. he had lied. he didn't have practice with superm until tomorrow. he grabbed his things and started heading back to the dorms.

once he got there he sighed and lied down. he looked over at the bear sitting in his bed. haechan had gave it to him as a gift. marks eyes watered as he thought of haechan.

he knew he fucked up and that hyuck would forever hate him. he let the tears fall from his face. he got up walking to haechan's room lying on his bed. he smelled the covers as it smelled like haechan.

mark cried harder and he gripped the covers eventually falling asleep. before mark knew it, it was night. he woke up still in haechan's room. it was quiet so he guessed the others where still out.

he got up hearing his stomach growl. too lazy and too sad to make something he decided not to eat. mark's phone rang. "uwu hyung" was saw on the screen.

"hello?"

"marky! what happened with haechannie"

mark sighed

"i don't really want to talk about it..."

"that's fine. just know hyungie is always here for you babe"

"thanks"

jungwoo hung up. mark threw his phone on the couch walking to the bathroom. there was a knock on the door. mark answered but suddenly he was pushed back into the house his face being covered.

the person took mark into one of the rooms they first saw which was mark's. they tied him and but a rag in his mouth so he couldn't yell.

mark tried pulling on the ropes to free himself only to cause the rope to dig into his skin turning red. "i had so much fun last time~ why not round two" a man with a deep voice said

mark didn't know how much time passed but the man kept fucking him. tears fell from mark's face uncontrollably. the man finally stopped and mark let out a scream. the man slightly untied the rope before running out.

mark freed himself as he cried more. his covered himself scratching any part of his body the man touched.

a few minutes passed before mark showered and changed into some clothes. he was too scared to go into his room so he grabbed a cover and went into the couch in the living room.

the dreamies finally arrived back at the dorms. surprised to see mark on the couch. "mark-ah! what are you doing on the couch?!" renjun whispered yelled. mark slowly woke up. "what?" renjun sighed. "hyung go to your room" mark remember what happened in there and shook his head aggressively.

the members found it weird but didn't think if it. "fine sleep on the couch. don't be late for practice tomorrow" jaemin said coldly walking off.

mark watched them walk off before hugging his leg and knees. he hated the feeling of the man. he still felt it and he hated it.

two weeks had passed and mark was horrible. he didn't eat,talk,sleep,nothing. the members noticed the change in behavior but never said anything. which might have been their worst mistake.

the guy came back almost everyday and did the same thing. mark felt weak and useless. the man would tie,gag,and use mark however he wanted.

"mark! mark!" mark looked up at the person saying his name. "s-sorry...i spaced out" ten gave a look. "you've been spacing out a lot recently? everything okay?" mark nodded and got up walking to the bathroom.

he walked into the bathroom crying. he cried hard hell so hard he didn't even hear the door open. "mark-ah?" mark looked up and saw haechan.

mark groaned and wiped his face. "are you okay" despite their break up he still cared for mark. "im fine!" mark said quickly. he raised a brow.

haechan took a step closer to mark. mark visibly flinched and dug his nails into his skin. "mark...what's going on?" haechan said softly touching mark.

mark moved away from haechan scared. "p-please don't..." mark's mind though haechan was going to do the same thing the man did to him so he panicked. "please no! no! i don't want to"

haechan was really concerned. "markie...it's me haechanie" he was trying his best to get mark to calm down. "w-won't hurt me right...?" haechan nodded and hugged mark who clung onto him.

"he keeps coming..." "who" mark wiped his face. "the man...he keeps coming...h-he always makes me do things i d-don't want. i b-beg him to stop...but he doesn't listen"

haechan took mark to the dorms the members surprised to see him close with mark. he laid mark down in his bedroom. "guys...we have to talk" the members nodded.

"i think someone is hurting mark" their eyes widened. "what?! what do you mean?" jaemin's mother instincts kicked in. "he told me some guy kept making him do things he didn't want. he got scared when i hugged him."

suddenly there was a loud scream. all the members jumped up walking to mark's room. "mark?!" jeno yelled trying to open the door but it was locked. jeno and jaemin both kept hitting the door eventually breaking it.

....

there he was. mark. he was crying,hands tied. blood was falling form his mouth. his usually pale skin was painted with bruises and hickeys. the man stopped and smirked at the members as he continued to pound into mark. "mind leaving? we're kinda busy"

the usually quite maknae yelled "what the fuck! get off of him!!" and tackled him to the ground. jaemin went over to help jisung restrain him. jeno went to untie Mark's wrists and frowned at the red imprints left. chenle took off his jacket and handed it to haechan who covered him with it.

he took of the blind fold and held mark closely. mark just stared at the ceiling. he wasn't crying or anything. he didn't blink nor did he talk.

the other 5 members called the cops and gave them a report and everything. hyuck took mark into his own room rocking the boy. "I-I'm so sorry this happened to you baby...I should've been there for you" he cried.

mark gripped haechan's shirt. "don't cry hyuckie" mark whispered. haechan gave a small smile. "how could i not...h-he" mark shushed him. "let's get some sleep" haechan nodded. mark gave a faded smile.

haechan hugged mark's waist holding him as tight as he could. mark eventually fell asleep however the younger stayed awake. he couldn't believe he didn't notice that something was going on with mark.

jeno quietly opened the door. haechan looked at him. "w-will hyung be okay?" he asked renjun standing next to him. "i'm not sure nono" Jeno sadly nodded. "come on kitten let's go..." renjun whispered.

.....

a couple days passed and mark wasn't the same. he pretended to act like it didn't bother him. he wouldn't eat claiming he was on a diet. he rarely slept. "come on mark...please talk to me" mark shook his head. "i'm fine nana~ i keep telling you" he sighed and gathered all the members.

"hyung" the youngest called. mark looked from his book. "we know you're not okay...hell how could you be?! but please talk to us...we want to help and make you feel better and help you cope..." chenle said.

jeno's eyes watered. "hyung please...m worried...don't like seeing you like this" he cried. it was rare to see the male cry. mark got up walking towards the younger petting his hair.

"don't cry...please" mark looked at haechan who nodded. "i...i don't know what to do...everyday i lied there letting him do whatever, i was too weak and helpless to tell him to stop...i cried and screamed and yelled when he left. i hoped that you guys would one day come home early...but i never blamed any of you."

he said walking over to the crying maknae. "shhh. don't cry sungie~" he shook his head. "we should've been there for you hyung" "there's nothing we can do now. don't feel bad little one. hyung's go be okay" "but-" mark shook his head.

"i love you all" he whispered kissing each of them on the cheek. "you a bit more though" he winked kissing hyuck on the lips.

part 2 maybe turn it into markxdream.... 🤷🏻🤷🏻