"Okay Suhan you ready?"Fredrick asked me.

"Yes but how much y'all paying me for this?"I asked and everybody laughed.

"It's gonna be some things you don't want to do in front of a room full of people but you have to"he said.

"Right because y'all gone pay me, but how much though?"

"We'll talk about that later. I need you to pull the tank down to here"he said while pointing to his butt.

"Okay"I said before pulling the tank top down allowing half of my ass cheeks to show.

"My vagina is literally out!!"I yelled while laughing.

"The quicker you pose the quicker you can change!"he yelled.

"Okay okay!"I yelled back before I tugged at the bottom of the top and posed.

"Yaaasss ma'am Wockesha!!"I heard Steve yell and I chuckled.

The whole purple thing was my idea waaay before I started working this week.

Steve suggested that when I got my makeup done to go ahead and let my eyeshadow match my hair though.

While I was doing the last pose in which he had directed me to do, I felt one of the security guards who worked at this studio staring at me.

I knew it was him because he was standing by the door and I could see him in the corner of my eye.

It was one of the fine—well they're all fine but he's finer to me.

He goes by Blue but I'm not sure what his actual name is.

When I turned around from taking my last flicks I looked over at him and smiled.

He just stared at me with that same "I'll kill you" ass look on his face.

I headed to the dressing rooms and went to go get ready for the next thing I was gonna model which were summertime pieces from Fendi.

They did my makeup over and just gave me a natural beat.

I waited for about fifteen minutes until it was time for me to go back and take my pictures.

"Alright Suhan this is five out of five, give it your all boo!!"Steve said and that's exactly what I did.

I was the last to leave just like I always am and the first to come in when I'm not late and that's rare.

When I got finished I placed everything that I modeled in today in my duffle bag and changed into my tights and crop top along with my Dior sandals.

"Alright I'll see y'all later!!"I yelled.

"Bye Suha!!"I heard Steve say.

"Byyyyee!!"

"Good job today Suhan!"Fredrick said and I threw my thumb up before heading to the lobby.

Before I could open the door myself Blue had already opened it.

He was standing outside with the others that were guards here also.

"Thank you, y'all have a good night!"I said to them.

"You sure are welcome.."he said while the others wished me a good night also and I could feel him staring at my ass.

"You don't mind if I walk you to ya car do you?"I heard him ask me as he trailed behind me.

"Sure, you wanna drive me home too?"I joked and he laughed.

"Ion mind but I'd hope I wouldn't have to"

"I'm just kidding, I'm a big girl I got this!"I chuckled.

"I see that, this you?"he asked while looking at my brand new 2021 BMW X2 SUV.

"Yep this is my new baby"

"She's beautiful as well as you"he said and I laughed.

"Thank you"

"I ain't gone hold you, have a good night Ms. Taylor"

"You too Blue, thank you again"

"No problem at all"

I got into my car and sat my things in the passenger seat before starting the car and pulling off heading to my condo that I purchased downtown.

When I walked into my apartment I saw the babysitter who I hired sitting down at my counter on her phone eating a bag of chips.

She a very young classy and cute girl.

Her name is Jasmine, she's nineteen years old, and shes very responsible.

With all this money coming in from hostings and modeling, y'all must know that I'm paying her lots of money.

"Heeeeyyy"I said while sitting my purse on the counter and my bag down on the floor.

"Hi!"she smiled while looking at me.

"How were they?"I asked her.

"Good, sweet little angels"

"They didn't give you any trouble??"I asked in disbelief.

"Not at all"

"Well thank you for watching them again"

"I mean it's my job"

"Yes thank you for being so great at it, I'll see you on Friday I believe"

"Yes ma'am and you're welcome"

"Alight I'll see you later be safe and have a good night"

"Okay you too!"

I watched as she gathered her things before leaving and I went to lock my door.

After checking on my girls, I went to get ready for bed myself.

I know y'all wondering why is there just a two bedroom?

That's because I wanted to start with something light first and Sienna likes sleeping with her mommy anyways so why not.

But since her birthday is coming up and she's about to turn one, I'm gonna get Sam's room fixed differently and maybe have twin beds or bunk beds in there.

"Am I single?— yes I've been single for a while y'all late"I said while reading the questions from my live.

"I have two kids"

"Nah bitch I'm too busy getting money"I said in the most calmest voice ever.

"No! I didn't copy no fucking body!!"

"I met Shiesty in Dallas"

"I'm from Dallas.— okay we gone have to end to q&a cus y'all asking these same boring ads questions!"I said while changing the settings on my live.

I drank from my wine glass while reading the comments.

😍😍😍😍

😫

"Thank yoooouu!!"

"Awww you too, thanks"

"Since I just did Wockesha I was thinking about doing Princess Bubblegum next but since y'all want Princess Peach I got y'all!!"

I looked at some more comments and they wasn't talking about shit but what Kianti said.

"I know this random but I'm horny and I want some dick!"I yawned.

I stayed on the live for a couple more minutes until I got an idea an got off.

Since this bitch wanna keep playing with me and using my name for clout Ima play with her "nigga."

I finished the whole glass of wine all in two second before putting it down on my nightstand.

I reached over into the drawer and grabbed my toy.

I removed my robe and pulled my hair to the front before getting comfy.

Once I was finally comfortable, I went to my Snapchat and took a picture of my vagina that was already wet.

After sending that to Shiesty's phone I made a full video which probably lasted for about three minutes and sent it to him.

Yep bitches wanna be petty I can be real fucking petty.

When I was finished I just fell asleep, no cover not nothing,

"One minute I'm done with you, the next one I be runnin' back. Go your way, I go my way, but somehow we be still attached. Tryna find my answers with this cup, but ain't no truth in that. They be like, I'm dumb for fuckin' with you, I spend stupid racks. I'm sittin' here knowin' I don't need you, pourin' O's in the liter. Sippin', chase it with my reefer, can't get my mind off Wockesha.

Watch me put my heart in this cup. In my feelings, she my therapist, I'ma talk to this cup."I sang to Kianti as I hugged her and rubbed through the purple hair she had.

Right now we was sitting in the back of the Suburban chillin in front of the house cus we had just came from one of my shows.

I ain't feel like going in yet so we just ate out here and shit.

Not only was it my show, but her manager turned her over to hosting and she was up in there with me.

I grabbed my blunt outta my pocket and fired it up before hitting it.

I looked up at the roof of the car and started thinking bout Suhan.

Our memories flooded my brain and that's when I started to actually realize I fucked up big time.

Ion know why but I thought she'll be down without me but she got a new condo and a brand new car.

Shit her going that hard only makes me want her more.

No matter what, that's still mine at the end of the day.

We ain't done forever, next time we get together I'm putting a ring on it.

"When you gone let me meet yo son?"

"Shit whenever I see him again"

"Oh okay I can't wait! I hope he's not like your girls Cus they don't like step mama Kiki!"

"They act like they mama, shit give it a couple months they'll fuck with you"I chuckled.

"I hope so, you know I love the kiddos"

"Keep on fucking me like you do Ima have to give you one!"I lied only to had her up.

Her pussy ain't shit, anytime I fuck her I'm thinking of Suhan.

"Gimmie one now"she said while kissing me.

"Nah you straight"I chuckled after hitting my blunt.

"I'm just kidding but I do want some dick"

"Nah not now, I'm vibin"

"Mmcht!"she sucked her teeth before getting outta the truck and I chuckled while shaking my head.

Bitch ain't gone ever be satisfied but I gotta fuck with her just to show Suhan that I don't give a damn and I ain't no simp over her ass just Cus she got my kids.