"Baby you ready?"I asked Shiesty while we sat in the bus backstage at the Rolling Loud Concert in Miami.

"Hell yeah" he said while pulling me towards him and kissing me.

Shiesty and I are out of hell, oops I mean jail.

We were both in there for about a whole week before going to court and before they decided to post our bond.

Unfortunately Veeze is still locked up because he was already on the run and they still have yet to post his bond.

I'm not even sure if he's went to court yet.

Oh and the person who shot at us was Asian Doll's brother.

He got more time than us, hopefully ole girl can pay his bond off.

I was able to experience the whole jail life for about a week and it's crazy but it ain't how people paint it out to be in the movies.

Instead of us being released off of Shiesty's benefits, as soon as our bond was posted my dad bailed us out which shocked me.

At the same time I was excited though.

When we were released we didn't show our faces to the public for about a whole week neither did we post on social media.

So it was basically just quarantine all week.

It has been reported that we've been released all over the blogs and social media but nobody really believes it because they haven't seen us yet.

Now that the week is over and it's time for Shiesty to perform we're both popping out.

Our team is so good because they put together these Free the Shiesty's Merch and it's really dope.

The shirts have our mugshots on them with Free Shiesty or either Free Mrs. Shiesty above the mugshot.

Then all around the rest of the shirt is just doodle drawings.

They're really pretty.

I'm wearing the once that says Free Shiesty and he's wearing the Free Mrs. Shiesty one.

We both also have on black jeans, well mine are ripped, and all white forces.

Then on top of that we draped in ice and bae has a hair cut while I'm rocking a green lace.

"Baby you got weed on you?"I asked him.

"Yea why?"

"Cause they got them fucking K9's right and the gate"

"Aw shit!"He said and I chuckled.

"Put this shit in yo purse"he said while taking everything out of his pockets.

I grabbed my purse and let him dumb the many blunts he had in my purse.

"Oh don't think you finna get away just cause you put em up, them bitches finna sniff yo ass down until they can't no more"

"That's aight they can't say I got some weed on me just cause I smell like it"

"Yea you right"I said while nodding.

"I'm always right big forehead ass girl"he said while placing his hand on my forehead.

"Stop!"I chuckled while pushing his hand.

"We got ten minutes bae"I said while looking at my phone.

"Damn we need to already start heading over there"he said.

"No I think that we should go on stage late. It'll be a big surprise to everybody who's waiting to see you, they're already not expecting you to show up"

"Mmcht. Damn you right"he said while dapping me up.

"I'm always right lil forehead ass lil boy"I said before we laughed.

"Damn so how many minutes is that?"

"Fifteen maybe"

"Oh aight, so I guess we wait"

"Yep"

When we were about to go on stage I let Shiesty go out first.

Everybody in the crowd started jumping and cheering.

"Rolling Loud!!! Y'all wasn't expecting us but we made it, damn where my wife at?"he said and I laughed before walking out on stage.

Most of the crowd began cheering also and I laughed.

"Y'all ready to turn up?"Shiesty asked them and they all went crazy as the beat to Neighbors came on.

30 walked out on stage and hugged me before going to dap Shiesty up.

I let them perform their song while I went on each side getting the crowd crunk myself.

Once 30 left off of the stage he gave me his mic and I grabbed it before Shiesty and I rapped to See Red.

Mid performance I stopped and danced on Shiesty.

Once he was finished with See Red, Back in Blood beat came on.

"Now all y'all know that this song right here really got Shiesty turnt so if you fucked with the song and you still fuck with the song, I wanna see everybody fucking turnt!!"I said in the mic before the song began playing.

The whole crowd was jumping and shit.

Shiesty decided to get off of the stage and had all of the damn security following him everywhere.

I stayed on stage, I just know they was sick of him.

Ion know what the fuck happened but all I know is I started getting lightheaded.

I continued walking around the stage and once I got to the right side I blacked out.

I watched as Suhan slept peacefully in the hospital bed.

After she blacked out at the Rolling Loud festival, the ambulance had to come and once they got her here they told me that she was having a miscarriage.

Ion know how to feel about this shit cause one we just lost what could've been our fourth child and two I ain't even know that she was pregnant.

I swear if it ain't one thing it's another.

Now when she wake up I ain't gone know how to tell her this shit.

There was a knock on the door and I looked back as it opened seeing 30 and Cali walk in.

They had bags of Chick-fil-A and drinks cause 30 big ass was hungry.

"Here Shiesty we brought you back a chicken sandwich, some fries, and a lemonade and Suban a salad and some mixed fruit with a lemonade also"Cali said while sitting everything on the table in front of me.

"Preciate it"I said while nodding.

Her and 30 went to sit down and eat while I just stared at Suhan the whole time waiting on her to wake up.

"Ba- baby!? What happened why am I laying here!?"I heard and I looked up seeing Suhan looking at me.

"Thank god you woke"I said while getting up and kissing her lips.

"Why am I here? What happened!?"

"You blacked out on stage"

"Wha- how?"

"Baby, you was pregnant and you lost the baby"I said while touching her belly.

"I was pregnant!? How!!?"she said before she started crying.

"How long was I pregnant for!?"

"Shit a whole month and a couple of days"

"A month and a couple o— how could I be so fucking stupid and selfish!? How could I!? Instead of fucking fighting and spending some nights in jail I- I could've been making sure my fucking baby was healthy! No no no Oh god no!!"she cried.

"Nah Stink don't say that. It ain't yo fault I promise you it ain't yo fault. Maybe it ain't the right time for us to have another baby. If God wanted us to have another baby then he would've made sure of that, instead he had better plans for us and our baby. Shit happens for a reason, I promise you we gone make it through it all"

She started crying harder and grabbed her hand before getting in the bed next to her and saying a prayer.

"God, we come to you in pain and confusion over the loss of our unborn baby. We are blessed that unlimited grace is found with you – grace to cover our wounded hearts. God, our Fountain of life, may your healing streams flow over us and bring us peace and hope. Receive our baby into heaven's joys where we will one day meet again. Amen."

Ion even know how that shit happened but it just happened.

"Amen"Suhan said after me and I kissed her once again before holding her close.