I closed my door before hitting the lock on my key fob and heading into the restaurant where I'd be meeting up with my mom and Tomiya.

When I got inside the hostess greeted me and I just went to find her.

Today I'm meeting up with them to talk because we haven't sat down in a while and it's very much needed with everything going on.

"Hey beautiful!"my mom said while standing up and hugging me.

"Hi mommy!!"

"Late as always, hey bitch!"Tomiya said while getting up to hug me also.

"I showed up didn't I!?"I questioned her before sitting.

"Oh my god Suhan, I love your earrings!!"

"Thanks they're Versace!!"

"Yea I want those for my birthday!"

"So you want me to buy you these for my birthday!?"

"Aw shut up!"Tomiya said while rolling her eyes and we laughed.

"Don't be a hater Tomiya! How much were those though?"

"Around 630, I can't really remember!"

"Suhan no way!"

"Yes ma'am"

"Mom catch up, you still buying earrings from Melrose?"Tomiya said and I laughed.

"Bitch don't forget that's where we came from!"I said while eyeing her.

"Right but who's still onnat cheap shit?"

"Ew my kids and their impulsive spending has to stop!"

"No Suhan's closet is starting to climb up the ladder, I wonder why?"Tomiya said and I looked at her.

"Bitch don't start!"

"What!!? I'm just saying. You've been looking richer than ever lately!"

"Uh yea I'm not married anymore!"

"Yea that's a great thing!"

"Oh Tomiya let's talk marriage..."I said before sipping from my drink.

"Let's not! How are my grand babies?"

"No let's talk marriage mom, how's dad?"Tomiya said while looking at me and then at my mom.

"Your dad is doing good, we'll talk about him later. How are my grand babies?"

"As far as my kids, they're good. Except for Landon. I feel like there's something going on that he just doesn't want to tell me."

"Why do you think that?"

"Okay so you know we had to have photo shoots for LWRA and in the midst of getting ready for mine, I was calling Lontrell and Landon's phone so that Landon could come be in these photos. Neither one of them answered their phones after I repeatedly called them, so Sienna had just told me to give up. I did and the shoot still didn't happen."

"Why didn't it happen?"my mama asked me.

"First of all I couldn't do it without one of my kids not being there and second Leon had fucked his clothes up and I was just over it!"

"Wow how could Lontrell not have him there? Like do they know how much this means to you, it's major!"Tomiya said and I nodded in agreement.

"Yea so everything went down that night. When Lontrell and Landon got home, I gave them time to get all cleaned up and I to Landon to come talk to me afterwards. Once it was time to eat dinner I thought he'd stay downstairs to eat with us all, instead he went to his room. So he was basically avoiding me and this whole situation. Lontrell and I talked at the dinner table and he's like 'Oh as his other parent I'm not going to make him do something he doesn't want to do. You know Landon is laid back and doesn't want to be on tv so we can't make him' and I'm just like that's bullshit!"

"Well have you talked to Landon about it?"my mom asked me and I shook my head no.

"I mean Lontrell is right. At his big age, Landon doesn't have to agree with anything you try to make him do. He's almost eighteen years old, if he doesn't want to be on tv he doesn't want to!"Tomiya said and I rolled my eyes.

"Yea your sister is right Suhan. Maybe you should take in account that he's a teenager, he's probably going through something on a deeper level. Depression, anxiety, other mental health issues hit home for teenagers! Think about it, how would you feel if you were going through something that you wouldn't want to talk about with anybody and I were making you do something you didn't want to do!"

"Then he should talk to me about these things, I fucking care! I'm his mother I wouldn't judge him at all. I'm gonna tell him when he's wrong but I'm not going to judge him based off the decision he made!"

"You can't say that if you haven't sat down yourself to have a talk with him! Then how are gonna say you're not gonna judge him based off of a decision he made, that's exactly what you're doing now."

"Well I just want all of my kids on the show. This isn't only something big for me but it could be something big for them—"

"Suhan what's good about being on tv, for a teenager?"my mom asked me.

"It's money their pockets even the babies!"

"What a funky ass two hundred dollars!?"Tomiya said and I looked at her while pointing.

"Okay you shut up, because you were just on my side a couple of minutes ago!"

"Here you go with that shit! Girl kill yourself right now!"she laughed.

"Okay I'm gonna go."I said while grabbing my purse.

"Go for what? Suhan sit down!"my mom said.

"If she's gonna sit here and be bitch and be rude, I'm just gone leave! First it was the marriage comment now 'kill yourself', I'm really not for the bullshit today!"

"Okay both of you calm down, y'all shouldn't be acting like this! Arguing over petty shit at your big age, please stop! If this is all you're gonna do then, I'm going to leave!"

"Fine! I'll stop, I didn't think my sarcasm would hurt that much!"Tomiya said while laughing again.

I took my phone out and just responded to the many messages I had.

I'm not about to sit here and continue to take her shit.

Then my mama is literally dick riding her right now, I don't have time for it.

The both of them can kiss my ass.