It has been killing me all week with Olivia avoiding me.

I know we agreed to forget it ever happened, but I can't.

It's been on my mind the whole week. And with Olivia not talking to me more than usual, it's made it worse.

And now, we're about to be stuck at the cabin until tomorrow morning. And she still will barely talk to me.

We were finally there and heading in to the cabin, but before I walked in, I grabbed Oaken by the back of his shirt and pulled him back in to her car.

"Jesus Mason, what!" He shook his head.

"I'm going to beat the hell out of you." I closed my eyes.

"I didn't do anything though?" He gave me a look.

"You and Abby just had to put the thought of actually liking Olivia in my head, and now I can't get it out." I shook my head.

He let out a laugh. "You can't forget it happened can you."

"Dude." I gave him a look.

"Oh my god, you want to do it again!" He gave me a wide eyed look.

"I'm going to hell." I nodded.

"Why don't you just tell her you like her Mason." He shrugged.

"One, she wont even talk to me, Two, your brother is always around, Three, I stand no chance." I shook my head.

He sighed. "I can get her to talk to you. And away from my brother." He rolled his eyes.

"I stand no chance."

"That's on you! Just trust me." He opened the door and got out.

I followed him inside.

"OK, so we need to figure out sleeping arrangements." Abby pointed at all of us.

"I thought about that already." Oaken raised his hand. "Since we wouldn't have been able to come without her, Olivia should get her own room. Obviously you two." He pointed to Ryan and Abby. "Since Josh is, well, in to guys and seeing someone, he should get to be alone too so he can talk to Cody tonight alone."

"Like the way you think baby Pate." Josh pointed at him.

"Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dumbass can room together." Oaken nodded.

"Who is Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dumbass." Connor crossed his arms.

"You're Tweedle Dee." Olivia pointed at him.

"And you." Abby pointed at me. "Are Tweedle Dumbass."

"When the hell did that start." I crossed my arms.

"About the same time shit brick and choke holds started." Olivia shrugged.

"And I can't believe I'm saying this, but I can share a room with Ben." He shook his head.

"You two are going to kill eachother." Ryan laughed.

"I'll be fine." Oaken rolled his eyes. "Mason, come help me get stuff off the car. Connor and Ben can move everything away from the doors. Abby and Ryan go check and make beds. Josh call Cody."

"And me?" Olivia crossed her arms.

"I'm hungry." He shrugged.

He pulled me back outside and started unstrapping everyones bags. "You're welcome."

"For what? How does any of that help me?" I pushed him up on the roof to untie the knots.

"Because for the next 7 hours, I have to deal with Ben until after this party." I shook his head.

"Again, how does this help me talk to Olivia alone?" I gave him a look as he tossed a bag down.

"Because I know Ben and Connor. Thing one and thing two, will be drinking, which means, they will probably bring girls home. Which means, you'll be kicked out of your room. And so will I. My room has two beds, which means Josh will probably move to mine and Ben take his, because he wont talk to Cody infron of you guys yet, which means, there's only one more place for you to sleep."

"Are you sure you're 14?" I shook my head.

"Yes?" He gave me a look.

"How the fuck did you even come up with that."

"I know this group of people better than you guys know yourselves, I'm a watcher. I watch." He shrugged.

"Evil Genius." I shook my head. "And if they don't bring girls back?"

He gave me a look. "It's Connor and Ben. But, you're just going to have to be the best wingman you can be tonight to make sure it happens."

"Connor is fine on his own Oak, ask Shayna." I let out a little laugh.

"I could ruin your life." He looked down at me.

"I was kidding, Amber is much prettier anyway. Why didn't she come?"

"Becuase I didn't invite her." He shook his head. "If I would have, I would've pulled something like you and Connor do, and try to sleep with her. And I promised Olivia I wouldn't have sex unless I'm dating someone."

"Not pulling a me, I've never spent the night with anyone other than Abby, Olivia and Sie. And Olivia is the only girl to ever sleep in my bed." I gave him a look.

"Just added on to the list of reasons I know you like her Mason." I jumped down and started lifting half the bags.

"I will kill you Oaken." I shook my head and carried the other half.

We walked back in.

"Where Ol?" He asked.

"She said she wanted to change." Abby shrugged. "Did you bring your big fluffy crew neck?" She pointed at me.

"I did, why?" I gave her a look.

"Olivia said she wants it, if she's cooking, she wants to be comfortable." Josh shrugged.

"Uh no. It's my favorite sweater." I shook my head.

"Dude, if you want food, you better just give it to her, I don't feel like starving, so hand it over." Connor rolled his eyes.

I sighed, and pulled it out of my bag. "Here Josh, you can take it to her. Other 3, go get to food bags."

"Why can't you?" Ben crossed his arms.

"Because Oaken just sat on the roof of a car for 10 minutes unloading all your shit, and I got it thrown at me in the process. Or you can starve because we're not doing it." I gave him a look.

"I love fiesty Mason." Abby clapped.

The other 3 walked outside.

"Ambers upset." She looked at Oaken.

"Why?" He shook his head.

"Because you didn't invite her." She pursed her lips. "Any reason why?"

He sighed.

"Do you want me to explain it?" He looked over at him.

He nodded.

"Oaken is being a gentleman. He's worried if he would have, he would've pulled something like Connor does, and try to sleep with her. And he promised Olivia he wouldn't have sex unless he's dating someone." I gave her a straight smile.

"Awe Oaken." She smiled. "That's so sweet."

"I don't want to do that yet." He shook his head.

"Well, try doing something the other three don't, and be honest. Why don't you call her and explain." She nodded.

"I'm honest." I crossed my arms.

"Really?" She gave me a look. "Are you in love with Olivia?"

I glared at her. "No."

"See, you're not honest." She smiled.

"I can't stand you." I shook my head.

"You two are not doing this the whole time." Josh said as he and Olivia walked back in.

"We already have to deal with Oaken and Ben, who are stupidly sharing a room. We're not listening to the two of you." Olivia shook her head.

"I want that back Olivia." I crossed my arms.

"I'll think about it." She shrugged.

"Since we carried all of these in we want pancakes." Connor yelled.

"I can manage that." She nodded.

"Oaken, go make your call." I looked over at him.

He nodded and went to him and Bens room.

"What call?" Olivia gave me a look.

"Ambers upset, Oaken didn't invite her because he doesn't want to try and sleep with her, because of the promise he made you, and he's worried about his Pate genes. Specifically the fuck boy gene that Mason also some how inhereted." Abby shrugged.

"Awe he's so cute." Josh smiled.

"I am not a fuck boy." I shook my head.

"Dude, you have sex with anything that walks infront of you." Abby laughed.

"Then explain to me why I haven't had sex with anyone all week." I gave her a look.

"You haven't?" Olivia gave me a look.

I shook my head.

"Holy shit, he's gone a week, new record!" Josh laughed.

I glared at him.

He really hasn't been with anyone since last weekend?

It sound's really bad to say, but I don't believe that.

"Fuck boys unite!" Oaken went running in to the living room area and flew on to the couch. "And Ryan."

"Uh." Josh thew his hand in the air.

"You ever been with a girl?" He gave him a look.

"No, but I know girls a hell of alot better than they do." He motioned toward Abby and I.

"It's true." I nodded.

"Josh does know girls." Abby nodded.

Oaken sighed. "and josh."

"Thank you for not including me in the fuck boys." Ryan nodded and sat down next to him.

"One more person calls me a fuck boy I'm hitting them." Mason sat down on the other side.

"Fuck boy." I coughed.

He turned around and glared at me.

"Whats up Oaken." Ben shook his head.

"I'm freaking out now." He shook his head.

"Why?" Connor gave him a look.

"Well, I called her an explained." He looked at Mason and Josh. "And turns out, she, has already had sex." He turned and looked at Abby.

"Did I forget to tell you that?" She scrunched her face.

"Uh yeah." He shook his head.

"Ok, what's the problem?" Connor shook his head.

"Now there's expectations if we do have sex!" Oaken yelled.

"There's always going to be expectations Oaken." Ben shrugged.

"But, the only expectations that are important, are yours." Mason nodded.

"Do not tell him that! How she feels is just as important!" I yelled at him.

"You wanna let me finish or no." He turned around and looked at me.

I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"Obviously, how she feels and what she likes is important." Mason shook his head. "But, what I mean by expecations, is that you should only do what your comfortable with doing. If you're only comfortable going slow, then do that. If you're comfortable picking up the pace, do that. Don't try to go out of your comfort zone for the first time you have sex alright. Becuase then it'll probably suck. Most girls understand if the first time is not exactly up to their wants, if your a virgin, and you are. So, listen to your body, and only do what it tells you your capable of." Mason sat back. "But, after that first time, try talking to her, ask her what could have been better, then, well, that just means you two can learn more about eacothers wants and likes."

Abby and I just looked at eachother.

"The only reason I get as many girls as I do, is because my game gets better after every girl I sleep with. I learn more about my limitations, their reactions tell you if you're doing something right. So, most sounds, mean that she's liking it, so keep doing what you're doing, or maybe do it faster." Ben shrugged.

Abby and I looked back to the boys and shook our heads.

"After I have sex, the main thing I do, is ask if it was good for them." Connor nodded. "There's nothing wrong with asking questions at all Oaken. It actually kind of shows them that you care about what they like, and how they felt too. We get girls, because we do learn. We also aren't dicks when we're with girls like most people think. We do care about how they feel, but we also clarify what it is that we're doing, and for us, it's just hooking up. They have every right to say no. But you need to make sure you clarify what it is you want, and if your wants don't match up, don't do it." Connor gave him a straight smiled.

Abby looked at me and mouthed the words 'what the fuck.'

"Baby, permission to talk about our sex life?" Ryan looked back at us.

"Uhm. Sure?" She gave him a look.

"The most important part of sex though Oak, is making sure they know you care, and that you do hear them. Abby, she likes to talk afterward, and cuddle, and likes alot of cheek kisses, because it makes her feel like I do love her. Which she should know by now that I do. But, even her and I still talk about the things we like and dont like. And trust me, if a girl doesn't like something, she will absolutely tell you." Ryan nodded.

"Pretty much Oaken, use your words." Josh nodded.

Oaken looked back to Abby and I like he was asking for our input. So did all the other guys.

Both of our faces were scrunched giving them the stupid look.

"Well?" Oaken shrugged.

"I've got nothing." Abby shook her head.

"I- I. They pretty much covered all of that." I shook my head.

"What in the hell just happened?" Abby looked at me wide eyed.

"I have no clue." I shook my head again.

"We do know about girls assholes." Connor gave us a look.

"There's a reason we get them." Ben shrugged.

"I actually do feel alot better." Oaken nodded.

Mason pursed his lips and looked at me, then looked down.

"Did I do good baby?" Ryan smiled and walked over to Abby. He kissed her cheek.

"You did." She nodded. "All of you actually did. Mason I'm surprised with you." She shook her head.

"Why?" He gave her a look.

"Because you're king of the whores." She shrugged.

His face went flat and he shook his head.

"Pancakes are done." I pointed to the plate full infront of me.

And then my phone started ringing.

I looked down and saw Camerons name on a facetime.

"Who is it?" Connor gave me a look.

"No one." I shook my head and clicked my lock button to stop the vibrating.

Ben rolled his eyes and picked up my phone.

"Can I help you Saunders?" I gave him a look.

I shook my head and looked at the boys. Connor was shaking his head. Ryan had his lips pursed, and Masons jaw was clenched.

"Oh, so you're Olivia?" I heard from my phone.

"When it comes to you, yes I am." He nodded.

"Not the friend I expected."

Mason grabbed my phone. "Is there a fucking problem?"

I reached over and grabbed my phone.

"What Cameron." I shook my head.

"Can we please talk?" He gave me a sad look.

I sighed. "Not yet."

"Olivia, it's been 3 weeks." He shook his head.

"She clearly said no Saunders, hang up the phone." Connor yelled.

"Shut up Pate." Cameron yelled.

Josh walked behind me. "She doesn't want to talk to you. If she wants to talk, she'll call you. If you call her again before then, you're going to get me, and you already know I'm not the fucking one. Now Olivia, you can hang up the fucking phone. Or is that a problem with you Saunders." He crossed his arms.

Cam was wide eyed. "Nope." He shook his head.

"Then bye." Josh reached up and hung up the phone.

I closed my eyes and pursed my lips.

"Jesus christ." I heard Connor say.

"He hurt my boo." I felt Josh wrap his arms around me.

"Liv?" Heard Mason say.

I opened my eyes and everyone was staring at me.

"Are you alright?" Ryan shook his head.

I sighed. "I'm gonna go take a nap." I nodded and walked down the hall.

"Olivia." I heard Abby yell.

"I'm fine." I yelled back and closed my door.

And, now I'm back to missing Cameron, when I shoudn't.

But it's not the only feeling I shouldn't have this week.

I don't know why, but I started going through all my pictures, and it was picture after picture after picture of Cam and I during the summer.

A few minutes went by and I heard a knock.

"What?" I sighed.

The door opened and Oaken peeked his head in and gave me a straight smile.

I sat up, and then he and Connor walked in and sat down on each side of me.

"We love you." Connor gave me a straight smile.

"And I love you." I nodded.

"I'm going to pull an Abby. Baddies don't pout over boys who didn't deserve them." Oaken smiled.

I sighed and wrapped my arms around both of them.

"I know it's my fault Liv. But, clearly it was a good thing. You're not an object. You're a person, and I told you no ones going to treat you like a slice of cake." Connor rubbed my back before he pulled away.

"I know." I closed my eyes and laid back.

So did they.

Oaken picked my phone up and shook his head. "You miss him again." He looked over at me.

I nodded. "Unfortunately." I pursed my lips.

"Give me that." Connor grabbed my phone. "Fall cleaning starts now Liv." He started clicking all of the pictures of me and Cam.

And 46 later, he handed me my phone. "Rest is all you." He pursed his lips.

I sighed and closed my eyes. I pushed the little trash can at the top of the screen, and all of the pictures of Cameron and I were now gone.

They both wrapped their arms around me again. "Now put your crown back on." Connor smiled.

I shook my head and let out a small smile. "There's our Ollie Pop." Oaken smiled.

"Well, now you need a picture to replace those ones." Connor nodded and took my phone, he held it above us. Both of my brothers kisses my cheeks, and I smiled.

"Good brother moment." I nodded.

"I'm always a good brother." Connor rolled his eyes.

Oaken and I both looked at him.

"Again just because you don't like it,-"

We both cut him off. "Doesn't mean you're not a good brother." We both rolled our eyes.

"Exactly." He nodded.

"Really though, thank you both." I looked at both of them.

"You're having fun tonight. You can't do that if you're pouting in your room." Oaken nodded.

"Not to much fun." Connor lookd at me.

"You promised." I crossed my arms.

"And I myself will not hover." He held his hand up. "But you said nothing about Ryan not hovering."

"I'll agree to that because he wont be shoved up my ass. You have your self a deal Mr. Pate." I held my hand out.

He shook it. "Now lets go wander the valley, go up to the lodge and see whoelse is here." He pulled me up off the bed then walked out.

"Ol." Oaken grabbed me before I followed Connor.

"What?" I gave him a look.

"Mason's pissed. He walked out. Ryan and Ben went to find him." Oaken pursed his lips.

"Why is Mason mad?" I shook my head.

"Cam made you upset, and Mason isn't fond of upset Ollie. Plus, he needs to talk to you, but that whole thing put you in a mood." He shrugged.

"I don't want to talk to Mason." I rolled my eyes.

He gave me a look. "You know why you're not talking to him Ol."

"Shut the hell up Oaken." I shook my head and walked out.

Mason was sitting on the couch with Ryan and Abby.

He looked up at me. "Are you ok?"

I nodded. "Lets wander."