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Hello I am pan and my name is Peanut. Well, not really but i don't like my real name.

So what am i dong here writing my story? Well you see, im sorta bored and i have a lot of time on my hands. And im gay. Obviously.

Anyways, on with the story.

I alway knew i was different. When i found out what the queer community was i immediately considering myself an ally. Then i got to fifth grade. In the beginning i realized i liked this girl i met online. Lets call her A. (I actually don't remember her name. Sorry) I asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend and she said yes. I was the so happy! For about a week and a half. She broke up with me because she was mad I didn't say good morning to her. Once. Now that i look back on it i realize that it was a dumb crush and not really worth my time. But she was my first girlfriend. She will always be a little special to me. About halfway through the year i had a major crush on a boy. His name was Ivan (pronounced Yvon) . He wasn't the type of boys that you look at and fall in love. But i did. He was sweet and nice and funny. But I was so confused. I didn't know you could love more than one gender. I didn't even know there was more than one gender. I had never heard the term bisexual or pansexual or anything like that. Just straight, gay and lesbian. At first i thought it was a phase. But i started liking him more if it was possible. I came across the term bisexual in the middle of sixth grade. I identified myself as that for a while until i met one of my internet friends. She told me she identified as pan. I felt as if that fit me more than just bi. So i said to my self "Peanut, you are pan. You cant do anything about that. So. Carry on with your life. Carry on my smol wayward son."(see what i did there?) And i did. I came out to my now boyfriend, Ivan, with the help of one of my friends who also came out as pan to me earlier that day. Then a few days later he came out to me as bi subtlety in a text. I can say that we are probably the queerest straight couple in our school and i am quite proud of that.

So, if you find yourself questioning you sexuality or your gender or anything, do it. Don't stop yourself from finding out who you truly are. If you have any questions or need someone to talk to im right here. So yeah. Good job on anyone who has come out and pit there story here and good luck to anyone who it still coming out or want to put your story here but is to shy/scared/procrastinating. I think thats all! Have a good day/night/afternoon/morning!