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Hello, you may know me as Moon. You may know me as Link, perhaps. But to be honest, you don't really know me. I'm a former bisexual, gender-fluid girl. So today I bring you the story of myself.

I'm fourteen years old and I live in a small town in Ontario, Canada. I was always a pretty optimistic kid, with my head in the clouds. I always had silly little crushes on the cute boys in my classes, until I was about nine.

Around nine, I never sort of noticed boys as "hot" anymore. The other girls I hung around with did, and I kind of drifted away from them. I've never been the type to like to wear dresses or play with dolls. I started to hang around guys more often. I never thought of having a boyfriend, at all.

I didn't realize a girl could like a girl or a boy could like a boy until just last year. I thought it was pretty weird.

I was about twelve, I started noticing girls and how they look. Being the pervert I am, I thought:

"Wow, boobs are actually pretty hot!"

I started to notice boys again, as well as girls. I went to my group of friends and just blurted it out:

"Guys, I am bisexual."

I was shocked at their response.

"We know."

After that I just kind of pushed it off. Until I developed a secret crush on my friend, lets call her J. I told her and we pretended to be an actual couple. I wish we were. Later she came out to me that she was transgender. This was a problem since her dad was homophobic. She came out to her mom and she soon began to "transform" into a guy.

Her dad later found out and she had to drop the idea. She cut, contemplated suicide and stuff and I was devastated. We broke up as pretend couple, that also hurt me. But now I think she is still glorious no matter what gender she is. She has inspired me to be myself, to love whoever I want.

Now I think am no longer bisexual, but pansexual. And no longer gender-fluid, but transgender. I still have to come out to my parents, wish me luck.

Moon xoxo