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This is one of my most loved events of my life, and I wast to share it!

I lived a fairly normal life with lots of friends. They were always over protective and could always make me smile. One of my best friends (let's call her Savvy) was acting rather sad and quite. I confronted her after P.E., our last class of the day. She didn't want to tell me anything so I was kinda worried. A few weeks later she came up to me and told me she was self harming. I was shocked. But she still wouldn't tell me why though. We made a promise that day, that I wouldn't make it harder on her my making it a huge problem, if she never did it again.

About a month had passed and she told the counselor. She was being counseled and got happier every day. (Savvy is really important later)

I really never actually had a boy crush before, so I ended up befriending a lot of guys. During that time I had become really good friends with a guy named Jake. My other friend noticed he had a crush on me, but I didn't really care. I think that was the first hint that I was Bisexual, but I hadn't realized it.

My friend didn't like Jake and told him to stop talking to me. Never never answered my texts, and he used to text me every day. I got really sad at that time in my life for more than that reason. I forgave my friend for it and we're still really close.

Then Savvy came back. And she finally told me why she hurt herself. It was because she told her parent she was bi and her stepdad didn't really agree. I told her I would always be there for her!

A couple weeks later Savvy had been watching me very closely. Again she wouldn't tell me why. Aside from that she started to pass notes to a girl, and they really hit it off.

Fast forwards to a week before summer break. Savvy approached me and told me some thing I will never forget. She said "Bekah, your bisexual." I didn't really know what to do so I just kinda stood there. "That's the reason I've been watching you so closely. It's because so many guys have flirted with you and your totally unaware of it. And you even said your prefer to hand out with girls most of the time." I started to think about and she was actually right. I still haven't told my parents because I think they just think it's like a faze, or not believe me. It's really only me and her that know the truth. We're still really close and love to walk around our town and, what she calls it "rating girls". Total mean girls thing right? But we always get a good laugh out of it! (Not making fun of anyone) She really thinks I should just tell people. So I decided to do it on here. Because here, your allowed to say anything you want, and not get hurt as much as in the real world. Your allowed to be yourself, and do so many things. People on here really helped me. I hope that you find friend you can talk to about anything, and everything, all the time!

Hoped you like my story!