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hey guys

so here's my story

I'm a 13 y/o girl, grade 8

I am not a girly girl at all. I never was. I've never been part of the popular crowd, and I never wanted to be. They're usually the more stuck up ones, honestly (at my school at least).

So basically, I'm questioning, kind of.

Let me explain.

You hear some stories like "even when I was little I would always hang out only with kids of the opposite sex" or "I knew from a young age I wasn't straight."

Then you hear stories like this:

where being attracted one gender just never felt right.

I've always distanced myself from crowds and such. I have a close group of friends, of about 5.

anyways

I'm the kind of person that doesn't wear bright colors, and not often wearing dresses or skirts or blouses, etc.

Also, I despise sandals, and generally any open-toe shoes... just saying.

I adore ripped jeans and lace up shoes like converse and vans, I love flannels and tank tops, black pullovers and oversized sweaters and platform boots, beanies and band wristbands.

My favorite color is grey.

I am definitely attracted to guys, but girls are so... oh jeez.

It doesn't feel right to just be attracted to guys, but I don't really fit into a label. Some days I'm more attracted to girls, some days it's guys, some days I don't care at all.

Some days I wear dresses or skirts just because I want to, but most days I avoid them at all costs.

I'm not actually sure if I'm cis.

So I'm questioning, confused, and going with the flow.

And I don't have a label for right now. who knows if I ever will. I'm just being me.

And that's okay.