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Hello! I am a cis-gender female in 6th grade. Most people would say I am too young to have labels and everything, considering I am youngest in the entire middle school I guess I am a little young but who cares. I identify as queer (bi I guess but I don't want to decide now). Looking back on every crush I have had I always liked girls. There was this girl in Kindergarten, she was hot. Recent female crushes? Well she has Wattpad and might be reading this so lets call her M. M has deep blue eyes and blonde hair, I really loved her and guess what? She asked me out! I was so happy! Until she broke up with me on snapchat saying she wasn't gay, but straight. I got really depressed and self-harm, you don't need to hear that just I am kinda hiding three scars right now.

Beginning of this school year, she asked me out again. At this point I was better still not mentally okay. Anxiety, probably have ADD/ADHD and depressed. But of course being the lovesick puppy I am for M, I said yes. Of course it was the same and eventually she broke up with me again. In class. I held back tears all day.

But then I realized I kinda liked this boy, he has blue eyes and slightly longer hair. He really was cute, and we dated a bit in the summer too. But he liked me too. We were really close too and to name him I'll say he is W. I would wrestle him, lay my feet across his lap (literally everyday). One time in the locker room the girls were chanting our ship name (I kid you not full out chanting) and at the concert according to the coolest teacher I have ever had we were cuddling, but that was before we started dating. W and I are together as of know though and he is the sweetest.

I am out as Bisexual to two friends and they were accepting of it. There is this one homophobic prick in my class but I often express my support in class. I love the LGBT community and have not fully decided on a label yet. I am still young though. Just remember, love wins ❤❤