warm, so warm thats what I feel,

I don't want to wake up, all I want is to be like this until this winter ends, but someone nudged me, I chose to ignore because I'm loving this warmness.

But my sleep really got disturbed when someone pinch my waist so hard

" Lemme sleep, Please" I whined childishly

"Your mum's shouting" A whisper came

"Hmm I know" I said sleepily still with my eyes closed

"She will barge in any minute now" the voice said again

"Hmm" I said

"Sia Katie Evans, if you don't come out of your room in 2 mins then I'm going to send your Teddy away" I heard my mum's voice

My eyes opened instantly and within a second I was out of my bed but before I open the door, a familiar voice stopped me

" Hey, no morning nothing. Thats not fair" he said with playful voice

I looked back to see Xander shirtless on my bed, in my blanket

I pinched myself twice to confirm that he's actually here, just when all the memories from last night flashed in my mind.

"God, what should I do?, My mum's gonna kill me. Why did you came Xander, God. Oh no, I think I'll be grounded for 1 week or maybe year or maybe always, no no no this-" I started rambling

But he cut me off and said " its ok, its fine breathe relax"

I look at him silently

" You go open the door, and I'll go by the window" he said slowly

"But how will you-" I tried to say that he can't go from the window but he cuts me off and said "I came like this only last night and I'll be fine, so chill"

"Promise? " I asked

"Promise" he said

Hugging him tightly, I went to the door to see my mum

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I had so much fun at my home, I got many surprises but I had to leave because of Office and Xander, Obviously

Two days after Christmas I left, with a heartfelt goodbye

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I felt someone blowing air on my face, but I was very tired to care. so, after giving an inaudible whine I slept,

Few seconds later, I again felt air blows on my hair, I groaned and tried to pull the duvet up to my head but failed.

I whined and groaned with my eyes close

"Give me the duvet" I said sleepily but instead of silence I got nothing

I was so lazy to even open my eyes and see what's going on

Again, I tried to sleep with my hands covering my face

But suddenly my sweater was pulled up and someone started giving me wet kisses all over my stomach

God!

I moaned in surprise and opened my eyes to see Xander looking at me, without saying anything he kissed my lips roughly and started exploring my curves

In a second, all my clothes are off from me and I found myself moaning loudly

After the intense love making session, Xander cook the dinner which was delicious, as usual

During the dinner, we talk a little about my home and other stuff

" Hey, tomorrow we are going to a trip" he said casually

"What" I asked surprised

" What? A trip to celebrate new year" he said like its obvious

But I was clueless as ever so, I asked " Xander, I didn't understand a word, Can you please tell me in detail?"

Taking a heavy sigh, he said " Sia, tomorrow morning we are going to a trip for few days to celebrate New Year. Its a road trip and we are gonna have so much fun"

What? Road trip!

" Road trip as in by car?" I asked slowly

" Duh, ofcourse! I'll show you my forever place tomorrow, its like 10-12 hours via road" he said

"Umm Xan-Xander, I think I can't go" I said

" What? Why? No you have to come" he asked

"I-I get Car Sick and as its a very long ride I-I won't be f-fine" I said embarassed

Why me!

"What the real fuck? No way you have to come! All the fun we planned will be ruined if you won't" he said in a go

" What fun Xander?" I asked confused

"Umm Sia, I want to spend time with you that's why I said the fun will be ruined" he said smiling

I felt so good that he wants to spend time with me but my car sickness is something I can't handle

" Xander, I am living with you only and I don't want to embarass you due to my problem" I said looking down

" You can never embarass me, ok? and please, please come with me" he said pouting in the end

I smiled at his cuteness and felt so content by the way he said that he can never be embarassed by me, so I decided to say yes

"Ok, I'll come then" I said

He looked so happy when I said I'll come, god! I can do anything to see his smile

After the dinner, I packed mine and Xander's clothes. I asked him so many times that where are we going? But he said its a surprise

I am way too excited, tensed also due to car sickness but I'm more excited because there will be only the two of us, and I will spend so much time with him

With this thought, I went and sleep beside Xander hugging his legs as he was half sitting and doing some work.

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Xander woke me up at 5 in the morning, shouting and yelling like my mum.

Groaning and cursing him, I woke up and he started his lecture about how we are running late and all

I did all the things as fast as I could and chose both mine and Xander's outfit.

It was a couple outfit, and its too cute.

Xander didn't like the idea of wearing same clothes

Well, I ordered him and now he's wearing one

Xander & Sia's outfit

Before exiting the penthouse, I ate the pills to stop vomiting and we left

Although I knew that the pills aren't going to stop my sickness but still I ate

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When we reached downstairs, I saw Xander not going to his personal garage, instead he went out of the gate .

I got confused and thought to ask him what happened but before that a car stops infront of us

I was shocked to see the people inside the car

There was Kyle and Cole, Xander's Best friends and two other girls, whom I don't know

I didn't know what to do because both of Xander's best friends are so scary

The thing with Cole and Kyle is that they both glare me all the time, I meet them twice before and both the time they only stared at me with a venomous look in their eyes

I looked towards Xander, who was busy keeping our luggage at the back and thats when I realised that we are not going alone, we are going with them

And here my silly mind made so many imagination

"The fuck X? Matching with your tiny little innocent dumb girlfriend" Cole commented followed by Kyle's laugh

Before Xander could reply,

one of the girl sitting beside Kyle said " What Girlfriend? And X? Please he have some Class, I mean we are talking about THE X" she said eyeing me up and down

I looked down biting my inner cheeks to stop my tears

I hate myself for always crying

" You guys stop it, Hey come on, in" Xander said breaking me out of my thoughts

Nodding my head, I went inside

The car was very big, Kyle was driving the car and one of the girl was sitting beside him

Cole and the other girl was sitting behind them

Me and Xander got our sit at the very back

There is no window at my side or Xander's side, I knew that I'll be suffocated but instead of giving a fake assuring smile I can't do anything

Xander introduce me to the two girls, apparently they both are Stephanie and Emily dating Kyle and Cole

The girl Emily was all over Cole, they were making out openly, I turned my gaze to see Xander staring me

I raised my eyebrows to ask him what

But he didn't replied anything, instead he pulled me towards himself and I kept my head on his chest

The car started and everyone started talking and laughing, except me. I felt so out of the place, I always had a problem socializing.

I looked towards Xander, he was talking freely and looked actually happy

Averting my gaze towards the other side of the car, I looked the passing cars and trees, and then the sudden hit of nausea comes in

No, please no please! I prayed but who am I kidding?

I looked towards Xander, he was busy talking but I had to do something so, I called him " Xander I-I-I" I said but failed miserably

Looking me for a second, he realised what and yelled " stop the car, right now"

They looked backward asking why but he said " NOW"

The car came to halt and without wasting a second, I came outside and puked my heart out

After that Xander gave me water but I knew this sickness game has just started

All the other 4 people were looking at me like they will kill me right there and then

I was embarassed and angry at myself

How can I always attract all the problems?

" Oh man, from where did you pick this trash" the girl beside Kyle named Stephanie asked

" Yeah Seriously" the other girl said disgustingly

Kyle laughed at their remarks and said " she is dumb, come on lets go"

" guys " Xander said

With this everyone shut their mouth and I just stand there awkwardly

"Hey, you little stinky dumbo we don't have the whole day" Cole said mocking

Why did I even came? With this thought I went inside and sit beside Xander who asked" hey you ok??"

I nodded and hugged him

Hugging Xander always release my nervousness, it gives me confidence so I hugged him as tight as possible

The car started, I slept on Xander's chest, hugging him tightly

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After vomiting for the 8th time, we finally reached, its already 7 pm and I was tired and weak, because of the long ride and the car sickness

Ofcourse!

Every person in the car except Xander was angry and disgusted by me because after every hour or two, the car has to be stopped because of me.

All of them were taunting me every now and then

I felt bad, Kyle and Cole were glaring me again and again

We finally came out of the car and I found myself surrounded by trees and a lake, its way too cold here

There was no one, just a house which looks way too classy for a place like this

They started walking toward the house

'I shouldn't have come' with this thought in my mind, I started following

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