Xander's Pov

Its 7 , I haven't slept whole night, not even for a second. Sia was fast asleep in my arms, putting her on the bed I left the room before she wake up.

The house helpers were already there, I went straight to the kitchen and cleared my throat to gain their attention

" Good morning, Sir. Your coffee will be ready in 5 minutes" one of the maid said after seeing me

" Umm ok, but before that take this medicine and give it to Sia with water" I ordered giving her the pills

" Until and unless, she take the pill you're not allowed to move from the room " I added

" Ok Sir " she said

I was about to leave but stopped and said " one more thing, don't tell her who asked you to give this pills"

With this, I left to do workout.

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Today, I thought to leave for office early because I'm just not ready to face Sia

I took all her anti-depressants last night and also made a quick note in my mind for her checkups

I dont know if she will remember anything or not?

Yesterday , She revealed so many things unconsciously which I'm sure she will regret.

Thinking all this, I was about to leave when one of the maid came and said "Sir, Ma'am isn't taking the medicine"

" Didn't I told you that you aren't allowed to leave until and unless she took the pill?" I asked her rudely

" S-sir, I-I told her so many t-time but sh-she said she's fi-fine " the maid said trembling with fear

God! I didn't even shouted and she is scared this much

" Uggh, Fine. There is no need to be afraid, I won't kill you " I said to which she just nodded looking down

" You're allowed to leave " I said dismissing her

Why Sia have to be this stubborn?

Taking a sigh, I went to our room only to see her coming out of the washroom after taking shower

She was only in a towel, which ended a little above her mid thighs, I wanted to do all the dirty stuffs with her at the moment. She looked sensual. scanning her from top to bottom, I gulped hard and tried to control my thoughts

Fuck, how am I supposed to control now?

She was busy with her hairs while I was busy checking out her.

Averting my gaze from her, I cleared my throat to gain some attention "why didn't you took the pills?"

She looked up and without answering to my question started going in the walk-in closet, but I was fast enough to stop her.

" Take the pills and then you can go" I said softly forwarding the pills but she didn't took it.

" Sia please, I know you're getting late and you're not comfortable wearing just a towel. As soon as you will take the medicine I'll leave " I said calmly

Hearing my words, she looked straight in my eyes and said " no, I'm very comfortable SIR, I hope you're comfortable enough to stand here infront of me when I'm only wearing a towel. Afterall I'm one good fuck"

My mouth was wide open seeing her this bold, the Sia whom I knew would never say this, forget about saying she won't even think about this

" What? Why are you so shocked? These are your words not mine " she said raising her eyebrows

This girl have the power to make me speechless

I looked away and took a sigh

" Take the pills" I said ignoring whatever she just said

" I won't " she replied with a straight face

" Don't test my patience, I said Take the pills this instant " I said sternly

" And I said I won't " she replied in the same tone

Fuck, how am I suppose to keep up with her ?

Its already way too hard to control myself when I know that she is not wearing anything inside that towel, and now her stubbornness is is making me more restless.

" Sia Please, Take the pills. You must be having a headache " I said calmly this time

" Sir, You don't need to show me your fake concern, don't worry I'm not going to die anytime soon" she said casually

Die.

" Yes, I'm showing fake concern, But still I'm not letting you go without taking this " I said pulling her closer by her arms

" And as far as I remember you know me very well, no matter what I've always have my ways and you know this " I whispered into her ears

Her face was void of any emotion, taking the pills to her mouth, I tried to put it in her mouth but the tough nut she is, she closed her mouth tightly

" Remember, You made me do this " I said

With one hands, I wrapped my hand around her waist while with the other I opened her mouth, although she was struggling but her physical strength was nowhere near me

Somehow, I made her take the pill and water, obviously after a way lot of difficulty.

She was staring me more like glaring me, I raised my eyebrows and said "what? I know I'm sexy but you don't need to check me out like this? "

Without waiting for her reply, I left the room with a small smile

I still have no idea whether she remember anything or not because she didn't showed any signs or emotions.

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Sia's outfit

Xander's outfit

" Yes Leonard, Tell her the meeting is at sharp 2 and before that she has to take her lunch " I said to Leonard who is Sia's assistant to pass on this information to her

An important deal has been preponed , and for that I specifically announced that Sia would be presenting the designing and the analysis part.

I told Leonard to ask her for lunch but knowing her I'm sure She won't took

" Sir, the meeting is in 15 minutes " My secretary told me to which I nodded

" Call Mrs. Black to the conference room right now " I ordered her, saying ok she left

Taking the packet, I left in the Conference room

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Sia was already there waiting for me with a few of my employees.

Seeing me she came towards me and in low voice she said " both of us know that you're going to insult me, so cut this drama and insult me in the starting after that you can continue with your deal"

If I would say her words didn't affected me then it would be a big fat lie but I deserved her words

" Baby, I know I know. But first lets have lunch" I said loudly

I spoke loudly because then she won't be able to deny me

" I'm not hungry " she said

" But I'm" I pouted

I heard gasps in the room, looking around I saw my employees were in shock, with their mouth wide open

" What? You people have any problem with me talking to my wife? " I asked loudly

Everyone shifted their gaze away from us saying "no, sorry sir"

" come-on sit" I said to Sia

But she completely ignored me and just stood there so, I pulled her on one of the chair beside me

" Here, eat it fast " I said giving her a sub filled with veggies

" I'm not hungry " she said

" There would be no meeting or deal if you won't finish the whole sub with this shake " I said sternly

" The meeting has been postponed till my Wife eats her lunch, if the delegates are here ask them to wait " I said loudly to my employees

Yesterday, I did all the research on her depression, starting with she needs to have a therapy, eat healthy and be able to show any kind of emotion, but the difficult person she is, she isn't understanding.

" I won't eat " she said bringing me out of my thought

" Look, we both know that you're going to eat one way or another, so Just eat it or otherwise I'll feed you the same way I did in the morning" I said smirking slightly

" And also I don't think you want your whole team hard work just get waste like that, so eat." I said

" Please" I said looking down

After that She ate all the food without a word and then said " I ate, but not because you said but because of those people out there "

" I know " I said smiling sadly, a drop of tear from the corner of my eyes fell out but I wiped it instantly

Standing up, I saw Sia looking at me, did she saw? I hope not

Calling my PA, I shouted " where the hell are you? Tell everyone to reach in the conference room in 30 seconds "

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The meeting went fantastic, the delegates were highly impressed with my wife, I felt so proud but there was just one thing which I didn't like

One of the member is continuously hitting on Sia, I was sitting at some distance from the guy but I could totally see that he is interested in her.

Don't he know that she's my wife?

Sia was also replying to his each and every question very politely

Can't she see that he's hitting on her?

' maybe she also like him?' my subconscious said to which I immediately denied

'no , no she can't like him' I thought

I looked at her only to see her smiling to whatever that jerk has said, I literally wanted to punch him on the face

She never smile for me.

'ok calm down X, its ok. They're talking about the meeting only ' I tried to calm myself by thinking all this

" Ok, then Mr. Black, its our pleasure to work with you, we have arranged a formal party at 7pm, Please do come with your wife " the old man said

" Yeah, sure " I said shaking his hands

I again looked towards Sia, and she was still talking with that jerk

What on earth they are talking about for this long?

I went closer only to hear him complimenting my wife with a flirtatious look " I've never came across a girl who's as beautiful and talented as you're, Sia "

Fuck me! They are already on the first name basis

Sia smiled and said thank you

The jerk whose name I don't know was going to add more but I interrupted him " Thanks for complimenting MY Wife, Mr.- " I said stretching 'MY'

" Florence Lilac " the jerk said standing up

What a flowerish name!

I didn't responded to him, so he turned towards Sia

" Ok Sia, see you in the evening " he said kissing Sia's hand

What the actual fuck!

I instantly pulled her hands away from him and angrily said " Its Mrs. Black, more Specifically Mrs. Xander Black for you, flower "

He gave me a small smirk in reply and left the conference room

God!

I again turned towards Sia to see her collecting files, I pulled her closer to me " He isn't a good guy, maintain some distance with him "

" Thanks for your concern but I don't need it " she said dismissing me

" God, why you have to be this difficult? He was hitting on you, Can't you see that? " I asked frustratingly

" So what? " She asked plainly

" So, he's interested in you romantically " I said looking at her

" Maybe, I'm also interested. Big deal " she said and struggled to get free from my hold

" No, no no you can't like him, You're my wife, you're mine and only mine " I said possesively

I don't know why I'm acting like this, I mean they were talking only.

' Because you're jealous 'my subconscious said

'what no? X don't get jealous from anyone ' I said irritatingly

" I'm not yours, I was never yours and I'll be never yours " Sia said with a straight face bringing me out of my thoughts

Hearing her, I felt like someone pierced needle in my heart

" So, if-if you will find someone g-good enough for you, you will l-leave me? " I asked like a lost child

" Without a second thought " she said

I left her arms, for the first time in years I felt weak, I wanted to escape from the reality.

Looking around, I saw everyone left. So, I just sat there on the floor.

'She will leave me' I mumbled

' obviously, after whatever you did, do you have any hope left? ' my subconscious said

God, I need to read her letters

" Right now, all I want is Sia to be happy and be her real self. so, if she will be happy after leaving me then I won't be selfish this time " I said to myself and stood up

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Xoxo,

Marbil