"SIRA, SIRA, SIRA, SIRA" is all I heard people chanting my name like a prayer some shocked and some excited that I am back in the fucking ring. Kicking the shit out of the opponent who is against me. Repeating the words in my mind 1...2..3.. Right kick, 1...2..3...left kick.....1....2...3 and straight knockout.

4th person down.

For the past 3 hours I have taken down 4 people. I got out of the ring going in the locker room just to find Aiden standing there with scowl and looking at me. I knew what he was going to say, so I beat him to it. "Save it Aiden, I don't want to hear it about controlling and shit I have heard it before."

"I am not here to lecture you, just-" he sighed "Sira, you could have thought about Lydia for once how worried she would and was when you just disappear out of no where from school and not find you at home. She called me and filled me in what occurred in school today. So I knew where to find you. I am assuming you haven't informed Lydia about your fighting in rings, have you" I shook my head. "Okay let's go she is waiting for you at the headquarters." I said nothing and just followed him out.

...............

Entering the quarters and walking in made my heart beat fast. What am I going to do, How will I tell her, Is she angry at me oh goddd. Aiden replied as if he just read my mind "Chillax kid everything is fine, she ain't angry it's just she is worried about you. She loves you" I looked at him and smiled a bit and entered the room. Everything was so fast I couldn't make out what was happening. The only thing you could hear was a slap sound.

Yes. Lydia slapped me and mind you a hard one.

"Owwww, that hurts Lydia" I said rubbing my cheek to feel a bit of relief.

"Good it should, do you have any idea how worried I have been. You running out on me and not informing me about your whereabouts, not finding you at home. Every single minute I can only think about worst possible situation happening." She stopped took a deep breathe and stopped. I took a step forward and she took one back.

Oh wow that hurts more than the slap okay.

"I am sorry Lydia, I din't just disappear not responding or texting to anyone off you intentionally. I couldn't think straight after the news I had received from tech guy and then that asshole saying those disgusting things about you made me loose my mind. I guess it triggered because he kinda told the same things what the man in the video said and my anger spiked up. And just like that the flip switched and I guess yea just went on rage mode I guess." I said.

"Sira you cannot just disappear for freaking more than 2 hours without any of us knowing and specially right now when you know everything has been hectic, understood." I nodded my head. " And where the fuck do you run off to " I looked at Aiden who made a move for me to tell her where I was.

" I went to this place where I used to go before but I stopped in-between when you know we started. I go to this ill-legal underground fighting club where all trained international fighters come and fight and the audience bet money. So I go there and fight with them." I kept my head down the whole time when I was filling her up with the information not daring to look at her in the eye not knowing what will happen. Cheek-bone came in with a first-aid box and handed to Lydia and motioned other's to leave so me and Lydia have the room to clear the tension between us and not the sexual tension the tense tension.

Lydia din't say anything she just stood there grabbed my hand and started applying ointment on my bruises. I was getting more tense she hasn't said a word. Is she gonna leave me? Is she mad at me? I wouldn't hate her if she just leaves me. She just got out of a fucking alcoholic and abusive relationship who has anger issues. I think I should leave her she doesn't deserve it.

"Are you going to leave me". I muttered under my breath.

"Is it hurting you?". She said

Both of us spoke at the same time.

"What SIRA, Why would I leave you". I just shrugged my shoulder's and looked up to face her. " You know Lydia I would not stop you if you want to leave me you know. I mean why would you stay with me who has anger issues, your ex-husband had anger issues who turn out to be asshole after being drunk and sober too."

I took a deep breath and continued.

"I am sor–sorry Lydia for being an asshole giving you more problems instead of lessing them." I let out a sob. She knelt down in front of me. "Hey hey hey hey, look at me Sira, why do you think I will leave you."

"I – I don't know Lydia, I don't know. It's just that I think -- No, No I feel it's not fair for you." I choked out.

"Why do you feel this Sira, what is not fair you coming in my life and saving me from my asshole husband, or you making me feel how to feel loved or you making feel that I can and am the prettiest person when you stare at me." she said looking in my eyes. She sighed and cupped my face. "Sira when you look at me it make me feels like I am the one who flies away in the space and bring out stars for you or hang starts in a freaking galaxy with your name in it. It's ughhhh dammit, Sira it make me feels like I am the most important person who is existing in your life but nope all I do is stay with you help you be with you during your happiness. That's it Happiness. Not when you are at your low point Sira. So I think everything happening in my life is and should be fair the only thing that's not fair is your life. All I want from you is to share things with me all your happiness and sadness." She said and kissed me like there was no tommorow, this was not a normal kiss it was a confirmation kiss about not leaving me. She pulled back caressing my cheek and said "Just so you know even if you want to leave me in future I will still haunt you until you give up and come back to me."

I laughed and just hugged her well not hugged her I jumped on her wrapping hands around her neck. "Now come on let me finish patching up your hand and call other's. And promise me from now on you will not go to this fighting club, if you are feeling something come to me say it to me. Promise me that" she said helding out her pinky finger for me to wrap mine around her's.

" I promise" she smiled and pecked my lips and then my forehead.