"G- good. Well great. I'm, I'm doing great. That was yeah, that was great, yeah uhh wow." Lexa stuttered, trying to catch her breath.

"I'll take that as a compliment." Clarke said smugly.

"I don't know why I'm about to say this but," Lexa took a long pause, "but that was actually my first time like you know like doing that."

Clarke gave her a confused face.

"Not, not sex. I've done that, well not with a girl, you're the first girl and it was great, but you, you already know that. I've, I've done it with two of my ex-boyfriends, never actually ever like came with them though. It was never any good, to be honest like it was more for them than me. You're the ummm uh you're the first to actually make me, you know. Oh god, I'm rambling, what I basically meant was you are the first person to like go, you know what I'm done talking."

"No please keep talking. This is extremely amusing." Clarke said laughing.

"No, no I'm good."

"Did you mean that was the first time someone went down on you?" Clarke asked still laughing.

"Maybe."

"I see, well I can tell you liked it, and I wouldn't mind doing it again one day. I'm also very pleased that apparently I'm the only one who can make you cum."

"I shouldn't have said that." Lexa mumbled.

"And if it's my turn to make a fool out of myself, out of all the people I've had sex with, guys and girls, you were definitely the best."

"H- how? I didn't even do anything." Lexa asked shocked.

Clarke shrugged her shoulders, "I don't know you just were. It felt different, it felt better. I don't know how to explain it. Also, your moans were extremely hot, and when you basically screamed my name, that was the hottest thing ever."

Lexa rolled her eyes and then looked scared, "Oh god, wait no, where are your parents? Like they aren't here right?"

"No."

"Thank god. I would have died if they heard anything."

"Nah, my mom's hardly ever home and my dad's gone."

"Oh, I'm sorry." Lexa said turning on her side to look at Clarke.

"Why?"

"Well because you don't get to see your family."

"It's fine. My mom is the chief of surgery and owns part of the hospital so she's extremely busy. Even though legally she's only supposed to work up to 80 hours a week, she works more like 90 to 100 hours. But when she's home she spends all her time with me. She's off almost every Wednesday and some Fridays so she likes to spend them watching tv with me or going to the mall, sometimes we go on spontaneous adventures. I mean yeah it gets annoying that I hardly ever see her, but I still love the time we spend together."

"Awwww who knew the badass Clarke Griffin was such a softy." Lexa said with a big smile on her face.

Clarke rolled her eyes, "And my dad, well he was a surgeon. My parents actually met in medical school. But he got his doctor's license taken away after he decided to do a surgery drunk, killing the patient. And umm when I came out as bisexual he was supportive until he was drunk. Every night at around 9pm he would come home drunk from who knows where, and tell me how wrong I was and how I was a disappointment, sometimes he would hit me. You know not bad but just hard enough to leave a bruise. Then every morning he would tell me how proud he was of me, not remembering what he said or did the night before. So one night, the summer going into 8th grade, I decided to tell him off, and he uhhh, well he hit me pretty bad, ummm busted lip, broken arm, a black eye, and I had a bunch of bruises everywhere. And so my mom can home to him hitting me and kicked him out, threatening him. A couple of months later he died in a car accident. He was drunk and decided it would be a brilliant idea to drive through a bunch of red lights. Well, obviously it wasn't he killed himself and the innocent family coming home from vacation."

Clarke stopped and looked over at Lexa who was staring at her in shock, "Oh my god, wow umm I've never told anyone that. I really don't know why the hell I told you. The only people who know are Octavia and Bellamy, Raven doesn't even know. Please just pretend I never said any of that."

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry Clarke. I can't believe that happened to you, I'm so sorry." Lexa said looking straight into the blue eyes in front of her.

"It's fine don't be sorry. I'm kinda glad he's gone, he was a dick."

They both laid there staring into each other's eyes. A couple of minutes later Lexa's phone rang.

"Oh, I have to answer this, shhhh." Lexa said.

Clarke nodded her head, indicating that she'll be quiet.

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