《We're Just Friends (Clexa AU)》Chapter Twenty
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"Hey Finn, what's up?" Lexa asked putting him on speaker.
"Hey Lexa sorry to call you so late, I just wanted to tell you something before you hear it from someone else. So yesterday at the party me and some guys made a bet, and who ever won pool got $300. Well I won and was so excited. I was coming up to tell you, and I was drunk and I saw a girl in the kitchen. She had brown hair and was wearing black jeans like you were. Anyway I thought it was you and I kissed her. I'm so sorry I kissed her." Finn said extremely fast.
Lexa looked at Clarke from the other side of the bed not knowing what to say. He was apologizing for just kissing a girl, while Lexa was completely naked staring at a completely naked Clarke after just having sex with her.
"Oh ummm okay" was all Lexa seemed to manage.
"I'm truly sorry. I hope it doesn't affect what we have going on."
She looked over at Clarke like she wanted the girl to come up with something to say, but Clarke just shrugged her shoulders.
"I umm no. No of course not."
"Great. And I know this might not be the best time to ask this but I've wanted to ask you since our first date," their was a long pause and Lexa was praying he wasn't about to ask what she thought he was gonna say.
"Okay huh umm Lexa, I was wondering if you wanted to be my girlfriend."
Clarke looked at Lexa in shock.
"What? I umm I" was all Lexa said.
"Is that a no or a yes?" Finn asked.
"It's- I umm I'm so sorry Finn." She looked over at Clarke who now had a big smile on her face. Lexa pointed to the door telling Clarke to leave.
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"Oh umm okay." Finn said disappointed.
"It's not that I don't like you Finn," Lexa said watching the naked blonde in front of her wrap a blanket around herself and leave the room, "it-it's that I'm not sure if I'm ready for a relationship."
"Well I can wait."
"No Finn, I don't want you to have to wait for me to be ready. I- I don't know if I'll ever be."
"Of course you will." Finn said confused.
Lexa sighed, "Finn I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, but I only really see us as friends. Don't get me wrong you're a wonderful guy. But you could do so much better than me."
Lexa really meant what she said. She really did think that he could do better than the so called straight girl who was having sex with someone completely different then the person she was in the "talking stage" with.
"But I can't do better than you. You're the best it'll ever get. You're kind, funny, smart, beautiful, and just an amazing human."
"No I'm really not amazing." If I was so amazing I wouldn't have just had sex with Clarke, Lexa thought to herself.
"Yes you are Lexa. Any guy would kill to have you as a girlfriend. I would do anything for you to be mine. Lexa I like you a lot."
"Finn I'm sorry. I just can't, not with you, not with anyone."
"WHAT THE HELL LEXA. I PUT MY FEELING OUT THEIR AND YOU JUST REJECTED ME!" Finn yelled into the phone.
Clarke heard him yelling so she came back in the room to see what was wrong.
"Finn please calm down, I'm sorry." Lexa said.
"NO I PUT MYSELF OUT THERE THINKING YOU FELT THE SAME WAY. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU."
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"I- I'm sorry Finn, I don't know what to tell you. I can only see us as friends. I'm so sorry." Lexa started to tear up.
Clarke noticed and ran over to her and hugged her.
"Whatever Lexa, your just a disgusting worthless piece of shit. You don't deserve anything or anything in life you fucking bitch. I hope you know that."
"I- I" was all Lexa said.
Clarke grabbed the phone without thinking, "Go fuck yourself Finn" she hung up and hugged Lexa tighter.
"Hey look at me." Clarke said as she cupped Lexa's cheeks looking straight into the glassy forest green eyes, "You're not anything he said, don't ever listen to that dick."
"But I am, that's the second person to call me a piece of shit in less than 24 hours." Lexa said on the verge of crying.
"No you're not Lexa. Don't ever let yourself think that, don't ever think that you're less than you really are. You are amazing, beautiful, and so god damn special. Don't let anyone ever tell you otherwise. Do you hear me?"
Lexa nodded her head yes and hugged Clarke tightly. "Thank you."
They stayed like that for a couple more minutes. Lexa sniffling into the crook of Clarke's neck while Clarke rubbed Lexa's back, before Clarke got up, and put her hands on her hips, "So like I always ask, still straight?"
Lexa looked at Clarke's naked body, her eyes landing on the breasts in front of her. "I umm I"
Clarke smirked and started to put her clothes on, "I think you answered my question."
"I umm I don't know. I don't know anything, but you can't tell anyone about this. You can't, promise me you won't." Lexa said almost pleading.
"Oh course. I understand your just figuring out your sexuality. And I'm here for you. If you have any questions, if you need support, even if you just need to be fucked." Clarke said adding a smirk to the last part.
"I'm sorry."
"Why? There's no reason to be sorry. I get it." Clarke said confused.
"I- I think," Lexa took a long pause, "You know what never mind. Just please don't tell anyone."
"Of course. Now put some clothes on, I can't keep talking to you while you look like that."
Lexa smiled and grabbed her clothes. When she was putting them on she looked in the mirror to see a bunch of hickeys all over her chest, "Seriously?" Lexa asked pointing to her chest.
"Like I said earlier the moans coming from you were pretty hot, plus your accent. It was hard to stop soooo I didn't." Clarke said shrugging her shoulders.
Lexa rolled her eyes and finished getting ready. They realize it was almost 11pm and they had school tomorrow so the two girls said goodbye.
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