Bellamy and Clarke sat down on the closest bench near the entrance.

"Isn't this better?" Bellamy asked.

"I guess," Clarke said as she laid down resting her head on his lap.

One of his hands brushed through her hair as the other made soothing circles on her arm.

"Bell what if she dies?"

"She won't, you're mom would never let that happen."

"I just- I just can't lose her."

"And you won't Clarke."

"Distract me please?"

"Umm okay, well uhh remember when we broke up?" Bellamy asked nervously.

"Yeah," Clarke said thinking back to the day.

"Clarke I love you so much."

"I love you too Bell."

Clarke remembered Bellamy nervously looking down at the floor.

"I- I- umm," Bellamy stuttered as he cleared his throat, "I think we need to break up."

"What? Why?"

"I love you Clarke, I love you so fucking much. But I just feel like we'd be better off as friends."

"How can you say that the day after our two-year anniversary?"

"Well, I think I- I- I think I like someone else."

"What?"

"I- I- I think I liked them way before we started dating, and was just scared they wouldn't feel the same way. I'm still scared, but I don't wanna lie to you anymore, because I love you so much."

Clarke started slowly nodding her head, listening to what he was saying, "Who?"

"This umm, this is the hard part. I- I- Clarke ummm I- I think I like M- Murph- Murphy."

"MURPHY?" Clarke said in shock, "The cockroach. You were the one that gave him that name because you hated him so much."

Bellamy nodded his head slowly.

"Oh okay, so are you bi? Or gay? Also does he like you back? Do we know if he's even into guys?"

Bellamy slowly looked up at Clarke with a small smile, "Y- you're okay with this?"

"Of course. How could I be mad? You had to keep this a secret, Bell I could never be mad at you."

"Well uhhh we kinda, maybe, possibly hooked up. Y- You can't tell anyone though." Bellamy said, bring Clarke back into the real world.

"Wait what?" Clarke said jumping up to look at him.

"At your birthday party, after everyone left."

"Wait where you- How did you- Was he- eww actually no don't tell me, you know how much I hate butt stuff."

"It wasn't like that Clarke," Bellamy said rolling his eyes.

"Oh okay, then details please," Clarke said as she put her head back on his lap.

"No why?"

"Come on, I need a distraction."

"Fine but you can't tell anyone. He would kill me if he knew I told you."

"Of course, now details."

"Well umm, I stayed after to help clean up a little, and I don't know, just we started talking about stuff. He ended up asking why you and I broke up, and somehow I told him I liked him. He kissed me and then yeah." When Clarke didn't say anything he looked down at her, to see her looking up at her like she was waiting for more, "Oh right, he uhhh, well he gave me a blowjob."

"Was he any good?"

"Clarke, I'm not answering that." Bellamy said blushing a little bit.

"I'll take that as a yes. So what happened after?"

"Well, we tried talking about it but ended up kissing some more and then fell asleep. And before you say anything, I know I'm an idiot, but I left before he woke up and haven't talked about it since."

"You're a dumbass, you need to talk to him."

"I just- I- I-,"

"Hey guys." Murphy said walking over to the two.

"Speak of the devil," Clarke said with a little laugh causing Bellamy to roll his eyes.

"Bell you mind if I talk to Clarke?" Murphy asked.

"No, of course not." Bellamy got up and went back into the hospital while Murphy sat down next to Clarke.

"Here." Murphy taking his hoodie off and handing it to Clarke.

"Why?" Clarke asked.

"Because it's getting cold and you're just wearing a t-shirt."

"But," Clarke said pointing to her shirt.

"I don't care about the blood. It's a school hoodie, I can easily get a new one." Murphy said handing Clarke the hoodie again.

"Thank you." Clarke hugged him.

"Only letting you hug me this one time, never again though."

"Why can't you just admit you're a softie?" Clarke asked.

"Because I'm not, now off," Murphy said waving his hands indicating to get off him.

Clarke didn't move instead she put her head on his shoulder. Murphy sighed and put his arm around her shoulder, "Fine."

They stayed like that looking out at the parking lot in silence for a while which Murphy ended up breaking, "You know I'm never sitting in the front seat of your car ever again."

"Wha- oh shut up, her clothes were still on." Clarke said.

"Still, like seriously you couldn't keep out of her pants till after school?"

Clarke looked up at him and shrugged her shoulders, "What can I say, she's extremely hot." Clarke thought for a second and started to smirk.

"Oh god, what are you thinking?" Murphy asked looking at the smirk growing on the blonde's face.

"Just that you also will never be going anywhere near my bed, her bed, anywhere in my bathroom, oh and you can't forget about the last bedroom on the third floor in your house."

"What? My house?"

Clarke nodded and put up two fingers.

"Twice? What's wrong with you?"

"Like I said she's hot," Clarke said shrugging her shoulders again.

"I'll be doing deep cleaning in that room. What is wrong with you?"

"Sorry, my girlfriend is flawless."

"Wait two times? I've only had two parties. You guys did it at the first party? You guys hardly even knew each other." Murphy said in shock.

"I'm done talking about it Murph."

Clarke put her head back on his shoulder, "Do you think she'll be okay?"

"Of course, she's a total badass."

"I hope you're right."

"I am." Murphy thought for a moment, "You really like her, don't you?"

Clarke nodded her head, "A lot. She's so special, she's amazing, perfect, smart, kind, she cares about everyone and everything. I lo- I- I- I like her so much."

"You know you can say it right?" Murphy asked.

Clarke sighed, looking back up to him, "I think, I think I might love her Murphy."

"I know you do." He said smiling.

"We- we've only been dating for a week, is it too soon?"

"Maybe dating officially, but the way you talk about her, the way you guys are together, it looks like you guys have been together for ages."

"What if she doesn't feel the same?"

"She definitely does. She saved your fucking life. Clarke, she loves you, and if you don't believe that you're just stupid."

"Her parents."

"What about her parents?"

"Well, they hate me, but also their homophobic."

"So, that doesn't change how you guys feel about each other," Murphy said shrugging his shoulders, "That doesn't mean you guys can't love each other and be happy together."

"I guess. I just, god I can't believe I love her. She's so special, she's way too good for me. I don't deserve her, but, but I need her."

"And she needs you too, she needs you to be strong for the both of you, so don't back out on her," Murphy told Clarke.

"You can't tell anyone this."

"Of course."

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