A couple of days had passed, Clarke would come over every day, they would do homework, Clarke would draw, they would watch tv, her mother would come up and check on Lexa nonstop causing both girls to get annoyed since all they wanted to do was cuddle. On Thursday Lexa had enough.

"Hey honey, how are you doing?" Lexa's mom asked when she opened the door.

"Same as last time mum. We're gonna take a nap, so can you leave us alone?"

"Oh, yeah of course, sorry," she said shutting the door.

"That was a little ru-"

"Lock the door," Lexa said interrupting Clarke.

"Why are you being so rude today?"

"I wanna cuddle," Lexa said pouting, "and we can't because she keeps coming in every five seconds. Now go lock the door."

"Who knew you'd become a brat without your daily cuddles."

"You want them too, now go lock the door."

"Yes sir," Clarke said as she saluted Lexa, causing her to roll her eyes.

After Clarke shut the door they cuddle for a while, Clarke being the big spoon and Lexa being the little spoon. Lexa started to nervously play with Clarke's hand and the blonde could sense something was wrong.

"What's wrong baby?" Clarke asked between kisses on Lexa's shoulder.

"I...I was just wondering something."

"And what's that baby?"

Lexa turned to face Clarke, "Well, umm, so it's about your thing."

"What thing?"

"Your uhh, your fantasy."

"Oh, I should have known you'd ask questions. What about it?"

"Are you actually into that?"

"Into what?"

"Umm, well uhh, having sex with a stranger and umm, s- s- umm, s- squirting." Lexa stuttered.

"Oh, well I mean no I wouldn't just go and fuck a complete stranger, but think about it, we were basically strangers, we only knew each other for like four days. And I don't know, it's never personally happened to me before and I've never been with someone who's done it. I mean, I think it's kinda hot when it happens in videos but I think it'd have to happen in person for me to know for sure." Clarke watched as Lexa slowly nodded her head like she was concentrating on what she was saying. "Why did you wanna know?"

"I was just wondering. Can I ask you something else?"

"You already did," Clarke said causing Lexa to roll her eyes.

"Can I?"

"Of course baby."

"So I feel like this is something you normally talk about before dating, but I mean nothing about how we started dating was really normal."

"And I wouldn't change a thing," Clarke said with a kiss to Lexa's forehead.

"Okay, so you know how I've only dated three guys and have only had sex with two so I was just wondering how many partners you have had?"

"Yeah of course, so I've had five boyfriends and five girlfriends. They never lasted more than a month besides for Bellamy. Oh, and whom shall not be named lasted four months."

"And sex partners?"

"Do you promise not to judge?"

"Clarke, I could never judge you."

"Eleven. Eight of the people I dated, one other guy, and two other girls ." Clarke said nervously.

"That's all?" Lexa asked in shock.

"What do you mean that's all?"

"Well, I just mean everyone makes it seem like you have had sex with the whole school, I mean even your friends talk about you like that."

"Right, so people we don't know, talk about me like that because once they see me going upstairs with someone, rumors start. Rumors like that was the third hookup that night, rumors about who I went up with. I've never had more than one hookup and it's always with people I've hooked up with in the past. But yeah, I don't correct them, I just let them believe what they want."

"Why don't you correct them?"

"I mean what's the point, not like they're gonna believe me."

"They might."

"It doesn't bother me, they can believe what they want. And our friends call me a whore because Raven caught me uhh, well umm-"

"You don't need to tell me if you don't want to."

"It's just awkward because it was with whom shall not be named, but yeah I'll tell you. So after he and I broke up we would still hook up sometimes. And one time we decided to hook up at this party, we ended up doing it in a bathroom because the bedrooms were being used. Raven walked in on us."

"So, hasn't she walked in on you before?"

"Yeah, but apparently she liked him. She thought because we broke up she could have a chance with him."

"What about Luna?"

"So after she caught us she was extremely mad and ran downstairs. After I caught up to her, she was yelling at me and ended up calling me a slut, whore, literally anything you could think of. Then a couple of minutes later this girl came up to Raven to try and calm her down. The first thing Raven said was "Hey pretty lady what's your name" because she was so drunk, Luna laughed and introduced herself, and that's how sea mechanic was formed. So the next day when she was saying sorry, Murphy showed us the video he took of Raven yelling at me. It was pretty funny, her voice was all high pitched as she pointed at me and yelled "you fucking whore" But yeah now it's just a joke with everyone."

"Oh, okay."

"Now are you done interrogating?"

"One more question please," Lexa asked.

"Fine."

"You don't have to answer this if you don't want to. I was just wondering besides for Bellamy and Finn d-,"

"You mean boy who shall not be named," Clarke corrected.

"Besides for Bellamy and boy who shall not be named, do I know anyone you hooked up with or dated?"

"Umm, Ontari who's on the volleyball team with you. Monroe the girl on the basketball team."

"Wait, Monroe? She doesn't seem like your type."

"It was last year, I was extremely drunk, and it was the dick's death day."

"Oh, I'm sorry," Lexa said as she gave the blonde a hug.

"It's fine, and the only other person you know is Niylah."

"Oh uhh, when umm, did you guys date?"

"No just hook-ups."

"Oh okay, when was the last time you guys hooked up?"

"End of summer, before I met you. I don't mind, I'll tell you anything you want, but I'm just curious why you're asking me all this?"

"I- umm, well I- I- uhh," Lexa stuttered.

"Are you jealous?" Clarke saw her girlfriend's cheeks become red as she stuttered some more and couldn't help but smile, "Oh my god you are jealous."

"I- I- okay fine maybe a little."

"Trust me, baby you have nothing to be jealous about. You are the only person who has been able to steal my heart like this."

"I mean, but what if she tries to-"

"Lexa, just stop yourself right there. Niylah and I agreed when we first started hooking up that if either of us gets in a relationship we back off completely."

"Okay," Lexa said then kissed Clarke.

"Now, can I ask you two questions, since you asked me like fifty?"

"Ummm, sure."

"So we talked about it for a second when I was riding your thigh," Clarke said causing Lexa's cheeks to become red, "but how do you actually feel about a strap on?"

"Oh well umm, I don't know, I- I wanna try it one day, just not yet. What about you?"

"Yeah, I wanna try it and I'm ready whenever you are."

"So if I just handed it to you one day and told you to fuck me with it or I put one on and told you I wanted to fuck you, you'd be down? Like you wouldn't need time to think about it?" Lexa asked causing Clarke to laugh.

"You would never be so forward, you would do your nervous little rambling then say you want me to use it on you or the other way around first of all. But yes if you did that I would be ready, no doubt about it."

"Okay, that's nice to know. Now, what was your other question?"

"If you could have one hall pass who would it be?"

"Whats a hall pass?" Lexa asked confused.

"Like the one person you would sleep with that isn't me."

"And why would I have one of those?"

"For fun," Clarke said shrugging her shoulders. "99% of the time their celebrities so it'll never happen, but everyone has one."

Lexa thought for a moment, "Do you have one?"

"Yeah but I wanna hear yours first."

"I don't have on- ooo wait maybe Danielle Savre from Station 19, she's hot, especially when she wears the uniform."

"Oh my god, is the so-called straight girl crushing on another hot blonde bisexual," Clarke said earning a slap from Lexa. "I'm joking, that's a good one, she's extremely attractive."

"Yeah," Lexa said nodding her head. "Now tell me yours."

"Oh for sure Victoria Pedretti."

"Who's that?" Lexa asked.

"You don't know who that is?"

Lexa shook her head no.

"You haven't watched the haunting of Bly Manor?

Lexa shook her head no again.

"Haunting of Hill House?"

Lexa shook her head no.

"You?"

Once again she shook her head no.

"Get Netflix on while I go get some snacks, we're having a Victoria Pedretti marathon," Clarke said as she jumped up causing Lexa to laugh, "I'm serious."

When Clarke came back up with snacks she grabbed the remote from Lexa, "We're watching You first, I haven't watched the third season yet but I'm so fucking excited, there already renewing for a fourth. Oh and Victoria isn't in the first season, but Shay Mitchell and Elizabeth Lail are in it, who are both extremely hot."

"Ooo she's extremely attractive." Lexa said when she watched the blonde on tv walk around the bookstore, "Not as attractive as you obviously but extremely attractive."

Clarke nodded her head, "She might be a little more attractive than you."

Lexa looked up at her with an angry face and slapped her on the arm, "Hey, that's rude."

"Joking obviously, no one could ever be hotter than you, you're as hot as it gets. I'm surprised you even liked me because I'm way out of your league." Clarke said playing with Lexa's hair.

"No your not." Lexa gave her a peck on the lips, "If anything I'm out of your league."

"Yeah go ahead and tell yourself that big lie," Clarke said causing Lexa to give Clarke another kiss. "Now shhh, we have to finish the whole season today. Actually, I think Ima sleepover so we can watch as much as possible."

"What about school tomorrow?"

"We have all the same classes so I'll borrow your books, and it gives me an excuse to steal some of your clothes."

"Yay!" Lexa said snuggling into the blonde's side.

"Shhh, pay attention."

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