I suggest listening the music while reading, doesn't really fit the theme but i like the music :)

I wrote this while listening to the song above, thought that it might be interesting to share and let you listen while reading

Twenty one years ago, Mayanka was desperate to leave his horrible life behind. He was a nice boy, polite, sweet and caring despite being a person of few words.

Before his breaking point, he would have been such a darling boyfriend. At the age of eleven, he was already 5'9 tall. He had a pair of beautiful blue eyes and a head of short, fluffy, brown hair.

He was a cuddlebug and still is, he would sometimes rather spend his measly amount of pocket money to only hug prostitutes than buy food.

At that height, Mayanka is shamed for being 'fat'. It was highly inappropriate as he was as skinny as a toothpick!

Hard to believe he was considered a happy-go-lucky young man who was forced to grow up quickly. Mayanka believed in gentle parenting, gentle persuasion and gentle touches.

Sadly, he never received any of them, only harsh abuse.

He was a gentle, loving giant. Pity, he had to change.

Mayanka was a romantic boy, he would treat his girlfriend with such love and care. Mayanka is the type to write sappy poems and songs for his partner, give flowers to her every day, cook her meals, will never force her to do anything...

Unfortunately, Vuzinian society saw him as this hideous, laughable failure. All the women in Vuzinia will either beat him (with the permission of his mother) or verbally tear his esteem down until he gets reduced to tears.

Mayanka isn't born with a vagina and doesn't have 'pretty privileges' like Meyanna, or his parents. So he had to work extra hard in his studies, his teachers and most of his classmates were biased against him. They would purposely leave him out of conversations, use him as a punching bag and the teacher would give him a bad score no matter what he does.

He did have a group of friends to confide in, though. His friends were, in many ways, similar to him.

They were considered 'ugly', 'fat' and 'undesirable' to Vuzinian women. In other words, they were traditionally masculine.

They were also victims to all sort of abuse except sexual.

No one found them decent enough to rape or molest, Vuzinians would recoil in disgust at the sight of Mayanka and his friends.

Mayanka was extremely touch starved, he was the clingiest and touchiest in the group of masculine rejects. He would always try to initiate cuddling sessions, but the internalized misandry made his friends feel uncomfortable about Mayanka touching them.

Because he was also 'unattractive' in their eyes. Yes, they do admit they are no different than Mayanka in terms of Vuzinian beauty, but they cannot change their own poisoned mindset.

Mayanka was sad he can't sate his hunger for love, but grateful that he isn't alone. He can openly share his experiences, frustration and fears with them. Moreover, the number of 'uglies' present in Vuzinia is huge. They're more common than you think, therefore abuse is more common than you think.

Most of them disagreed that gentle methods to everything results in a fulfilling life. They tried to convince Mayanka that everything works by force, nothing will go his way if Mayanka just 'let it be'.

Mayanka was content for a while, he's willing to endure the degrading hell he's in.

Until one day...

Meyanna came back home in a fit of rage, physically assaulting Mayanka.

He then forced Mayanka into a humiliating position and mercilessly raped him. All the while, blackmailing to ruin Mayanka's life even more if he tells anyone.

Of course, Mayanka the gentle giant was left sobbing alone in his dingy room, violated by his shorter brother and feeling unloved.

Mayanka initially tried ignoring it, but Meyanna did it so frequently that he was starting to have nasty rectal infections. Meyanna kept inserting foreign objects inside his anus, from pens, to lit candles, broken lightbulbs, metal wires, battery cells... et cetera.

How can he NOT get infected?

He had to use what's left of his pocket money from working odd jobs to medically treat himself. He went hungry for weeks, sometimes it was bad enough that he had to eat the neighbour's cat food that was left outside to survive.

Or, if he vomited for being too hungry, he would force himself to eat it back up from the ground.

Mayanka learned that some weeds growing on the concrete sidewalks were edible, leading him to the world of plants, herbs, wilderness, camping and primitive living. For the sake of his survival, he had to learn and recognize so many things from the internet or the library. If he gets food poisoned... well, that's troublesome.

Mayanka shared his knowledge on food with his hungry friends, neglected by their own family too. They were grateful and they began to pool resources to feed eachother. It's not a lot, but much better than what their own families would give.

His parents only bothered to feed him once a month. Sometimes if he's lucky while preparing dinner for the whole family, he could steal a few nibbles here and there. But that's rare as he is under constant surveilance of his mother.

If he ever get caught, his mother would subject him to waterboarding.

They would force their garden hose into Mayanka's mouth, blindfold him, pinch his nose shut and turn the tap all the way up. Letting the water rush into his belly, Mayanka was tied down so he can't escape.

Once his belly was inflated with clear liquid, they would place a wooden board on Mayanka's dome-like belly and sit on it. The pressure never fails to make him bleed from his orifices and sometimes, eyes.

It's a wonder how he never died from brain damage.

At least it left Mayanka feeling 'full'.

Meyanna raping him with a broom is the last straw for him. That night, he cried and bled the most. He couldn't keep it a secret anymore, he needed to vent it out to his friends.

Expecting nothing but support and encouragement, Mayanka told them the next day.

They shunned him out.

They... in a way, felt betrayed by Mayanka. They don't understand how terrible being raped can be or what it means, his friends thought that Mayanka is considered prettier than them just because someone had the stomach to sexually assault him repeatedly.

They rejected him, but wished him good luck and gave Mayanka some of their 'food' resources. None of them wanted to associate themselves with him anymore because he was 'mildly desired'. Yes, they felt guilty for letting Mayanka struggle with his mental and physical health alone, but...

With him in the group, it will make everyone feel even more worthless.

Shocked, hurt and angry, Mayanka decided to run away. Run away from everything. Leave everything behind and start fresh in a place where people doesn't find him disgustingly painful to look at.

Of course, being the perfectionist he was and still is, he didn't do it immediately. It was stretched out in months, he planned, planned and planned for his greatest escape yet.

That means... enduring months of torture too. But it's okay, he's going to go far, far away from Vuzinia soon.

He had to do the absolute worst jobs existed to earn the money needed. From being a richwoman's slave (not sex slave, he's considered too ugly to be one.), to a sewage worker, to a literal punching bag in gyms, to a test dummy for various products, to a piece of furniture to sate a richwoman's fetish, a literal toilet for another richwoman's inhumane fetish...

Mayanka even had to sell a part of his liver. Luckily livers grow back quickly. The more concerning thing is that he sold a kidney, oddly enough, it also grew back.

However, he grew an extra one.

And another one.

Then another one.

...Until it looked like he was a few weeks pregnant.

This was after being unethically tested on scientists, they stopped observing him because they thought there wasn't any effect on his body.

They were wrong, Mayanka was bizarrely growing all these extra organs and he hit a growth spurt too. But his growth spurt wasn't matching the rate of his new organs popping up in his body, he almost died because his internal body was overcrowded.

It was a good thing though, his money is piling up with his organ business. Also, his extra organs are keeping his starvation at bay, he would surgically remove his own extra genitals himself to cook and eat... it's the most accessible part.

Impressively only using the sharpened, sterile kitchen knife and a few painkiller pills.

That is where his appetite for human penises and testicles came from.

It's almost like he became this superhuman, his recovery rate is impossibly speedy. He doesn't even need to stitch the wound up, Mayanka just needed to wait for the next organ to pop out like a lizard's tail. There would be a permanent scar left for every organ removed.

His tolerance for pain increased tremendously until such a point that he doesn't even need anaesthesia, it saved costs and earned him more profit for every brain or bone marrow sold.

Mayanka doesn't know what the effects of his 'donated' organs were. He doesn't care either, all he wanted was to earn enough money to leave Vuzinia.

It was exhausting, every once a week, he needs to go under the knife to remove a perfectly healthy copy of his systems (digestive system, respiratory system, circulatory system, nervous system...) or else he will become overstuffed and possibly explode like an expanding balloon filled with red paint.

His diet mainly consisted of his own stir fried penis and testicles. Mayanka learned the hard way that his toes won't grow back unless he wait for a couple of years. Whereas his genitals will replace itself every 48 hours. If he doesn't cut them off, he would have grown three penises and six testicles in a week.

That wouldn't be very convenient, would it?

Mayanka did not want to go to the scientists for help, he knew that they would keep him and perform obscene tests on him forever.

He managed to hide it from his family— or maybe they knew about it and they just want Mayanka to leave as soon as possible? They told him that he's a disgrace after all... Mayanka doesn't truly know.

One day, Mayanka finally made friends with someone useful in the underworld. Someone who has relations with Vuzinian Airlines.

Only adult women over the age of twenty can fly abroad. His 'friend' managed to sneak him into the cockpit of the plane, with the female pilot.

Imagine the surprise Mayanka had on his face when his 'friend' told him that he didn't owe her anything.

But he did owe the pilot something.

Naive 16 year old Mayanka thought that she had a heart of gold. Poor, poor, mutant boy.

The plane was supposed to fly to the Netherlands, a place that he knows cares about human rights the most. Mayanka wanted to get help, to stop his abnormal growth and live a comfortable, normal, life.

The pilot was surprisingly friendly to him, she did not call him ugly nor hit him at all. They chat for a bit in Vuzinian, making Mayanka feel welcomed for once.

But then, when the plane is high up in the air, the pilot pulled out a pistol. She positioned the barrel of the gun, not at him, but at herself.

'You didn't think you would get this for free, did you?' Those were the words Mayanka remembered for 21 years.

Turns out, it was an elaborate scheme to kill a VIP and her entire family in that plane. A suicide mission on the pilot's and stewardesses' part. An act of aggression against the monarchy.

The pilot told Mayanka that she didn't care what he's going to do next. As long as everyone else in the plane dies, it's payment enough and she knew Mayanka has no experience in flying whatsoever. He doesn't know the safety precautions, he doesn't know what to do in an emergency.

Everyone was doomed to die from the very start.

Before Mayanka can even try to talk her out of it, a bullet made brain matter and blood splatter on the cockpit door. The blast made the passengers in economy, business and first class gasped, wondering what is going on there.

Mayanka couldn't remember what happened next. Everything went dim and numb for him, most likely he passed out from the stress.

The next segment of memory he had was when he woke up in a pile of heavy rubble. He was amazed that he survived, thanks to his rapidly cloning organs cushioning everything.

The first thing he did after regaining consciousness was to check on the passengers. Only half died.

The other half are either scratched or heavily injured.

Upon seeing a male leaving the cockpit after crashing. Naturally, the women started hurling curses at him, attributing the disaster as his fault. Calling him a scum, calling him worthless, every misandrist insult under the sun, etcetera.

Those who can still move tried to kill him. Ten against one, the majority should win, right?

Not if that one person is hungry enough.

Instincts took over Mayanka, he remembered blinking and seeing the entire interior of the wrecked plane painted red. In his large hands held a half eaten woman, her top torso was gone, her intestines spilling out of the hole.

Not even her bones were spared. All were eaten up.

Mayanka couldn't believe that all the carnage happened within a few minutes.

Because it didn't.

It happened over the span of one month, Mayanka wasn't consciously controling his body, but his physical form kept on eating...

Eating...

Eating...

And

As if it was on autopilot, Mayanka's body worked on it's own. No thoughts, just the need to survive. He even ate the bodies that were already dead and clothed.

He was shocked when he finally regained conscious control of his body, he had grown up to eight feet tall. His clothes were ripped away, they can't fit him anymore. Leaving him to live like a gremlin for a while.

Mayanka noticed, it doesn't feel like he's about to explode. That means, his body stopped duplicating his internal organs.

That is indeed correct, because all of them merged with its' clones to make a huge, more efficient version of it.

For example, the average size of an adult human male's heart is around the size of two apples. Mayanka's heart is probably as large as a pomelo or even bigger as it pumps at a much higher pressure, volune and rate to accomodate his unbelievable size.

This is also true for his genitals, his body stopped growing additional penises and testicles. Instead, he was given a supersized set of gentials.

But then... you remembered when you entered the plane wreck, there wasn't any trace of (dried) blood at all!

This was because Mayanka cleaned it up. That was his temporary lodging until he finished building the cabin you're living in right now.

The luxurious, first class cabin served their food on ceramic plates with metal cutlery. That was where Mayanka got his dining utensils and containers, he also found some surgical trays, tools and equipment in the same section of the plane.

Many changes happened to his body, his baby blue eyes turned electric yellow, giving him the ability to see very well in dim light.

His brown hair darkened until it became obsidian black.

His skin became more tanned from years of sun exposure too. Mayanka's fluffy and originally curly hair turned straight and silky.

He couldn't explain what was happening with his college level knowledge of biology.

However, he understood that his body coupled with the 'upgrade' from Vuzinian scientists was adapting to the changes very well. He believes that his organs stopped cloning because he's eating enough and he's big enough to sustain their new sizes.

For twenty one years, he's alone on an island, devoid of human life. He was strangely... happy. He was free, no more torments from Ada, Ama and Meyanna. No more overly harsh criticism from Vuzinian society, no more abusive teachers, no more rejection.