You and Shuichi were childhood friends and you both got into a killing game together.

Now you though that maybe Shuichi would help you in a killing game since he cared about you oh so much.

But nope!

He made a new friend named Kaede. You don't blame her though, she doesn't know cause he never talks about you anymore.

Just like how it use to be with your old friends, at first they care, they find someone knew and they leave you in the dust like you were nothing.

It made you wanna fall down and cry in the corner.

He was always talking about Kaede to you. Kaede this kaede that.

It made you wanna throw a table and stab someone, of course you didn't.

But then the first murder came, poor Rantaro. Of course everyone found out that kaede did it and she got executed, Shuichi cried and you were there to comfort him despite him pretty much ghosting you.

He cried into your chest "she's gone..."

"Hey it's gonna be okay, she wouldn't want you to be sad and neither do I" he probably didn't even care about what you wanted but you added the last part anyway

"Yeah she wouldn't want me to..."

"Hey (y/n)..." you turned around to see Shuichi.

You was hopping he would maybe apologise for ghosting you or maybe just wanna talk to you like you both use to do.

But nope he was talking about kaedead (yes I did that on purpose).

You got so angry, even with her dead he fails to even show he cares about you anymore.

Everything for the past 10 years is flown out the drain all for some girl he met 3 days ago.

It made you snap

"Oh shut up already!" You yelled, it surprised Shuichi's. You never were the type to get mad, at least to him anyway.

"Wha-"

"Kaede this! Kaede that! Will you get over it already! She's fucking dead"

"(Y/n how da-" he tried to scold you but you interrupted him

"You basically ghosted me, your best friend of 10 years for some girl you met 3 days ago! Be honest even we woke up here when was the last time you talked to me other then just to talk about Kaede"

It literally took him some time to think "..... I.... I..." he was lost for words.

This made you even more angry so you ran off into your door.

"(Y/n)! Wait!" He tried to yell for you, you didn't listen you just went to your dorm and locked the door behind you.

You pulled out a knife from underneath your bed.

To be honest, you were planning to kill your self ever since the bear announced the killing game, you actually had a good reason to without people calling you selfish

(it's a real big problem, people think that people that killed themselves are selfish, which just makes someone want to kill themselves more)

You aimed it at your chest and....

Shuichi ran after you and banged on the door "(y/n) open up! Please" he begged

It made you stop for a quick second but you shook your head and carried on your plan.

Shuichi began to panic until he saw Kaito

"Kaito! I need you to bust open this door quick, it's a emergency!"

Kaito nodded not questioning it and rammed his body into the door making it bust open and making you drop the knife from surprise.

Shuichi has tears in his eyes and quickly ran up to you to hug you.

From the hug you both fell into the floor into a sitting position.

He kept on weakly mumbling

"Thank god you're safe"

And

"I'm sorry"

You began to cry and him back

"I almost lost you...." he said while crying into your shoulder

Shuichi ran after you and banged on the door

"(Y/n) Open up! Please" he begged

You were quiet for a second

"Just leave me alone, I just need some time to myself"

You tricked him since of course he had no idea that you had a knife in your room.

"A-alright" he hesitantly said.

You heard footsteps walk away and you smiled knowing he can't stop you now

You raised the knife to your chest and stabbed your heart.

It was painful at first until your brain made you remember anything

(If you don't know, basically when you die from whatever your brain as 7 minutes until it dies with the rest of your body so it responds by spending 7 minutes of remembering all of your memories, of course when being lost in thought time is very different so those 7 minutes can feel like longer or shorter then 7 minutes actually Is)

Shuchi hesitantly knocked on the door "hey (y/n) it's been a hour I'm getting worried"

Usually, you would at least answer him to let him know you were okay but he heard nothing.

He knocked again but louder "(y/n) please answer, you're not in the right mental state to be in a closed room on your own"

(It's true when you're on your own in a closed space your brain freaks out more and it can damage your mental health)

He really began to worry, 'even if she/he/they are asleep he/she/they are making me worried, plus they/he/she should be way too stressed out to be asleep so easily'

He saw kaito and Maki "Kaito! Can you please bust open this door, it's a emergency"

Kaito nodded without questioning it, Kaito rammed into the door making it burst open.

Shuichi's eyes widened and he began to cry.

The body discovery announcement went on but Shuichi didn't notice, he also didn't notice every gathering around your dorm.

Shuichi ran up to your dead and held it in his arms.

(1000 word)

He kept on mumbling "not again" and "I'm so sorry" and also "it's all my fault" over and over again.

He looked beside you and saw a note

(Shit now I need to think of a good suicide note)

(I can't think of anything)

He read it quietly to himself and started to cry even more

"I'm so sorry" he said in tears.

Kaito put a hand on Shuichi's shoulder "It's okay Shuichi we'll find his/their/her killer.

"No! You don't understand! It was a suicide"

He wasn't dumb he knows instantly it was a suicide and he knows that if he just stayed instead of walking away you would be alive.

You opened your eyes feeling a weird feeling in your chest where you stabbed your self.

It wasn't pain but it was a weird feeling.

You looked in front of you and saw Kaede crying "I'm so sorry, I didn't know. This is all my fault"

You hugged kaede "I don't blame you at all, it wasn't your fault" you comforted her, she hugged back.

"Well welcome to the afterlife" she joked while laughing/crying.

You pulled away and you felt a hand on your shoulder from behind you

"Hey where's my hug?" Your eyes widened and you turned around quickly

"Rantaro!" You hugged him making him laugh and hug you back.

And then it all became a group hug

"So it really was a suicide..." Himiko quietly stated

Everyone went silent.

Shuichi snapped after ages of staying silent and crying.

He started to bang his fist on the.... podium thingy.

"Dang it! Dang it! Not again! Why again?!?!" He yelled

Monokuma laughed at the despair.

Two of his friends gone... and it was all his fault.

"Shuichi it was not your fault" Kaito tried to comfort him

Shuichi let his tears fall of his face and dated quiet for a second.

"Yes it is