Chapter 16

Ok so I'm going to do a few chapters in Louis's POV, the story is mostly about Louis and Harry, so I'll still do Harry's POV too.

Louis's POV

"I love you more" Eleanor giggled, before kissing my neck, and wrapping her arms around me. I bit my lip and mumbled "I love you" again, hoping to make her happy. She keeps telling me I don't "spend enough time with her" are you freaking kidding me!? I'm with her all the time, day and night, I never get to hang out with the boys anymore...or Harry. I've been feeling extremely guilty for he way I've treated Harry in the past year or so, I keep ignoring him, I don't talk to him, I spend more time with Eleanor than I do the boys...why? Because I can't stand being around him, the reason I ignore him so much is I'm hoping I'll stop loving him in a way I shouldn't. I've always liked Harry, he knew it, we both did, back on the XFactor we were just allowed to be ourselves, but now..things have changed...

"You okay babe?" Eleanor asked, putting her finger under my chin and forcing me to look into her eyes. I nodded and sighed, the park was really beautiful at night, it was somewhere you could just go and relax, hey, I know shouldn't have left without Paul's permission, but I couldn't stand being in there with Harry..why is he so adorable? I mean oh.my.gosh. Why?! He sits there and stares at me with those gorgeous green eyes of his, I can't help but glance back, I always turn away though..I don't want him thinking I'm looking at him...which is sad because he's so beautiful.. I've never liked hurting his feelings, I feel horrible when I know I'm the reason he cries sometimes. He's so sensitive and we like to tease him because we know we'll get a reaction. Last week though, I was "making fun of" (as he called it) the way he talks, and I for one LOVE his voice, so he should know we were only kidding. Anyways he was bawling and said "why would you say that?" Which really made me stop and think, I mean why would I say that? Really? I guess it's just because he's the youngest, we never mean any harm but Harry seems to take it seriously.

I let out a sigh and closer my eyes, I was so tired and I couldn't seem to get comfortable on this bloody park bench we sitting on. My head was pounding, I wanted nothing more than to throw myself in bed and fall asleep.

"Can we go? I'm getting a terrible headache.." I whined, rubbing the back of my head.

"Of course, I'll take you back to the hotel" Eleanor replied sweetly.

Don't get me wrong, Eleanor's a very sweet and loving girl, she's always wanting to take care of me when I'm sick and tries to make me happy, it's just..she's not for me, I think of her more as close friend or a sister even. And I'm not saying I "hate girls" or anything like that, it's just..I want Harry...no one else can replace him, not any girl, no matter how beautiful, can replace Harry.

Eleanor took my hand in hers and we started off down the path, then onto the sidewalk. I could've swore I heard Niall's voice....I must be hearing things...

"Babe, what are they doing out here?" Eleanor asked, pointing at, who else? Niall and Harry, oh Harry's here too...great...

Eleanor waved, and yelled "hello boys!" and motioned for them to come over. I wanted to grab her by the arm and run, but they'd seen us and it was too late.

Niall reached us first and shouted "I win!" Harry trudged up behind him, "it wasn't a race, Niall" he sighed, rolling his eyes. Niall stuck out his tongue and crossed his eyes, causing Eleanor to giggle. I managed a smile as well, Niall sure knows how to cheer a guy up, even if he's not exactly trying to.

Eleanor: "What are you guys doing out here in the first place?"

Niall: "oh we where trying to find the tiger that escaped from the zoo"

Eleanor: what?!

Niall: "I'm just messin with ya"

Harry: "we were trying to find Louis"

Harry stared at me, causing me to look at my feet. "Lou.." Harry whispered, in his low voice that I adored by the way. I looked at him, saying "what?" And he shut up, just stood there, nervously glancing around. It's so cute when he gets nervous, I wanted to hug him and tell him I was fine, but of course, I can't do that, oh no..especially not in public...I hate how our friendship is even ruined..we can't even hug each other without people judging us...