Chapter 63

Harry's POV

"What is it Lou? You can tell me"

I leaned in to kiss him but he put his hand up to stop me. Is he upset with me? I hope I haven't hurt him in some way...

He held my hands and took a deep a breath, tearing up some. What is his problem?

"F-first of all, please don't hate me Hazz....-" uh oh...this can't be good...

"It wasn't my decision and I tried I really did...remember that I love you no matter what...remember that. No matter what happens, I love you"

He was worrying me now, Louis never, and I mean never, cries. I don't I'd ever seen him so upset...

He looked me strait in the eye as tears streamed down his cheeks

"Harry...t-they...they said I have to break up with you...they said we can't be together anymore..."

"w-what?"

I felt like I'd been punched hard in the chest, I couldn't breath. My eyes filled with tears "n-no Lou...we can be together w-we c-can..."

Louis gave a pathetic smile, tears sliding down his face

"I love you..."

"I-I love you m-more..."

Louis pulled me close and we cried on each others shoulders, not speaking just hugging and crying....I though we'd be together....forever....

"At least we can still see each other...right?" I asked, after wiping my cheeks and looking hopefully into Louis's eyes. He shook his head, sadly and cleared his throat

"a-actually....management and Simon said I have to get back together with....Eleanor......I'm leaving tomorrow..."

I only hugged Louis tighter, I was afraid I'd strangle him.

Sobbing, I laid my head my head against his chest and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I-I w-want to be with y-you

L-Lou...forever"

Louis kissed the top of my head "Maybe someday...we'll be together..."

The softness of his voice just about killed me, knowing I may not ever get to hear it again, yes he'd still be in the band and sing and stuff....but they'll probably keep him as far away from me as possible...

"I'm so sorry, Harry...I got your hopes up when I knew it could never work out...hey, don't cry...y-you'll find someone"

"NO I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE....I want you...only you, no one else could ever replace you"

"I'm sorry Harry...."

I couldn't answer him due to the huge lump in my throat and the fact I could barley breath, I don't think I've ever been so heartbroken in all my life....the person I love, whom I've loved for years, finally loves me back. Finally notices me, cares about me, and it's all taken away. Gone. And there's not a thing we can do about it....