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Anya in the mm ❤️

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Omniscient

Anya and Camren finished up their workout in the schools fitness center, after jogging on the treadmill and working on their abs they sat on the benches to take a break, Milo was at the library studying but once he'd finished he make his way over to meet up with them.

"So how has everything been? It feels like we haven't talked in a while." Anya asked taking a sip of her gatorade while Cam fixed her t-shirt.

"I know right but everything's good. My granny is getting better and my parents are fine. I'm just glad to be back at school and caught up with class. I missed you bestie."

Camren and Anya were in the same Major so Anya helped her get caught up with what they were studying.

"I missed you too!" Anya smiled before sitting down on the floor to do one last stretching exercise.

"So how did you meet Milo? He's kinda cute."

"We met in study hall a couple weeks ago, now that I think about it, it was adorable how he approached me. He sat a few feet away from me and was looking at me, Then he asked for a pen and then we started chatting."

"That's cool I guess.. Is he new here?...he's different." She shrugged and Anya looked at her. She was a little confused about where all this attitude Cam was giving her was coming from, was she jealous that she had a new friend?

"Yes, he is different but he's still a good guy. No need to judge."

"I mean when I went up to him he acted like he didn't recognize me at the café this morning, then he was like talking to himself.. it's no for me sis I'm just saying." She laughed as Anya scoffed.

Anya stale faced her and got up from the floor. "Bye Cam I'm not doing this with you today. You're judging him and you don't know his situation nor do you know why he acts the way that he does.." She was becoming irritated with Cam's sudden disliking toward Milo.

"Yaya I'm not judging...I'm just saying he's different that's all and I'm curious."

"If you wanna know something, ask him."

Camren rolled her eyes as they went to their dorm hall. "Fine then I will, he's right there." She said pointing toward Anya's room door.

"Hey Anya, Camren." He smiled as Anya kissed him on the cheek.

"How was study hall?"

"Straight. I got a lot of stuff done though." He smiled a little before looking down the hallway at some guys roughhousing.

"Hey Milo.. Can I ask you something?" Cam asked sitting on the bench letting her chin rest in her hand.

"Sure. What's up?" He said wrapping his arm around Anya's waist, his chin rested on her shoulder.

"How come you talk to yourself sometimes?"

Milo furrowed his eyebrows a little as Anya folded her arms across her chest, he wasn't expecting that question, and when did she even notice him doing that?

"I have multiple personalities..." He muttered as she raised an eyebrow before glanced at Anya who's face read irritated.

"Hmm."

"Camren.." Anya scoffed knowing exactly where this was going.

"What? I just asked damn.. You know what I'll talk to you later Yaya." She said shaking her head as went into her room.

Milo sighed and let Anya's waist go. "She's judging us and she doesn't even know us."

"I know I'm sorry, she's normally not that straightforward."

Yeah we don't like her..."Jax said nope." He chuckled as they went into her room, she sat on the bed and he sat in her desk chair.

It was silent for a few seconds before he spoke but he was upset.

"Anya...you need to check your homegirl." He said before shaking his head. "The hell she judging us for?" Jaxson was fronting and he wasn't happy at all.

"Jaxon-"

"Everybody wants to judge us before they even get to know us... Some bullshit." He mumbled rubbing his hands against his sweatpants.

"Jaxon-"

"No Anya, that's ya homegirl ain't it?" He questioned now slouching in the chair.

"Yeah it is and I'll talk to her ok? Relax there's no need to get all riled up." She said standing in front of him before leaning down the kiss his lips, he made a face as she laughed.

"I can't kiss you?" She chuckled.

"It's that damn lipgloss, shit sticky as hell." He said as his hands gripped her waist. "Damn you gotta fat ass."

"Jax! What's up with you today?" She smiled trying to hold in her laugh.

"I'm not even gonna lie.. I didn't take my medication today.." He admitted as Anya squinted her eyes at him. "Why not?"

"Just ain't feel like it." He shrugged. "I wanted to stay for a little while anyway..Maybe I'll start liking you after today." He chuckled before smacking her butt cheek as she jumped a little.

"Ow!"

"Shut up." He gritted before licking his lips. "Go take a shower so I can take you out to eat."

"Oh? So you're feeding me today...Yeah you like me." She smiled as he shook his head.

"I'm coming around.. I guess, but like I said before-"

"Don't get too comfortable sweetheart." She mocked him making a face before laughing at his stale expression.

"I'm serious though."

"Whatever Jax. Are you staying in here while I shower?"

"Question is, do you want me in here?" He questioned glancing up at her before licking his lips.

The intense glare he was giving her was making her face hot, he raised an eyebrow as he continued his staring.

"Yeah I do." She said clearing her throat.

"Aight then hurry up ma." He smirked as Anya went to shower.

He scrolled through his phone and played a few rounds at Fruit Ninja before hearing Camren's loud voice in the hallway.

"Some guy named Milo... but he's hella weird."

His ears perked up at the mention of Milo's name, cracking the door open a little so he wouldn't be seen, he listened to her and a random girl talking.

"Just leave them alone Cam, people switch up on you and change when they get new friends..." The girl said as Cam nodded her head.

"I guess we aren't friends anymore.. I'm ok with that anyway because I never liked her to begin with, now let's go talk about this party bitch." Cam and the girl laughed before walking down the hall.

Tell Anya, she needs to know. " I can't tell her, it'll ruin the whole day." He mumbled.

"Tell me what?"

He sighed and closed the door behind him before sitting in his normal slouched position.

"I just heard ya homegirl talking about you?"

"W-what'd she say?" She asked pulling her hoodie down over her head.

Jaxon bit his lip seeing Anya's face sadden, he sucked his teeth and sighed. "Aight so, she was talking to some girl saying that you switched up on her or something.. Then Camren said that she wasn't your friend to begin with and didn't care about losing you as a friend." He blurted out before looking up at her.

Anya's eyes welled up with tears before she quickly wiped them away. "Oh well, can we go eat now?"

"Anya-"

"It's fine Jax.." She said before she made a crying face and putting her hands over her eyes. Jaxon wasn't sure what to do and he didn't want to switch out with anyone so he grabbed her by the waist. "Stop crying.. She ain't shit and you'll find new homegirls aight?"

She sniffed and wiped her tears.

"You heard me?"

She nodded and sighed. "I heard you."

"Good, now go clean ya face ma. Never let them see your tears." He said hearing his mother's voice in his head which causing him to looked down at his feet.

"Jaxon?"

"Hm?"

"You alright? I said I was ready."

He didn't realize he was staring at the floor for so long.

"Yeah my bad ma." He said opening the door for her.

As they walked down the hallway, Anya and Camren locked eyes but neither one of them said anything to each other, Jaxon shrugged and held her hand.

"You're holding my hand now?" She cooed as he rolled his eyes.

"Chill out." He said unlocking the car doors and opened the passenger side for her.

"A gentlemen." She smiled as he chuckled before closing the door and walking over to the driver side.

"I still think you should take your medicine Jax."

"I'm good ma, don't worry." He said starting the engine and pulling out of the parking lot.

"I wish I could live off campus."

"Why can't you?"

"I can't afford it and it's too soon for me to move in with you silly."

"Yeah true. Move out next semester then.. If we're still together around that time then you can move in with me."

"That's all the way in December." She pouted.

"Fix ya face and yeah I know, but I'm just saying stay in the dorms for now. You already know you'll be at my place on the weekends." He said rubbing his eye before glancing over at her.

"You're right.. Where are we eating at?"

"Chipotle? Or we can go to Guys Diner. I hear their food is good."

"Let's go there then." She said before looking out the window, a few seconds later Jaxon's hand was resting on her thigh, he drew circles on it with his thumb slowly. She was trying not to let her heart fall out of her butt.

"You good over there?"

"Mhmm, just hungry."

"We're almost there." He muttered holding the steering wheel with one hand as he turned at the light.

"Jaxon?"

"Hm?"

"Thanks.."

"For what?" He said as his eyebrows furrowed.

"For telling me about Cam.. I guess."

"I'm not the type to withhold information especially if it's about you. I'm gonna tell you straight up.. Even if it hurts you're feelings.. You're welcome though." He shrugged cutting the engine in the parking spot of the diner.

Once they were inside their waitress got their drinks and they were waiting for their orders. Jaxon looked up and Anya was staring out the window.

"Hey."

She looked at him and smiled a little, she was still upset about the Cam situation.

"You planning on doing the pouting shit all day?"

"No potty mouth." She retorted.

"Who are you giving attitude to? Cause it ain't me, I'll fix that real quick.."

"Whatever Jax."

"You think I won't?" He said raising an eyebrow.

"Leave me alone." She mumbled before pouting.

He chuckled before poking the inside of his cheek with his tongue, she was giving him attitude and he liked it.

"Mad at me cause ya homegirl dropped you. The hell you mad at me for?"

"I'm not- I'm not mad at you.. I'm just frustrated." She mumbled looking down at her cup of orange juice.

"Well get over that shit real fast, you're sitting here acting like she was your best friend and y'all grew up together or something. Let that bitch go.. beside you got 3 other friends right here.. which one you want?" He said causing her to chuckle.

"You can never be serious." She laughed.

"Oh you want me to be serious? Aight. What you should have done was punched her square in the fucking jaw."

"See no, you need your medicine. You're violent."

"I'm only violent when someone I care about is hurting."

"You do care." She said getting up from her side on the booth and sliding into his, she kissed his face as she laughed.

"Fuck off me." He laughed before wrapping his arms around her.

"Maybe a part of me really does care about you.. Shit just hard to express cause I don't like rejection." He mumbled before kissing her forehead. "But for real I'll beat somebody's ass behind you." He admitted before letting her out of his hold.

"Wait, why did you think I was going to reject you? I haven't rejected Milo or Sai." She said still sitting next to him.

"I don't know... I just don't wanna hurt you.. I hurt someone before so." He shrugged.

"Well don't worry about the past, that's over.." She said as he looked up at her, She caressed his face before kissing his lips.

He furrowed his eyebrows and looked at her.

"What's wrong? I feel like your mood always changes-"

"You noticed that too huh?"

"Yeah it changes when I show you affection. Why is that?"

He shrugged.

"You know, you just don't wanna tell me."

"Because I don't have to... Now go back over there."

"Jax"

"What I say."

She got up and went back to her spot in the booth, She wondered why his mood would always change.

"You were just being sweet and-"

"Drop it..Aight?"

"Fine." She sighed as they quietly finished their food, Once they finished up Jaxon stopped at an art supply store for sketch books and paint.

"Can I see your sketches?"

"Yeah I have some at the house I can show you." He said sitting the supplies onto the counter.

"Do you guys all have the same hand writing?"

"Nah, Sai writes small, Milo writes a little big, and I write like a female." He scoffed.

"A female?"

"Meaning my handwriting kinda looks like yours." He chuckled before paying for the items and leaving the store.

"Oh." She laughed turning up the radio, She nodded her head to Switch by 6lack, she opened her mouth and started singing which caught Jaxon off guard.

"I'm thinking I should speed it up

To get away from all the media

I'm human, don't you think I had enough?

My woman claiming that I switched on her

Only 'cause I hit a switch on her

She wasn't really good at keeping up.

"Damn Anya. You can sing." He smiled a little.

"I only sing in the shower."

"In college for psychology.. shit you should be in that bitch for music."

"I'm not that good...." She mumbled. "Besides I'm intrigued on how the brain works and I wanna help people."

"People like me?" He said cutting the engine at his apartment, he took off his seatbelt and looked at her.

"Yes.. Maybe I can help you one day."

"You already are.." He mumbled.

She smiled a little before he got out of the car, she followed behind him and sat on the couch.

A few minutes later he sat down on the couch with a pencil and his new sketchbook.

"What are you doing?"

"You'll see. Give me a second." He said as he began to draw out how he felt on the inside. Anya's pulled out her phone and took his picture.

(A/N the only tattoos he has on the book at his chest, arms, and hand.)

"I heard the camera, you ain't slick." He chuckled.

"I don't care... So, is this how you all really feeling?"

"Pretty much. Like a monster but when we're around you all that goes away so I guess you are helping us in your own way."

He sat the book on the table and stood up, he leaned over and tucked a loose curl behind her ear before lifting her face up with his hand on her chin.

"What?" She chuckled. "Trying to remember me by heart?"

"I already know you by heart." He whispered as he leaned in to kiss her lips softly, Anya laid back on the couch as he took off his jacket, going back on the kiss deepened as his hand went around her neck, he tugged at her bottom lip and pulled away.

"You ain't scared of me are you?" He said as his eyes scanned over her face, she shook her head. "I have no reason to be." She admitted taking her hoodie off.

Grabbing her by the hand he led her into his bedroom and shut the door behind them, sitting on the bed Jaxon left a trail of kisses on her neck and shoulders.

"You sure you wanna do this? I don't wanna-"

"Jaxon."

"Huh?" He said looking in her eyes.

"Shut up and kiss me." She said as he did what she asked, his hands roamed her body as the kiss deepened further and a moan escaped her lips.

Everything's gonna be fine. He heard Milo's voice in the back of his mind. Be gentle and go with the flow.

Jaxon took his time with Anya, making sure he was gentle and not too rough with her. He made her comfortable with Milo's help.

They were now in his bed on a high from the sex that had.

"You stayin here tonight?"

"I can, we don't have classes tomorrow."

"Oh yeah we know." He chuckled before getting up from the bed, still naked he went to cut on the shower.

"You planned this, didn't you?" She laughed.

"Hell this wasn't the original plan." He said pointing between the two of them. "Come on ma." He said as she got up slowly, her legs felt like jelly and he laughed helping her walk.

"You done got some act right and now you strugglin."

"Shut up Jaxon and take your medicine."

"What if I wake up as Milo tomorrow?"

"That's ok, you just need to take it."

"I guess." He said taking his medicine before giving her a look. "Just makes me numb you know?"

"I understand but you haven't taken it all day."

He let her shower first before giving her a t-shirt and an pair of his boxers of his that he never wore. She changed the sheets and blankets before laying across his bed.

Although her day wasn't that good she wanted to at least enjoy the rest of the week with him.

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I love this book. 🥰