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Anya in the mm 🥰

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Anya

"You're pregnant?" He asked looking between me and the pregnancy test, I felt like my heart was gonna fall out my ass.

"Um..."

"Ummmmm-" He mocked me raising his eyebrows before looking at the test and back at me.

"Yeah? I... Yeah.. I was about to tell you but-"

"Fuck! I mean... not fuck but..shit! I mean...Ugh fuck!.. I'm about to be someone's father...woah.." He stammered now pacing the floor mumbling things to himself before stopping and looking at me.

"What?" I said furrowing my eyebrows at him.

"Did you wanna keep it?" He said now coming to sit next to me, his eyes were a soft brown and he had a caring look to them.

I played with my fingers unsure of how to answer this question. Yes I wanted to keep it I cried when I found out but... We're not even finished with college and.. We aren't married but..Everything happens for a reason......right?

"Can I get a pregnancy test please?" I said to the cashier at Dollar Tree. She handed me a test and directed me to the restroom, I ended up buying two so I could take one at home just incase. I had been feeling sick for a while I just didn't know how to tell Milo.

I wiped down the toilet with a disinfectant wipe before sitting on it, my leg shook out of nervousness as I relieved my bladder on the stick.

"Ok Yaya.. It's probably just your cycle, but you've been feeling sick...and you got sick off of Chick-fil-a and we eat that all the time. God what am I gonna do? I can't take care of a baby..." I mumbled looking up at the ceiling as my eyes began to gloss over with tears. I waited about 5 minutes before my hands were sweaty, flipping the test over I saw the positive plus sign and started crying.

I went to Makayla's contact and called her to get some advice, she told me to relax and tell Milo as soon as he came home. I also sent her a picture of the test before handling the rest of my business and going home.

"Anya?..You good baby?" He said shaking me from my thoughts as I looked over at him.

"Yeah Lolo, I'm ok." I sighed as my eyes began to water. "I'm pregnant Milo, what are we gonna do? I.. I wanna keep it... Do you want me to keep it?"

He nodded his head but I knew he was freaking out on the inside, I was too honestly.

"We gotta get you an appointment set up." He said grabbing his phone and typing something into the search engine. He ended up making my appointment at the OBGYN for this afternoon at 1pm.

"You ok Lolo?" I said as he stared at the tables for a few seconds before I saw his eyes water, he sniffled and wiping his eyes quickly.

"Milo? Why are you crying?" I said scooting closer to him as he sighed.

"I'm just nervous to be a dad. I'm happy although we should have used a condom that one time but nonetheless I'm happy.. If you don't wanna keep it it's fine... we have other alternatives." He said looking over at me.

"Abortion? Oh no. I don't believe it that.. and I don't want someone else taking care of my baby... Our baby, yes we should have used a condom no one is the blame.. I'm keeping it." I said as I pecked his lips, this wasn't how we planned things to be but I guess God wanted to bless us with one.

Looking over at the time it was now 12 in the morning and we were both tired, when we got into bed he kissed my stomach. "Hey little bean, I know you're just a bean right now..Mommy and daddy are scared but we will love you with all our of hearts, show you the love that we never got..Show you the care and compassion we didn't experience...I know mommy is scared but.." He glanced up at me and smiled. "I know everything's gonna be fine.." He said kissing my stomach again before kissing me on the lips.

"I love you so much aight?"

"I love you too Lolo."

I wish my mom was around... I wonder what she's doing right now.

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1pm

After our classes we headed to the OBGYN for our first appointment.

Sitting in the doctors office I noticed Milo picking at his hand. I put my hand over his and smiled. "Relax." I said as he nodded before taking a deep breath.

"Anya Briggs." The nurse said as we both stood and followed behind her. She put us in a room and told us that the doctor would be in soon.

"Don't pick at your hand Lo."

"My bad. I'm just nervous, Jax wants to front but I wanna be here for this. I'm trying to hold off." He said tapping his foot against the floor, hearing the door open we were greeted by Dr. Morris,she went over a few things with us regarding the first trimester and now we were about to have the ultrasound done.

"The jelly is going to be cool so just a fair warning." She chuckled as her caramel brown skin was glowing I wonder what facial products she used because sis looked amazing. She could be any older than 35 but of course black doesn't crack.

She put the jelly on my stomach and Milo grabbed my hand, his hands shook a little which caused me to look at him. "Relax Lolo, It's gonna be fine." I said as he smiled a little before staring at the floor for a few seconds before blinking a couple of times.

He slouched in the chair but still held my hand as Dr. Morris grabbed our attention. "Here's the little bean, and it's heartbeat is strong." She smiled as she herd me sniffle I couldn't believe I was actually pregnant.

"Aw, it's a beautiful thing huh?" She cooed as Milo kissed my forehead, we both nodded out heads as she smiled.

"Congratulations again mom and dad." She said as she printed out ultrasound pictures and led us out of the room, we scheduled the next check up and headed over to Dre and Makayla's for a few hours.

Knocking on the door we heard the locks turning before Dre opened the door. "Wassup? Y'all got a bun in the oven?" He chuckled moving aside to let us in.

"Yeah, we do." Milo said as we sat on the couch.

"Are you guys hungry? I ordered from Vinnies if you guys want pizza."

"Thanks Makayla." I smiled as she motioned for me t follow her to the balcony.

"Girl talk." Dre and Milo said at the same time before we all laughed.

"We'll be back." She said as we went out the the balcony.

"How did the appointment go?" She asked handing me a bottle of water.

"It went good. I'm only a few weeks along....I'm just nervous because we aren't married.. You know?" I said shrugging my shoulder.

"Yeah I totally understand that, Anya.. You're gonna be fine, just keep praying I'll pray for you guys too of course but we only have 1 semester left and if you do any clinical stuff with your major it'll be in an office."

"You're right." I said looking up at her. "I was so nervous to tell him, he ended up finding the test and the box on the counter last night."

Makayla scratched the back of her neck and look out at the view of the city she had from the balcony.

"With everything Milo has going on mentally although he's doing good right now, do you think he's going to be ok enough to take care of a baby?"

"I think so as long as he takes his medications, I don't think he'll get violent or anything." I said looking over at her.

"Has he hallucinated recently?"

I shook my head because it's actually been a while since he did, before I could respond the bell rang and she heard Dre say he couldn't find the cash.

"I'll be right back." She chuckled before going back inside. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and went to my moms contact hoping that this was still her number.

Hey mom. Call me when you get a chance.- Yaya💕

It was less than 5 minutes before I felt my phone vibrate.

Mom: Don't ever text my phone again you little bitch, You're blocked and I never wanna hear from you again.

I swallowed down hard and chuckled to myself bitterly, how could my own mother just abandon me? I mean she's been doing that since I was a child but I know I'll never do that to mine.

"Bae?" I heard his voice said and I knew exactly who it was. "Hey Jax." I sniffled as he stood in front of me.

"What's with the tears?" He said raising an eyebrow at me.

"Nothing." I sniffled wiping my face quickly before standing up, I was walking into the house before he stopped me.

"Whatever it is.. It'll be ok aight?"

I closed my eyes as he kissed my forehead before Makayla came back out.

"What's wrong boo?" She cooed as she gave me a hug.

"It's nothing." I mumbled before Jax went back inside.

Makayla and I talked for a little while longer about school and nothing of importance.

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Jaxon

"So you ready to be a dad man?" Dre asked me as we sat on the couch, the girls were on the balcony but my mind wondered why Anya was crying in the first place.

"As ready as I'll ever be.. I'm happy about her being pregnant man. The ultrasound was when it really hit." I said as he chuckled before standing up. I followed him over to the kitchen island and sat down.

"She seems worried about it but I think y'all will be straight. You want something to drink?" He asked opening the refrigerator showing the many drinks they had, it was mostly water but I did see Sprite in there.

"Water please." I said glancing over at the balcony window, they were still talking until I saw they standing up and hugging so I diverted my eyes to focus on something else.

Their laughed died down before Makayla kissed Dre on the lips and Anya sat next to me and laid her head on my shoulder.

"You good bae?"

"Mhmm, just tired and hungry."

Something's wrong...

She was quiet while Dre, Makayla, and I talked, I kept glancing over at her and she looked sad. I just wanted to get out home so she could sleep if she was tired or at least talk to me.

"I think Anya's tired. We're gonna head out." I said standing up to dap Dre up and give Makayla a side hug, we said our see you laters before leaving the house.

"Hey, what's the matter bae?" I asked with furrowed eyebrows as she started to cry in the passenger seat. I pulled over into the Auto Zone parking lot and took of my seatbelt. I wasn't one to always show affection because it's weird to me but I pulled her into a hug and she cried.

"Bae, what is it? You got a nigga nervous. You know tears freak me out."

She chuckled a little before sniffling. "I texted my mom to check on her and she said this." She showed me the thread of messages and I instantly clenched my jaw, shit automatically pissed me off.

"Fuck her, if she's not gonna come around then it's whatever. I know that's your mom and all but she's not even worth your time or energy."

I wiped her tears with the pad of my thumb before kissing her on the forehead. "I love you ok? I don't want you being upset about this...She decided to leave you can't force her to come back. It's her loss."

She didn't say anything I guess she was letting my words sink in.

"You hear me bae?" I asked raising my eyebrows.

"I hear you." She said wiping her tears.

"Now lemme see that smile." I chuckled before licking my lips. "What I always tell you ma?"

"Never let me see your tears."

"That's right. I love you."

"I love you too." She said as we went inside, after she threw up twice I got her some gatorade and we showered before getting into bed.

Maybe us becoming a father won't be too bad.

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