Y/N

Johnny was holding my overnight bag as he unlocked his apartment door. "I swear I don't understand how you're a bachelor and your apartment always looks and smells good" I said making him chuckle and he closed the door behind me. "I don't have to live like a slob either" he said as I smirked. "This how you be pulling the girls?" I asked making him smirked as I giggled shaking my head.

"I need to pack" Johnny said taking his jacket off "well Susan said you aren't going" I brought up. "I'm going" He simply said. "I do agree with Sue on this one, you don't know what that is" I said "it's Mexico Why would I miss a chance on seeing you in a bikini?!" He asked as I just playfully rolled my eyes.

"You're such a flirt" I said sitting on his couch " but seriously Johnny" I stated "I am too What can possibly happen? I know how to turn it on and off on command" Johnny expressed as I just sighed. "Whatever I hope you got a separate room because you're not sleeping with me and setting me on fire" I said as he looked over at me. "Ha Ha" He said sarcastically making me giggle.

"No seriously We're not staying in the same room" I informed as he just chuckled. "That's okay I'll take care of it" he stated as I just shook my head. "You always doing something. Who said I wanted to be in a room with you?" I questioned. "You did when you invited me" he said with a smile. "I didn't even invite you" I stated giggling some.

"You did when your friends came and asked me, I know you have a crush on me" he teased sitting next to me on the couch smiling. "No i Don't" I said placing my legs on his as I laid back on the couch. "So what was last night?" He asked. "A hook up" I simply said with a shrug. "You said "I love you"" he brought up. "You brought it up first" I argued.

"So let's agree it was just in the moment" I suggested "who said it was just in the moment?" He questioned. "Johnny it was in the moment, you don't love me" I stated. "Who said?" He questioned. "Johnny stop" I said turning on his TV hearing him chuckle. "You don't ever want to have these serious conversation." I heard him say.

"Yeah I do but you don't even take me serious" I simply said. "When haven't I taken you seriously?!" He questioned. "Literally before i left off to college you asked me out and I simply said in order to have me you had to change" I said. "Keyword is left" Johnny brought up. "You know Damn well I was not on campus, I was rooming with Sue in an apartment that you was over almost every other day" I explained.

"You left I was still in high school What was I going to do with you really? You were a whole college student." He said looking over at me. "Had you just acted right in high school, I would've dated you then but you didn't so?" I said with a shrug. "And then I gave you another chance" I started off.

"No the hell you didn't" he said cutting me off "yeah I did" I argued. "No you did not I-" he started off as I cut him off. "Yes I did that's when you told me you've changed and the only thing that changed was you got facial hair" I explained. "You had a whole boyfriend" he argued. "So what? It never stopped you before" I said and rolled my eyes some.

"So you're mad at me because you had a boyfriend and I didn't make a move on you?" Johnny questioned them let out a small laugh. "Wow!" He simply said. "No dumb ass I'm mad because you had two chances and you fucked up but you want to talk about a serious conversation." I argued.

"I feel like you got animosity towards me-" he started off as I sat up taking my legs Off of him. "I do and it's a lot honestly" I truthfully said. "Why? What now

Y/N?" He questioned. "Nah you want to talk let's talk" I stated. "You're the only woman I go through this with" He said leaning his head back some.

"Yes and I'm the only woman besides your sister who gives a fuck about your well-being and not what's between your legs" I corrected as he looked at me. "You constantly hollering, chasing me down about how much you want me but when I give you an opportunity you act like you don't want the opportunity no more but then when I take my business elsewhere here you come" I explained.

"You want to know what your real issue is?" Johnny questioned as I just looked at him. "You don't know how to control your feelings so you argue with me. You argue with me as a mechanism to flirt and because you're frustrated with your own feelings" He explained. "No i do not-" I started off then was cut off by Johnny. "No let's get into it since you want to talk about me" he said sitting up in his seat.

"You only argue with me, everything that I do bothers you whether you say it does or don't, it bothers you" he started off "but you're not-" I started off but he cut me off. "I'm the only guy you actually argue with, you don't argue with no other guy but me. You literally become mute and don't care with other men but with me you go off like now" He explained.

"I'm not going off I'm just saying you want to have a serious conversation so let's have it" I said with a little shrug. "So you don't think you're part of problem with why we're not together?" He asked as I shook my head making him chuckle. "How am I apart of the problem?!" I questioned. "You don't know how to accept affection and attraction" Johnny said.

"What are you talking about?" I asked in a little laugh. "I can say I love you all day but you think I don't" Johnny said. "Okay but whose fault is that though?" She questioned. "Y/N first off, shut up. I'm trying to fix shit with you and you keep talking. Just listen" he said as I just sat back on the couch and looked at him.

"I know it's my fault because of how i act but also if a guy keeps telling you he wants to take you out, he wants to do things for you and wants you to be his girl then he likes you." He started off.

" You just won't accept the fact that I like you And you Damn sure won't accept the fact that you like me back" He said. "And when i start to try and show affection towards you, you take it as a joke" he added.

"Johnny I-" I started off then looked away from him. I finally looked back at him. "If you know I like you why do you need me to say it?" I questioned. "If you need and want clarification why can't I have the same thing?" He asked as there was a pause.

"Johnny I argue with you because I like you a lot and I'm frustrated" I admitted "frustrated about what?" He questioned. "I'm frustrated because we could've been something instead of waiting til now" I stressed. "You love talking about Reed and sue but what the hell are we doing?" I asked looking over at him as he looked at me.