《Living My Fantasy》29. Green Room
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The host announced the Band SANAM and my name together. I walked and stood beside Sanam. He gave me a formal smile. I returned the gesture. When I saw the song which we were going to sing. It was one of my favorite song from them
'Teri aankhon se'
I started to sing and he joined me. Most of the time he was trying to ignore meeting my eyes and by any chance if our eyes met, he gave me his professional smile.
As we ended this song the next song came up was Kise puchu..hai aisa kyu? Bezubaan sa yeh jahaan hai.
Khushi k pal kaha dhundu...benishaan waqt bhi yaha hai.
Jaane kitne labon pe gile hai
Zindagi se kai faasle hain
Basijte hai sapne kyu aankho main lakiro jab chuthe in haatho se yun bewajah...
Jo bheji thi duaaa woh jake aasman..se yun takra gayi k agai hain laut k sadaa
Jo bheji thi duaaa woh jake aasman..se yunk takra gayi k agai hain laut k sadaa
I looked at him, my eyes begging for his forgiveness Saason na kaha rukh mor liya koi raah nazar mein na aye..
Dharkan ne kaha dil chorr diya kaha chore in jismo ne saaye...
Yahi baar baar sochta hu tanha main yaha. Mere saath saath chalraha hsi yaadon ka dhuaa
Jo bheji thi duaaa woh jake aasman..se yun takra gaye k agai hain laut k sadaa
Jo bheji thi duaaa woh jake aasman..se yun takra gaye k agai hain laut k sadaa...
Aaaaa...aaa..aa...
Oooo....ooo..ooo.oo.ooo.oooo...
That moment I forget everything when he held my hand and we bowed in front of the audience.
On our second bow Keshav held my hand with Venky on his side and Samar on Sanam's side.
We walked off the stage and Keshav hugged me "Chuttki..ah! We missed you so much!"
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"I missed you too." I put my one arm around him because Sanam was still holding other.
"Excuse us guys." Sanam said and pulled me with him.
I walked silently, wherever he was taking me. We entered in a greenroom and he locked the door.
I stood still leaning on the wall. Looking at my foot, cause I found it very interesting, NO! I didn't want to look at those angry eyes.
He stood close too, as I could see his foot. After three years I am meeting him again and I already made him angry with my stupid words which was nothing but those rumors and my over thinking!
"Say something. Scream, shout! Do whatever you want but don't stay silent." I pleaded .
After a few more minutes of heavy silence he finally spoke "So you were scared..of those rumors? " he asked and I nodded "any other reason? "
I remain still and silent, scared that my mouth will not cooperate with me and will made the situation worse. He sighed and took a deep breath moving back.
"Sanam." I held his hand "Please..bhul jao?"
He turned back furiously "Kya bhul jau? How your stupidity spoiled those years? Or yeh bhul jau that you were scared of those stupid rumors!" He punched his hand on wall and I shivered in shock.
"Sanam!" I held his hand to check that it didn't hurt him. He jerked his hands away from mine.
I took it again "Bohout hogaya tumhara! Ab hogayi galti. Sorry bola na maine. Why are you doing this?!" I shouted at him angrily when I saw his knuckles turning blue. "Dekho kya kiya?!"
He remain silent. "Kabse mana rahi hu. Ab maan bhi jau. Kitna ladoge aur kitna gussa karoge?" I asked while taking the first aid box out from drawer and searching for the ointment.
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"I am fine."
"I know. " I held his hand firmly applying the ointment.
"Your knee is bleeding too." He pointed.
"I am fine." I retorted and he looked down at me angrily. "Okay fine!" I rolled my and started to clean my wound, after that I covered it with a band aid.
I stood up, keeping the box back at its place. I shrieked in shock when I turned and saw him standing right behind me, well now in front of me.
"What the!" I kept my hand over my chest, calming myself "You scared the life out me! " I spat. He chuckled and pulled me in a hug.
Quickly I wrapped my arms around him.
"I missed you so much." I said
"I missed you too." I closed my eyes feeling his warmth. I missed this all along. Being so close too him.
"Mote ho gaye ho." I chuckled.
"Mota? Use fit khete hain and what about you? Your hair has grown too." I nodded.
I move out of his arms and walked toward the door.
"Where are you going? " he asked.
"Outside? " I simply replied. He pulled him onto his body and lean on the table. My back resting on his chest.
"Kyu?"
I looked up at him "Kya kyu? To meet K.D and rest."
"Aur main?"
"Tumse to mil liya na."
He chuckled and rested his chin on my shoulder "Nah..not yet."
"What?" I frowned. Is he really the same Sanam who was so angry and using wall as his punching bag?
"Shush..kitna bolti ho." He whispered, his breath sending chills all over my body. Why does he have to whisper? His voice is enough to kill me.
Both of us closed our eyes and stayed like that for sometime more. Just then his phone rang and I jumped off. "Sorry." He laughed as he answered the call.
"Come out man!" Keshav was so loud that even I can hear it clearly.
I laughed and opened the door. We both walked out to them in garden, where they all were waiting.
"Miss. India! Kaha gayab hogayi thi?" Keshav joked.
I hugged Venky and Samar too.
"You guys were talking or wrestling? " Samar laughed pointing at our wounds.
Sanam and I looked at each other and grinned "Sort off...both."
"You two are-"
"Awesome? We know that. " Sanam interrupted Venky and we laughed again taking our seat.
They all scolded me for my stupid deed and I listened quietly.
"Drop it guys. Bohout sun liya." I frowned hiding my face in my folded arms.
"Bohout? You took three years girl! Sunna to padega." Keshav exclaimed.
"Okay...we should really stop it." Samar shook his head chuckling.
"You have always been my Savior 'LOVE'." I addressed Samar the same which I do in most of my post.
"Oye! Your love is here!" Sanam looked at me. I laughed at his expression. "Sorry but Samar has always been my Love." I chuckled. Everyone on table were laughing.
"Haa haa. Is word pe to ise ka copyright hai jaise." He nudged his big brother.
"Woh toh hai chote!" Samar teased him.
Sitting with them, laughing and talking made me feel so comfortable. It didn't look that we met after 3 years and have spend barely 4 days with them.
"Wapas kab jaa rahe ho?" I asked him as we walked to his car.
"Tomorrow, after midnight."
"Only one day?" I looked up at him.
"Commitments. " he shrugged and I walked again. He held my wrist.
"Stay here tonight... with me." He said.
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