《Living My Fantasy》30. Always and Forever
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"Stay here tonight... with me." He said and I turned back.
"I can't. " I whispered, wrapping my hands around myself.
"That time. I was staying alone at Ameera's but now..I am at my home." I explained.
He gave a low sigh as he stood beside me and we were walking again "Kuch to socho. We have only one day. "
"Okay. I'll try." I stopped taking my phone out and dialled mom's number.
"Hello mummy?"
"Haa bolo? How was your performance? "
"It was good! And guess what?!"
"What?"
"I performed with SANAM! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!" Sanam shook his head and I punched him playfully.
"Wow! That's amazing. "
"Yeah. So I won't be able to come back home. " I said and bit my lips waiting nervously for her reply.
"Why?"
"Celebration mummy...." I said extra sweetly.
"But papa?"
"Papa ki koi tension nahi hai. Just say yes mom." I requested.
"Okay fine. "
"I love you, I love You! I love you!" I kissed my phone and then hung up.
"Milgayi permission?" He asked and I nodded happily.
"Toh chalo." He announced as We held each other by waist.
"Kaha?"
"Who cares?" We laughed as we walked aimlessly.
"What about K.D,Sam-"
"Samar is with Suman, Venky with Remy ."
"And K.D?" I asked looking at him and he laughed .
"Where are we going? " I asked examining our surrounding.
"It's your city. I don't know." He simply replied. "Sanam!"
After a short argument we took a cab to his hotel and decided that we will stick around to that particular area.
"The same?" I asked him as we got off the cab. He looked at me,but thinking something, he pulled me inside the cab again and told something to driver.
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After 10 minutes of drive, the driver stopped near a meadow.
"What are we doing here?" I asked him walking on the grass wet from dew with my bare foot.
"Probably walking ? What do you think? " he retorted and I rolled my eyes.
"Stop doing that. "
"Stop what?"
"Rolling your eyes."
"I can't. " I simply replied like he use to do when I requested him to stay away from me.
He pulled me toward himself "mere lines mujhpar hi?" He smiled and I shrugged.
We sat there "Do you remember anything from that night?" He asked.
"Glimpses only." I bit my lips.
"You confessed that you love ne when you were drunk." He laughed at the memory.
My jaw dropped at this revelation "I did what? "
"You heard me." He said.
"God! I am crazy!" I laughed.
He layed down and I layed down too beside him. "I always wan-"
"Wanted to lay like this and look at stars as far as you see?" He completed my sentence.
I rested my head on my palms, supporting with my elbow and looked at him "How do you know that? "
He chuckled "Drunk ". I sighed and layed back. I wonder what else I did that day. He wrapped his arm around me and I kept my head on his chest.
"What else I did that day?" I asked.
"Not much but still-"
"You are are confusing me." I pouted.
"What you did in this three years?" He asked me looking up at the sky.
"Learned to play guitar, singing and loved you more with passing days." I said and he planted a kiss on top of my head.
I closed my eyes feeling his presence "And you?"
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"Music, jamming, games and going through thousands of profiles with your name. " he retorted the last part and I bit my lips "Not that topic again..please." I pleaded.
He remain quite and I said "And I use admire your hood and this.." I showed him the pendant which he gave me "and laugh at our video taken on that ride."
He rolled on my top, filling me with sudden shock."What are you doing? " I asked nervously.
"I use to look at your pictures too,and the video which Suman took before the roller coaster ride was my favorite. " he said looking into my eyes.
His closeness to me, was effecting me too much. I felt hard to breathe. "Sanam." I said his name keeping my hands on his shoulder, trying to increase the distance.
"Hmm?" He nodded slightly asking me what?
Words didn't come from my lips. I shook my head, lost in his eyes.
He chuckled as he layed back on ground and I sat up.
"Abhi bhi mere nazdik ane ghabrati ho?" He asked as he sat up too.
"Abhi bhi?" I laughed "I was never habituated of being close to you."
"Is that so?" He raised his eyebrow and I nodded. "What about..." he brought his face close to mine "that night?" I looked away as I turned scarlet remembering that night. He sat back to his normal position and hummed the same song.
"Yaad hai?" He asked and I smiled shyly.
How can I forget? Our dance,our conversation, my first kiss...our not so comfortable sleep and when he carried me on his arms.
I wrapped my hand around his arm and kept my head on his shoulder "Sab yaad hai." I replied.
"Don't go back, stay with me forever?" I asked him like a five year old.
He smiled "I'll be with you,always." (Always😍 - kya karu potterhead hu 😜😜) He kept hand on my cheek and planted I quick Peck on his palm.
It felt so good whenever I was close to him, when he touch me, when I touch him. Everything about him felt good, I looked in his eyes.
Our eyes were speaking our unsaid emotions, how much we missed each other, how much we love each other.
How can I be so lucky,that a man like him loves me?
I cupped his face, looking in his eyes.
"I love you Sanam." I whispered.
He slid his hand in my hair "I love too.." he kissed my forehead and I closed my eyes were involuntary, feeling his soft touch.
I hugged him and whispered "just stay like this, please."
He wrapped his hands around my waist and nodded over my shoulder. I breath in his smell. How much I missed him.
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