Natasha's POV

After texting Sanam for days when I finally got his reply; I was happy. I was very happy that I got him back; that he was out from his little world which had only Warisha in it. To confirm his reply, I drove to his house and when he opened the door for me, without waiting for his reaction I hugged him, and over his shoulder I saw that little bitch, Warisha standing there with an angry face and to make her feel worse, I began to address Sanam as baby and I succeeded because she marched angrily towards her room, closing the door with a loud bang. I smirked holding Sanam tight.

Just after that Samar came down clearing his throat. This guy always had a habit of being a third wheel. Sanam removed my hand angrily, snapping at me as he walked towards her room followed by me and his brother.

He was calling her name and knocking, actually banging the door impatiently. I couldn't understand why he cares for her so much? She was just an average girl with below average looks. She was nothing compared to me. Then why was Sanam still rejecting me for her?

After a loud scream he closed the door again and Samar asked me to leave. I was mad at him for this but I wanted to make a good impression on Sanam, so I did as I was ask to, and before leaving, I kissed Sanam a bye but he held me by forearm and escorted me out from his apartment. I felt humiliated and angry.

"How could he do that? Has he forgotten the time when he use to do everything to please me? Has his success got over his head that he forgot who I am? I'm Natasha Singh, whom he use to love with everything he had." I said to myself.

If only that bastard didn't enter my life, then I'd still have been Sanam's girlfriend. How could I be fooled by someone like.. Like that Khanna.. Who promised me to make me a star. For that fake career, I left him and after all these years... I'm still a struggling model and Sanam, who was nothing back then is the leading singer of No. 1 band in India.

As if that wasn't enough that my ex-boyfriend was more successful than me; that he started to date the typical girl next door type bitch. Where did he even find her? Such..such dirty little brat and made her a singing sensation of Industry just like himself.

I planned and plotted so much against them; from making Sanam jealous about her friendship with Armaan, sending him to watch Armaan and hers romantic sequence. God! I even created a fake kiss.

When I saw Warisha colliding with Armaan outside the washroom, I saw that her lipstick left a mark on his jacket. Quickly I planned everything. I wiped her lips with the tissue with intention of smudging her lipstick more and I succeeded and she thanked me for that. 😏 I even fooled Armaan to wipe his lips with same tissue that left a faded shade of her lipstick on his lips which he was unknown to.

I made her angry and tried to make her believe that Sanam doesn't love her and I guess that I even succeeded because she believed what she saw. Sanam kissing me. But I still remember what actually happened that day.

I was recalling that day when I saw the similar scene; Sanam walking out from his building. Taking this as my advantage, I made my way towards him. It was still raining.

I kept my hand over his shoulder, he kept his hand over mine but after feeling it, he removed it with a jerk. "You cannot fool me again, Natasha. held" he hissed angrily. He turned and held me by my forearm, looking into my eyes he asked, "Kya mila tumhe, Natasha?" His eyes were narrowed; very angry and hurt. "Why you had to come back in my life and make it hell again! "

"Sanam.. Meri baat-"

"Tumhari baat? Oh please Natasha! Tumhari baat sunkar hi I let you go. You left me for your career. Which I supported then! What do you want now? " he groaned.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for that but I know that you love me. I have realized that now. "

"Love? Didn't you say that we were to young to name our feeling for each other as love, huh? And if you are talking about now.. Then let me tell you that I don't love you."

Hearing this I lost my temper, "Then whom do you love huh? That bitch.. "

"Natasha! " he barked angrily, his eyes were dark. "Not a word against her! "

I took a step back. If I show my anger then I'll loose him forever. I have to play it smartly. Concentrate Natasha. He is still the same Sanam who could be fooled by loving words.

"I'm sorry Sanam. I didn't want to insult her but.. But she didn't trust you Sanam."

He closed his eyes, inhaling deeply and I knew that I was going right. "I know Sanam, I know that what I did was wrong; either it's what I did years ago or that day at the party. But I had always shown my trust for you." I said softly.

"You don't talk about trust, Natasha. You tried to break my trust over Warisha and guess what? You succeeded on doing that because I behaved like a beast to her, punishing her for some mistake which she never did! Giving her all pain which she never deserved. " He looked at me angrily, his eyes were dark with rage. "All this time I behaved like a monster to her, being rude to her. Hiding my feelings for her, punishing myself for punishing her. For being the reason of pain in her life, in her voice, for bringing tears in her eyes." He held me again, "Do you know how I feel when my words makes her cry? Do you know how I feel when I see her crying in my brother's arm because of me? Do you know how I am feeling after making her realize her mistake of not trusting me and not giving me a chance to explain. She must be hating herself now. The pain I have caused her is kill me! I HATE MYSELF FOR MAKING HER FEEL THAT! " He screamed like a maniac.

"Don't hate yourself, Sanam. I love you. I love you the most."

"You love me? " he said bitterly, "Then you must know that; you did hurt me when you left me behind."

He looked at me with a strange hope in his eyes. I wasn't able to understand that hope, but his further words cleared my confusion, "Then, you can help me, tell me, tell me what do you do when you hurt the person you love the most. Tell me. I wanna know. I have hurt her when I love her the most. Tell me what should I do now! " he shook me angrily asking me to help him.

It's still her. Its still that bitch! Then I'll use her name to get you back, Sanam.

"Then make her hate you." I said and he looked at me. "Make her believe that what she saw was real. That you and I... " I hesitated before completing, "are real. "

"What do you mean? "

"Show her that you love me. After seeing that you are happy... We are happy, she'd think that you have actually cheated on her with me and will hate you for that."

He went on thinking about what I said. "Come on, Sanam; Apne pyaar ke liye itna to kar hi sakte ho."

"This will hurt her more."

"As if its hurting her any less now. Socho, agar tumhe itne bura lagraha hai to use kitna lag raha hoga. She must be hating and cursing herself for not believing you, but if you make that lie a truth... Then maybe.. Maybe she won't hate herself.. Hmm? " I was looking at him, waiting for his answer when I saw that little Bitch coming towards us.

"She's coming, Sanam. Tum decide karlo tumhe kya karna hai."

A/N- Hello there! How are you guys doing?

Natasha is really a bitch, isn't she? How she is making Sanam do all this so that Warisha thinks he hates her.. 😣😣😣 He still cares for her, we all know that now. All this while when we thought he was behaving rudely with her, while actually he was punishing himself for what he did in party but Sanam, what you were doing now was hurting her more than what you did that day. I hope realize it soon.

Let me know what think about what he is going to do and about this chapter!

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