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Anushka's point of view:-

"Di,Di!!! You're fine?" I looked up tiredly opeming my eyes and a throbbing head along accompanied by a sore throat .I was still on the cold marble floor in my room and I didn't had to be reminded what happened with me, I thought while I looked at the white floor.

"Get up.." Anu tugged me by my arm to the bed making me sit on it.

"Anushka.. please tell me what is going on?" I glanced at her saying "I..I am okay" I stammered my answer standing up going to my wardrobe.

I felt her following me "You're sure?" I nodded hiding my face from her as I pulled out a random dress from the almirah closing it trying to avoid looking at her in the eyes.

"Di..Tell me na why did..." And I turned to her interrupting her "I will get freshen up okay...I think you also" I said to her in a short breath with my soar throat which hurts from speaking.

I close the door despite of her protest and constant calling.

And turned around locking it. I leaned on the door backwards closing my eyes feeling the warmth of my tears on my face.

"All those hugs and Kisses...they were fake?" I muttered to myself . That's the worst thing!!! I tried to shake it off my mind from it wiping my tears with my hands.

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After about an hour of trying not to think about it anymore which deepened my thinking even more about his words. I decided to go out of my room ... I stepped out closing the door behind me.

I went downstairs sitting on the couch in front of the television picking up a random magazine from the table and opened it to keep myself busy.

I looked down at my phone when it rang and I took it up keeping the magazine down. I didn't wanted to speak much but ..still I answered it.

"Hello Anushka" I was shoveling when I recognized this voice and I stood up astonished "I ... I heard something" he said with an unusual calm tone but I didn't responded anything at all.

"I told you dear, but you didn't listen to me.." he cooed in my ear and I inhaled listening to this.

"Okay If you don't want to talk ..but don't you think we were right?" I saw Anu sitting at the couch in the front and she looked up at me with confusion while I didn't wanted to speak with a sore throat.

"Kya Kar sakte hai? Itni female fans hai uski...and he has also worked with many...girls. I knew he would do this" he said with a regretting tone in his husky voice and I heard him sigh. "Well Don't worry. I am with you... If he's not.Show him that you don't need him" he said with a Mocking tone.

"No.. it's n..not like.." I started coughing due to all the crying and sobbing "Oh ,I wish he loved you too" i felt the tears welling in my eyes

I know he did..love me.

I cutted off the call leaving it on the couch "what happened?"

I looked at Anu when she asked me this timidly but I don't know this myself and I sat on the couch shrugging my shoulders lightly. I palmed my face closing my eyes.

"Let yourself cry...if you feel like it then don't hide it .no one is that strong."

I heard Anu saying in a soft voice sitting beside me slowly and I looked up at her as she smiled and nodded at me assuringly and suddenly felt all the emotions Flowing down my cheeks,my breathing was slowed down but my heart was racing.

I felt Anu pulling me in a hug while I couldn't stop myself but instead I cried more badly while feeling her palm drawing circles on my back.

While I let myself cry all I want ....What happened?

Samar's Point of view:-

"To say you're an awesome idiot is just an understatement!!!"

Ya sure.I know it.

I sighed softly listening to Sanam's another comment on me which was actually taunting me and I deserve it.

I surely do!!!

But still I asked him irritated looking up "but why are you panicking?" I was trying to act casual but I failed and he laughed mockingly at me "OK then... We'll see because Tu khud hi Itna Pareshaan ho jayega." He said shaking his head disappointingly while I answered him "no way."

He finally looked up at me again with concern in his voice and face "she cried because of you man !!! you hurted here" I stood up from the couch of our drawing room

"I don't care, I told about that" I said to him trying to act bold but he laughed mockingly at me "yeah right that's why you were sitting all night you don't care..." I saw him rolling his eyes in irritation.

I suck at falsehood

"You're impossible. You can't live without her..I. Telling you" he told me while going out taking the car keys."Stupid guy!" I heard them muttering.

I literally fell on the couch with my head on my arms crossed on the back of my head and I stared at the white ceiling blankly.

"I ... just Damn!!!" I muttered to myself

I can hear her crying in her room her breathing and soft sobs escaping her lips with a throbbing head.All this because of me strikes my core. I feel my heart pounding in my ears as the adrenaline from earlier subsides and the reality of my actions sets in.

I couldn't help myself .

I did everything that would drive her away from me,to make sure she hates me with every cell of her body.

Giving her a shock,being mean to her, snapping at her , giving her sarastic responses even going as far saying that - You're not good enough!!!

Seriously?

I said that that to her...How far can I go?

I closed my eyes when I felt them getting heavy. I can't imagine how she's feeling..but I did it for you.

Well I was much more mean than I expected myself me to be.

I shook up all my thoughts knowing that I have left her and maybe she will find someone else... I wish she doesn't get caught in Arjun's trap.

How am I gonna stay calm without her?

I started breathing calmly before I letters the sleep take over me.

"Don't try to act hot Mr.Samar you're already too much hot" I chuckled at her reaction and stopped running my fingers through my hir as she continued to scroll down her phone.

I gazed at her sitting on the couch watching her every action and as soon as the house keeping went out of the room I caught her wrists pulling her on me making her gasp in surprise.

I pushed her flicks behind her ear while she struggled to get away from me "Samar...What are you doing?" She said twisting her wrists in mygrip which isn't helping her at all and finally she stopped struggling.

"You also don't have to act hot... You're already too much" and she looked at me in fake astonishment "Well that's not what i thought" and a smirk grew on my face "Well I also didn't knew that you think I am hot but you know what I am" and she said "Ya...I can see your female fans" and I pulled her more hear to me "Wait a little bit we'll see your Male fans" she giggled at this while I admired her smile.

"So we're going to stay like this?" And I grasped her waist pulling her face dangerously near to mine inhaling her fresh fragrance,she smiled softly at me while I nodded at her and she rolled her eyes at this.

"Okay...but not so easily" I demanded while she tried to push herself back with the help of her arms on my shoulders but I refused and she shrugged her shoulders.

"Main hi milti Hoon Kya?" She asked me and I made a confused face "Oh you want me to do this with Keshav or with Sanam?" And she made a fake thoughtful face "Uhmm.... your choice"

"You" I whispered softly leaning her face on my right shoulder while she looked at me with her affection like she always does "Don't leave me alone" she said looking down at running her fingers in my hair and I looked at her making her snap out of her thinking "No way..." I whispered before placing a peck on her lips.

"I want an advance " I told her stubbornly while she shrugged her shoulders pulling back and I gave her a disappointed look to which she pulled my collar placing a soft kiss on my jawline teasing me and brushing her smooth face with mine.

"Bhai.." We heard the knock on the door causing her to pull away making me frown "Kya yaar Sanam?" Irritation was clear in my tone "We were thinking to have Coffee" he said quite unsure to which I replied "Toh ja naa..jaldi jaa!!!" And I looked at Anushka who was enjoying my irritated side with teasing eyes and Sanam called out again "Tu bhi Chal na..." He argued again and I threw the cushions on the floor "Hadd hai yaar!!!" I could see Anushka's amused expression "No no Not Chai ..it's coffee !!!" I cringed at this ..Pata nahi Kya sunta hai isko

I snapped at him "Chup Kar na!!!" Anushka started laughing at this while she stood up and exited the room pulling Sanam with him while he was confused.

"Wait..I will have coffee too" I said while stumbling after them.

"Samar !!! You're insane!!!" I woke up from my light sleep hearing Keshav's voice as he thundered in the room.i at straight resting my head on my arms supported by my knees.

"Are you listening?" He asked to me in a monotone to which I just nodded "Pagal hai kya!?" He asked me with astonishment and concern.

"Keshav... I did what was right.." I muttered as he rolled his eyes taking his back cap off puting it on the glass coffee table while I was just staring at the white floor.

"She loves you" he whispered softly holding me and I shook his hands off "But I don't" Keshav looked at Sanam with a confused face to which Sanam replied my shrugging his shoulders showing uncertainty about me.

"Who said that?" He looked back at me and I nodded "I said that... because I don't" I tried to make them believe this with my tone which was quite serious.

"Are you feelingless?" He inquired putting his hand on my shoulder and I opened my mouth but Sanam cutted me off snapping at me.

"Feeling less?

He's brainless."

His voice exhibiting stress while I glanced back at Keshu who shook his head hung down in disappointement.

"Samar... you're just bothering yourself" he said while I shook my head a No to him and Sanam jumped in again "He thinks it's okay..." And I gave him a nod while Keshav shook me "Samar...you can't" I finally stood up from my seat followed by Keshav while I muttered to him "I have to"

"Oh...fine then ..but I bet you both are going to get restless and by the way you will be the first one" he said going back to the couch sitting behind Sanam who was busy with Yuki.

I need to get her out of my brain...

Although I can't avoid working with her but I need to get ahead now.

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2 weeks later :-

Anushka's point of view:-

"You have already postponed this song ...you need to get Started now..."

I listened to my producer and Ben sir on the conference and all I did was to nod silently.

"And... Anushka , Samar has refused to go with you ...so I think we'll take Armaan with you" My heart skipped a beat when I heard his name but I was surrounded by a strange feeling of anxiety. Oh, so he? Refused..

"If he doesn't want to act with me then...leave me na..why is he removed from the vedio?" I asked them while they shot a Curt answer to me "He wants this... He said he's just gonna be the guitarist and the editor of the song... he'll see up the scenes because it's his written song" I huffed at this while they waited for me to answer them and I finally looked at them "Let's start from tomorrow" I could see the relief on their faces in their nodding and smiling and I muttered to them before closing my laptop "Good night" and finally it's settled.

I laid back on my bed closing my eyes "He doesn't even want to get with me in a vedio? Ya after all I am not good enough.. I didn't thought that a guy like him would do this" I said to myself enclosed in a feeling of hopelessness and felt a little weird he's the writer, guitarist and editor .. He's gonna be there for the shooting.

I love you so much...

I said to him like I do every night and tried to forget everything for a few hours if sleep.

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"Anu... Anu!!!" I said to her getting in her room but I was astonished to see her ready as she said "Ben sir called me" she smiled softly gettibg in her boots while pulling her hair up in a half bun and I closed the door of her room behind me.

"So.. you're ready?" I asked her and she turned to me And she nodded her chin raised up parallel to the ground like some dutchess of Cambridge Or something to which I responded very lamely by shrugging my shoulders locking down in my phone as I swiped away another missed call from Arjun.

Why is Arjun acting like a Guy...a Good guy?

She snapped her fingers in front of my eyes attracting my attention to her ,She looked at me interrogating me while I just decided to let it be and I shook my head negatively.

I can't believe he refused to work with me? Ya...he can..Why can't he? He hates me so much.

I sat in the car silently pretending to listen to the music which I actually wasn't. "I can't understand why did he do this?" I muttered looking at my palms which he held so possessively many times.

The drive was very short then expected and we reached the studio in no time and a strange fear embraced me when the car stopped.

I got out of the car straightening my crop top when it got stuck in the door.

"Hi..?" I turned around to look at Armaan and I greeted him with a bright smile of mine giving him a side hug.

"Nice to see you" I said while the three of us walked together through the lawn of the studio to finally enter the main hall of the tall frame of the well designed studio.

"I just can't wait to work with you... you're so good" he commented and I gave a slight nod with a smile as we entered the elevator.

The silver interior was just as nerve wrecking as that drive for me today because I know it's really hard for me.

After an awkward silent ride we stepped and now his tall lean frame was walking in front of us guiding us through the ways.

I suddenly felt something vibrate in my denim's pocket that happened to be my cell .I stopped getting it out to see mom's text to call her back so I looked up at both of them .

"I will just come..." I said to them while Anu nodded at me while Armaan said pointing his forefinger towards the direction of the room "You know the room right?" I rolled my eyes holding his shoulders shaking him "Stop being so worried" he smiled looking at the floor while Anu giggled at him pulling him to come along and finally he nodded slightly and I dialled mom's number.

She picked it up after a few rings and i greeted her "Hey mom... " I tried to sound cheerful and bright while she said to me in a concerned low voice "Don't try to act like you're okay ...You also know that I know it all" I zipped my mouth at this looking outside at the traffic from the tinted windows of the building "How are you.. anyways dear?" she chirped And I blinked back my tears before they could fall "I ..I am fine" I stammered my answer while she kept quite for about a minute.

"So...do you mind telling me.." and I looked besides again at the window blinking simultaneously . I decided not to talk now "We'll talk later... please" I muttered while cutting off the call, I held the door handle of translucent glass door which prevented from seeing inside the room but suddenly it was pulled by someone before I could push it and I jerked forward bumping in a tall frame.

Damnit!!!

"Crap my phone" I muttered getting on my knees and I picked up my phone.I saw a White cell beside mine and I looked down at it carefully because it looked very similar.I stopped breathing for the split of a second when I recognized it and i shivered when I realized his gaze on still on me.

My eyes travelled up to meet his and the world just stopped for a few seconds.

He took the phone from my hands and stood up and so did I looking at him but he didn't even glace at me and went away but I wasn't really astonished at this ,What would you expect a guy who leaves you after being bored?

I went inside the room and entered the mixing room where all were sitting and I was greeted by everyone with smiles and I sat down beside Armaan on the empty chair and smiled back at him.

"So guys... I think you are ready now?" We turned to look at out director and producer Sid Vashi who entered the room followed by Samar and he silently took a seat beside Armaan so that Armaan was between us.

I intended to listen to Sid instead of being dreadfully ignored and Why do I care?

I forced myself to keep up with Sid's words "So... you're ready with your posing skills right?"

He looked at Armaan and Me and we both nodded at him and he nodded with a smile "and ya...Samar will edit them like he wants..after all he has given the guitar's music" he pointed at Samar drawing out attention to him while He just smiled at him as the response.

I slunge back in my seat realizing why did he refused... because I am in it.

"Anushka... Anushka" I suddenly came out of my thoughts.

I got amused when I saw Keshav in front of me on the floor "You're alright?" He whispered softly to me and I nodded "But..sit at your place na... You're outfit for the shoot will be ruined " he realized it and stood up straighting his shirt and patting his trousers.

I was busy laughing at Keshav when

I saw Armaan looking at me . I gave him an interrogating look but he stopped smiling ..shook his head and looked away.

Weird.

I looked at Keshav confused by Armaan's behavior and he replied by shrugging his shoulders.

He's acting weird... I thought as Armaan stood up with the other guys for the shoot.

Samar's Point of view:-

I literally collapsed on the chair after doing my part in the photoshoot removing my jet black blazer, loosening my tie. I rubbed my temples leaning back and closed my eyes.

Acting like this is so difficult....and I don't even know what is she thinking about the fact that I refused despite of Sid's request because I don't want to make it hard for her to forget me.

The way I pulled the door accidentally . my legs automatically kneeled down with her and I couldn't help but gaze at my love and then next ...behave rudely.

It's like,

Hey your love is here ...now die.

Was she crying at that time? My mind spoke to me but suddenly I heard Keshu's concerned voice

"What happened?" I didn't responded to knowing that he just sat beside me "You're so rude" I looked at him and said "Yeh Mera polite hai..."

"Phir bhi apni aadat se majboor, decent man" I turned to look at Sanam as he sat with me on the other side

"Armaan was blushing in front of Anushka" he told no body in particular but it strikes me now.

I looked at him and he nodded at me telling me that it's true "but it doesn't concern you" he shrugged.

I shook it off "Ya..I ..I don't care.." I stammered my answer and looked at the front where Armaan was posing for his pictures.

Well I Know it's true and ...and I noticed it too but I can't do anything even if I want to..I don't have the right to do so.