Jay's pov:

We walk out of Max's and I can't help but feel sad. The boys are risking there lives all because of me, and they keep fighting with there head vampire for me. If I didn't exist this wouldn't be happening. "You okay?" I hear a voice ask me. I turn around and see Marko looking at me all sad. All the others notice and they stop walking and look at me wondering the same.

Hearing that question made the tears come out. I tried to hold them back but I couldn't. I just felt too overwhelmed. Once they see the tears brimming my eyes they rush over to me all putting there hands on me trying to calm me down. "Tell us love, you can tell us." Dwayne speaks holding sadness in his eyes.

"I feel like you guys are risking your life's for me. I don't want you guys to have to do all that. Maybe if I didn't exist you guys wouldn't have to worry about me." I admit looking down staring at there boots. "Hey, hey don't say that." Paul pushes his finger under my chin forcing me to look up at him. "We all love you dearly. We would risk our lives for you over and over." Paul says.

"We would die for you Jay." David chimes in looking at me sad. "We couldn't live with our selves if something happened to you." Marko says thinking back on it. I feel hands rubbing my back and shoulders. Dwayne rest his hand on my head and caresses it pulling my head back to lean on him.

"So please, please don't ever feel like a burden. Not with us." David shakes his head meaning every word. "Yea chica we're crazy about you." Paul pats my head making me giggle a little. I softly nod making them smile again. David leans in and kisses me. Once he pulls away Paul kisses me. After Paul Marko and Dwayne kiss me. Instantly making me feel better.

"Now you ready for the boardwalk?" Paul says hopping like a hyper child. "Yes." I laugh grabbing his hand. He leads me to the boardwalk while the others follow in behind. The bright lights of the boardwalk shine through the night. Screams of joy fills our ears as people ride rides. The smell of cotton candy and popcorn fill our noses.

"So what ride do you want to go on first?" Paul asks me looking around at all the rides. "Bumper cars?" I ask once I spot the famous ride. "Um hell yea." Paul laughs dragging me to the line. The line is short. Mostly drunk adults wanting to ram into each other. "Do you want to drive?" Paul asks me as we stand near a cart. "No I love it when you do, you make it so much fun." I laugh climbing into the passenger side. "Right on!" Paul pumps his fist climbing into the driver side.

The other boys stand by watching with big stupid grins on there faces. The ride starts up and Paul speeds forward ramming into a drunk couple. "Eek!!" I giggle gripping Paul's arm. "Hold on tight babe!" He shouts above all the loud muisc and loud screams. He turns the wheel to back us up and starts to pull forward again. Another car with a guy in it drives toward us laughing. "SHIT!" Paul yanks the wheel to the left steering us away from the man. I laugh loudly looking back seeing the man ram into someone else.

We feel someone ram into the back of us making Paul shriek. "You fucker! I'm coming for you." He laughs whipping the car around to ram back into the person that hit us. The fun ride ends. We climb out and go back to the boys. "I like your driving skills." I giggle playfully hitting Paul. "Thanks I got a lot of practice." He winks at me. "Marko? Want to go on that Rollercoaster with me?" I poke at his stomach making him chuckle. "Sure why not." He grabs my hand and pulls us toward the line.

After waiting for what seemed like forever we finally get in. We pull the bar down on us clicking us in. "Scared?" Marko leans into me mocking me. "I am not, you?" I smirk. "Not at all." He sticks his tounge out at me. "We'll see." I laugh when the ride starts. Tugging us up the rail. "Don't get scared, but I'll hold your hand just in case you do." Marko mocks again grabbing my hand and holding it.

It shoots us down the rail, wind whipping through our hair. "Ahhhhh!!!" Marko shouts holding on to the rail. "Scared?" I laugh looking at him. "Nope." He shakes his head smirking. After a couple of rounds the ride stops. Feeling like my hair is a rats nest from all the wind. We climb out and meet back up with the boys. "You did good babe!" Paul pats my shoulder smirking. "Thank you." I smile looking back at Marko. His cheeks flushed from the adrenaline.

Next Dwayne went on a ride with me that was swings. It raised you up high in a swing and spun you in a circle. I kicked my legs as we raised higher and higher. "Your ready baby?" Dwayne smiles seeing the ride is about to spin us. I nod as it starts spinning us, faster and faster.

Lastly David went on a ride with me. It was a roller coaster that flipped us upside down. Once we flicked upside down I look over at David with his arms swinging above his head and his hair dangling. He looks at me smirking when the ride brings us back down. "That was crazy huh?" He asks with his hand on my back leading me back to the group. "It was, but I love crazy. That's why I'm with you guys." I laugh.

"We can get even crazier." He winks at me. I chuckled playfully punching his arm.

"Now I want cotten candy." I say once the scent hits my nose. "Already got it for you beautiful." Marko says walking forward handing me some pink and blue cotton candy. "Oh thank you." I blush while picking off some to eat. This night was perfect. I needed this, ever since I was dealing with Ryan I felt so stressed. Now getting to do something for myself with my boys.