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I was still not sure if what we are doing is real. having his lips on mine was a different kind of feeling, a feeling I can't describe. It was magical, sweet and dreamy– I know I sound cheesy but what else can I describe this moment with?

I was gonna pull away feeling heat rushing to my cheekbones but he didn't let me. He swiftly placed his hand on the back of my head pulling me closer to him. My heart pounded like a drum as my knees grew weaker with each second he pushed his lips against mine.

Everything felt like a dream as I inhaled his scent, all along while my eyes stayed close. I sensed his finger tangling a few hair strands of the back of my head as I parted my lips for him to enter his tongue which he did, breath hitched in my throat as he tangled his hot tongue with mine.

My body grew warm as he thrusted his tongue inside my mouth and out. I peeked at him once in awhile, watching his eyelashes fluttering as his brown eyes remained closed.

Feeling all type of heavenly butterflies in my stomach we both pulled out still connected with a thin string of saliva. Loud huffing was heard from me and he stared at me with a playful grin. He wasn't huffing. Strong man I see.

Eventually his grin turned into a smile, love shaped smile which I adored the most.

when I was done with huffing and back to normal breathing, he grabbed my cheeks with both of his hands, squeezing them making my face shape in weird faces that made him laugh, looking at him I laughed too.

That's how he is. Always playful and happy like a kid.

"Why you laughing?" I asked him making him laugh more.

"I can ask that too babe" he poked my nose making both of us burst in laugh again.

Who would have told we were kissing madly a while ago?

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The next day at work was pretty normal except it was taehyung who would call or message me a thousands of time saying he misses me already.

It had already been one year of our relationship but the way we acted was like the first few days. And it's not surprising if the love we share is true.

I was working on my desk when a sudden hand on my shoulder surprised me a bit.

"Woah sorry! You got scare?" It was Heechan. My colleague. He smiled at me brightly but I was still a little surprised. I bowed at him while smiling lightly.

"Yaah don't be so formal. We are like the same age okay?" He said while again smiling brightly.

"Haha okay. So what did you want Heechan?"

"Oh yeah about that! The boss called you"

"Oh then I should go and see him" I stood up but he was still standing there looking at me weirdly.

"Sure" he placed his hand again on my shoulder which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"Uh if you excuse me?"he grinned at my words before removing his hands and making space for me to leave.

"Maybe some other day" he whispered which I couldn't hear.

I was pretty nervous wondering why he called me. I just hoped it wasn't something serious or bad. I hastily opened the door of our boss's office.

"Can I come in sir?"

"Sure Y/N" he smiled showing off his cute sharp dimples.

"You called me sir?"

"Actually I wanted to talk about you Y/N" and that was the moment I started to get more nervous. My boss Kim namjoon who is very serious in work has some issues with me and it's not good. I repeat not good.

"What sir?"

"I noticed you're very inactive towards your work and I often see you messaging and smiling at your phone." Oh God I'm so doomed. "I know you have a life which obviously you should live greatly but that doesn't mean you will give less attention and effort to work" he said calmly.

"I know sir"

"If you know then I want to you to be more active Y/N. You're a great worker and a person so I don't want to behave bad with you. You know how much I trust on you right?" I only nodded feeling guilty for not doing my best and still thinking how much he trust me and I just ruin everything.

"Now I want the energetic Y/N who believes in herself and do everything with passion!" He said smilingly showing his dimples again which made me smile too but a little.

"I will not fail you sir!" I bowed and took leave.

I was feeling so guilty and bad. He's such a nice person to not behave badly and also trust me so much. I can't fail him. But it was difficult. Ignoring tae on work time was one of the most hard work for me.

But I need to do it. For me and for tae.

I know it's his loss too if he always talk with me at his work time. It's not like if he's rich he can't improve more.

I need to stop loving him so much. But how can I?

A loud thud was heard from his house. The antic showpiece which was standing on the rich thick glass table was now shattered in pieces. And it wasn't all. Another vase which was purely made in Egypt was also thrown across the large hall room making more loud sounds.

After throwing some expensive or not expensive things here and there he fell on the floor. He was screaming while gripping his hair frustratingly. Which made his eye go red and fill with salty water. He was mad, sad and frustrated.

The reason why he was acting like this?

Not a matter of money, wealth or family. Not depression,bully or any kind of loss.

It was about Y/N.

Taehyung was missing her. Badly. But the thing which made him this psychotic and violent was Y/N ignoring him for more than One week. It wasn't like she fully stopped talking with him. But she wasn't focusing on him that much. Specially in office hours.

She would talk to him in the night but she was always tired. He didn't know what was wrong. She would say it's nothing or I'll meet you in a few days but that didn't calm his desperate side.

He would've called her thousands of time in office time but she wouldn't pick up the call. Or even leave a message. He wanted to meet her, love her, kiss her and ask what was actually wrong. But he never got the chance to do so.

He calmed himself a little by breathing loudly and stood up going to his room. A large photo hanging on his wall. It was of Y/N. He caressed her cheeks on the photo and kissed the lips.

He smiled to himself before leaving the house.

"Not anymore kitten. You have got some things to explain" he smirked to himself before driving his Car to the only destination his mind had set up on.

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