We were sitting in Xzavier's living room having a movie night before I went home. The only reason I agreed is because I wanted to watch the movie that Sarah has been going on and on about even though it's an old movie I still want to watch it and Xzavier wouldn't let me go until we watched a movie.

Right now I'm fangirling over this one character in the movie as much as it bothers Xzavier I can't help but direct all my attention into him whenever he pops up in a scene. He has stolen my heart who would've thought this bad guy in a movie could steal my heart.

"Wow he's so fucking hot" I couldn't help but say it aloud.

"He isn't even all that" Xzavier tightens his grip on me while watching the movie it was clear that he was aggravated every time he popped in a scene but I could careless.

"Are you kidding the joker is fucking hot!"

"He has makeup on his face what guy does that?"

"Umm him and he makes it look damn good if you ask me"

The movie Suicide Squad continued to play and I continued to swoon over how sexy the joker is , in all of the other Batman movies he was so ugly but always funny but this movie made me see a whole new side of the joker they need to have more of him and Harley Quinn movies by theirselves.

"Their relationship is so fucked up but cute I want something like that"

"You have something like that" Xzavier kisses my shoulder while I watch as the joker takes his jacket off and dives in after her into what looks like acid maybe?

They are so crazy but in love it's adorable. Or maybe I'm just a really fucked up person for thinking what they have is healthy but I can't help but to admire them both.

I think about it and Xzavier is kind of right we are crazy in love but I'm not insane as Harley but he is like the joker in a way. Okay a lot of ways but still I love him.

Does that make me insane like Harley quinn?

The movie is really good and I love all of the characters as bad guys I mean what would we do without them. It cuts to the scene with the joker once again , finally , and I watch as he surrounds himself with knifes on the floor he looks so sad and lonely.

"Aww he misses her"

"I would miss you too if you were to leave me"

"He kind of left her because she couldn't swim though"

"Yeah but that's because he couldn't get her in time and then he needed to break her out so it wouldn't have been smart for them both to end up in jail"

"Your right" I lay back into him and watch the movie more.

It soon comes to an end and I couldn't help the smile I had onto my face. The joker didn't die but I already knew he wouldn't I mean he is the joker for crying out loud when does he die and he busted out Harley Quinn from that prison , their going to live happily ever after and kill people but you know it's life.

"That was a good movie"

"Yeah I liked it"

"Well I loved it , I hope they do one with just Harley and the joker I love their story" I straddle his waist looking into his eyes , he holds my hips in place and rubs his nose with my own. My eyes close in their own accord at the feeling.

"You are my Harley Quinn"

"And your definitely my Joker" I laugh and kiss his lips.

We stay like that for a while before I decided now was the time to go home. Of course he tried to get me to spend the night but I said no and promised I would on Friday which is tomorrow so he agreed.

When we finally reach my house I kiss him once , twice , three times before grabbing my school bag and almost making out of the car. Almost.

"I'm going to be so lonely tonight why can't you just stay?"

"Because baby I have to go home I can't just stay and plus we spent spring break together"

"Yeah but that was then this is now and I want to cuddle you my bed always feels cold when you aren't with me"

"It's not like I can just move in Xzavier I have a home" he smiles and I already know the look that plays on his face.

"Move in with me then"

"I can't do that and I have parents who aren't going to let me so no"

"But what if they say you can and your turning eighteen in a couple of months so why not"

"I'll think about it"

"Liar"

"I will" I say truthfully this time , but I already know once little Jacob is here I'm not going to want to leave home.

I give him one more kiss before stepping out of his car.

"Bye puddin" I tease him , using the same name Harley calls the joker.

"Bye kitten" he winks at me before driving off.

I walk inside of my home and greet my parents before going to my room and getting ready for bed.

Once I'm finished I lay awake thinking about what Xzavier said earlier , moving in with someone is a very big step even if your In love with each other.

But another side of me , the biggest side of me is telling me I should. It's telling me that living with Xzavier would be nice and I'll be happy with him , it's telling me that I shouldn't wait and you only love someone this way once. I try and find any other con other then my little baby brother who is also on the pro side too.

Seeing as I can give my parents a break while me and Xzavier watch him for a night or two or three depending if I wanted to give him back or if they ask.

Thoughts of Harley Quinn and the Joker come to mind. Are we really like them?

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