It's been a month since I last seen Xzavier , physically of course, he FaceTimes me a little but that's about it. I could tell that he's in agony about this whole ordeal but it's best for the both of us.

I have been missing him of course but every time I find myself wanting to just go over to his home I stop myself , I can't weak about this. I'm the one who thought about this little Arrangement so I have to follow through with it.

Speaking of him , he's calling right now.

"H-"

"Hey kitten! How are my two girls doing? Do you need anything? I can come by and drop whatever you need off" I laughed lightly from his enthusiastic tone. He's always trying to make a way to get over here , he's adorable.

"No I'm fine baby , how are you?" He sighed and I could almost see the frown on his face.

"I'm not fine" his voice was now defeated. "I miss you so much kitten , when can I see you?" I sighed before answering his question.

"I don't know yet Xzavier, we need more time a-"

"Ugh! I'm trying to be understanding kitten , I really am but me not being next to you is killing me! Especially at this time , you need me and I know our baby wants me there" he was correct , whenever I hear his voice or see his face my mood becomes the happiest I've ever felt. I don't throw up or constantly have cramps, he's like my own personal medicine.

"I know baby and I'm proud of you lasting this long but just a little while more okay , I promise it'll be worth it" I tell him sweetly , he sighed loudly before saying a faint fine.

"And no pouting , I hate when your pouting and I can't kiss it better" I don't know where this motherly side of me was coming from but I knew Xzavier liked it all the more. Usually he's the one who's dominating but now it seems that I have the upper hand , I guess being pregnant does have its perks.

"I know , I'm sorry I just miss you so much. I haven't slept peacefully since you left ,my heart hurts at night once I realize I can't hold you" I wanted to cry so bad , damn these heightened emotions of mine.

"Aw baby it's okay" damn these tears that slipped from my eyes , I was now a sobbing mess telling him how much I'm sorry which he comforted me as always.

"I agreed to this also so there is no need to be sorry kitten. Listen to me , we're going to get through this kitten , I love you please stop crying , for me?" I finally calmed down and listened to his soothing words , he sure does have a way to make me feel okay.

I never knew about him not being able to sleep properly, it never crossed my mind actually. When I sleep I'm out like a light and there is no waking me up unless your Jacob but if not I'm in one hell of a grumpy mood. I guess my baby really likes to sleep.

We talk some more and than end up into our usual conversation every since we started this. Hell ask when I'm going to come see him for at least a day or an hour but I always tell him I don't know to which he's disappointed and angry.

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I was still into a very deep discussion with my kitten about our baby girl.

"What if it's a boy?" She'll ask every time I say 'daddy's little girl' to which I reply.

"Don't say things like that , your going to jinx it kitten. How we need to find a name for her but I'm fine with calling her daddy's girl" we'd laugh and talk about what kind of parents we want to be to our child and overall we were going to be a damn good team.

It's been hell not having her around , the house feels empty and dull without her brightening it up with ever step she took. I love her so much I don't know what to do with myself sometimes , I was never scared to love her because I knew that one day we'd end up like this but never did I think it would happen so soon. It doesn't bother me not one bit , I know I'm going to be a father to our daughter regardless of anything.

"I have to go now baby" I wanted so bad for her to just stay on the phone while I went to sleep but I know how that ended last time with her phone falling off the bed onto the floor and shattering.

"Already we've been on the phone for like-" I check the time on the screen "eleven and a half hours" I whined.

"You called me at ten , and that's a long time"

"Not long enough" I mumble but I know that she still heard me.

"I'm sorry but call me tomorrow Okay , we love you so much..daddy" she's such a tease , I swear when I get my hands on her-

"Goodnight , sleep tight , don't let the bedbugs bite" I smiled and said my good nights to the most wonderful people in my life , my two girls.

Once we hung up I was sad again , I didn't want to go up to the room we shared and try to go to sleep. I just wanted her to come and lay with me , I know then I would have the best sleep of my life.

This whole month I've probably gotten at least five hours of sleep in total , my body just doesn't want to sleep without her soft touch. I can't believe I lasted this long without dying I mean I probably would have if it wasn't for my two girls.

My doorbell rings and I lazily got up from my couch to answer it , I wasn't in the mood for anyone unless it was my kitten at my door step whoever this is will be getting the door slammed in their face.

I open the door with a tired sigh and looked at the person. My eyes went wide and my mouth hung open, there stood my kitten with Her duffle slung over her shoulder.

She was so beautiful and I could see the little pug in her stomach that symbolizes the life we created inside of her. She smiled and took a step forward until she was right under me.

"Kitten ,h-how?" I was stunned , we just got off the phone and she was telling me she didn't know when she would come and see me.

"I wanted it to be a surprise, are you surprised?"

Words couldn't form in my mouth and I couldn't control my emotions that suddenly showed , my eyes welled up and before I knew it a tear slipped. I could careless about these tears , I was happy that my kitten came home. I missed her so much just seeing her now made me break down to my knees in front of her.

"Baby , please don't cry , your going to make me cry. Xzavier baby , get up it's okay" I hugged her small frame into me and cried all the tears that could fall , I didn't realize how much I missed her but now I guess I did.

She caressed my hair and touched every part of my face with her soft little hands , I loved this. It was just us now and I had her all to myself.

But for how long.

"How long are you staying kitten?" I asked with hopeful eyes as I stare up at my gorgeous fiancé.

Please say forever.

"Until I feel as if we need a break"

Okay so I can't do anything to piss her off , I have to make things work out and not be the petty Xzavier I am. If it keeps her here than I'm all in for it , I was going to be on my best behavior.

I was going to tell her that I was happy she was here but before I did she smashed her lips into my own and kissed me with so much passion, I missed these lips. I missed the way her lips felt against my own and I loved the way she tugged on my hair to deepen the kiss. Fuck I loved everything about this girl.

"Now , let's get you to bed" I rose up from my knees but held her close to my side still.

We made it to our bedroom where she undressed me herself. This was new but I didn't dare stop her , this was her body as much as it was mine and she could do whatever she wanted because I was hers as she is mine.

"Lay down" I obeyed and laid on my side of the bed but she didn't get in with me.

"Aren't you coming to bed kitten?" I question her with a confused expression.

"Yeah just not yet" I reached for her but she pulled back causing me to let out a very unexpected whimper. I had separation anxiety and I wanted to be near her always but she kept pulling away from me.

"Xzavier I'm just going to go and get a snack from downstairs , I'll be back I promise"

"I'll come with you" I stood up and wrapped my arm around her , she sighed and grabbed my hand leading us both back downstairs.

"Your such a baby" she told me as I rested my chin on her shoulder while she made herself a sandwich.

"Only yours" I smiled and pecked her neck , she giggled and gave me a side glance.

"Right. Only mine"

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