So I had an interview with @Physcogurl4evr so you can check it out if you want

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Staring at the white blankets on Tyler's bed I twirl a loose thread around my finger and rest my other hand flat on the bed. Im seriously contemplating life at the moment: the fact that I hate Marcus even more and the second fact that Sam isn't waking up.

She should be waking up, shouldn't she?

"You scared the crap out of her Marcus," I hear Tyler speak, it's true; he freaked me out. I found my best friend laying on the grass and her neck was snapped, and Marcus did it to her! I can't believe him!

"I know and I didn't mean to Tyler. Sam wants to be a vampire, so I gave her the gift she wanted and I'm sorry that I scared Shae I didn't expect her or you to show up," Marcus sighs.

"Firstly, I live here so you should've expected it. Secondly you shouldn't have turned her, she's only 19 and she has her life ahead of her. Or at least couldn't you have been a little more gentle?" Tyler sounds frustrated, I would be too because it's Marcus... somehow I'm crying even though I know that Sam will come back. But not human. Will things change now that she's a vampire? Will she try and eat me? I will be the only human in the group. I feel lonely now.

Don't call me a baby because I'm crying, I'm human and I feel. I'm so tired of people always judging others if they cry, it's so heartless and rude!

I feel like if Samantha becomes a vampire everyone would leave me, maybe I'm stressing because I'm on my period. I wonder if they can smell the blood? Ew, that's disgusting! I'm an emotional wreck at the moment, "well she wanted to get it over and done with, I don't know why her ears bled..." Marcus trails off in confusion.

"We will continue this discussion soon, I got to check on my mate," I stare at the blankets pretending that I wasn't listening when Tyler shows up in a flash. Damn you vampire speed!

I look up at him and he crouched down beside the bed, he runs his two thumbs across both of my cheeks, effectively wiping away the salty tears that kept on forming which was very irritating. He sighs sadly and leans forward to press a chaste kiss on my forehead.

"I hate seeing you cry," his rough thumb slides across my top lip as he studies my face.

"Well, I can't help it," I mutter sourly.

He shakes his head. I seriously will grab anything that is wooden and drive it through Marcus's heart.

"She is going to wake up," he reassures me, I sigh and bite my lip looking into his beautiful blue eyes.

"It's been 2 hours Tyler, I can tell you're confused as well," I whisper looking down at the white sheets yet again.

"Are you bleeding?" He blurts out searching my body for any signs of a rise or a scratch. I blush, so he can smell the period... talk about embarrassing.

"Um..." I trail off, "yeah I am," he looks at me worriedly.

"Where?" I blush a deep red and he raises an eyebrow in confusion to why I'm blushing. Does he not know about periods?

"I'm on my period," I firmly close my mouth shut, his eyes widen a fraction and he scratches the back of his neck awkwardly.

"O-oh, right... um, I'm sorry," he chuckles, "I wasn't expecting that... at all."

I smile and whisper, "I know."

"Well I need to speak to Marcus," he mutters, I nod and he walks out of the room, great move period. You had to come today.

Well he would've smelt it anyway if it was due on another day... I stand up and paddle my way to the door. Hushed whispers make me lean against the wall next to the door and listen in on their conversation. "I-I don't understand," Marcus sounds confused as ever.

"It's been 2 hours Marcus, she isn't waking up," Tyler hisses at him. My heart rate accelerates, no. I can't loose my best friend!

"But I gave her my blood!"

"Yeah, and I don't know why I didn't work but if she's really dead.... Shae barley has anyone in her life at the moment, she doesn't really see her brother or her father since he lives quite a while away. She isn't on good terms with her mother, she doesn't like you, she's not as close with the rest of us so who is she going to have if her best friend is gone? Of course I will be there for her but I'm not going to make up for her best friend Marcus," Tyler growls out in frustration.

"I have no one important in my life but you and her, don't you get that?" I slide down the wall and shake my head. She can't be dead, she can't really really be dead like more dead than a vampire.

"AND SHAE IS IMPORTANT TO ME! She will be so broken, the pain will be too much and do you know how much it hurts to even think about your mate feeling like that? Wait... YOU KILLED YOURS!" Tyler shouts, I flinch at his tone.

"OH SHUT UP TYLER!"

"She's not waking up and she isn't going to wake up, what am I going to do? I don't want Shae to hurt but she's going too," my breathing becomes erratic and my heart clenches, it's like I can only hear my heart. I never knew slow motion moments were real. I'm running out of the room screaming my head off at Marcus, shouting brokenly, "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS! I HATED YOU BUT I TRUSTED YOU! I trusted you with my best friend and you just broke the little trust I had in you!"

Tyler grabs my arm forcing me to look at him, he shakes me. I can't breathe. I push out of Tyler's arms and charge towards Marcus and shove at his chest, the tears streaming down my face like waterfalls.

"YOU KILLED HER!" I cry. I take big gulps of air but nothing seems to help me breathe, Tyler grabs my hand trying to calm me down but I just shout at him. "TYLER HE KILLED MY BEST FRIEND! A sister to me!" I never knew that a person could feel so much pain, at times like these I wish I didn't feel at all. But vampires don't have to feel. I turn to Tyler.

"Shae-"

"Turn me," I beg, "turn me! I don't want to feel this way Tyler, I don't want to feel so much pain," I grab a fistful of his shirt and look into his heartbroken and lost blue eyes.

"I'm not going to turn you, you will regret it. Shae I'm not just going to turn you because you can feel too much pain, it hurts me knowing how much pain you are feeling but I just can't," he shakes his head like it's a bad idea, "I can't when you aren't stable."

"DON'T YOU GET IT! HE-" I point to Marcus whose head is in between his hands, "-HE DESTROYS HAPPINESS. He destroyed my happiness."

Tyler wraps his arms around me, "we can do something Shae, it's okay we will try to get her to wake up."

"How can you be so sure?"

"Just trust me," I nod giving him a quick hug but I release him a moment later and face Marcus.

"I don't want you anywhere near me, I don't want you in my life because this is your fault," I spit.

"Shae... she asked."

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