"Please come back to me, I need you!" He turns his back to me and walks away.

"Please come back to me, I need you!" It repeats, why is the dream repeating? He smirks at me and tauntingly walks away very slowly.

"Shae!" My eyes open and I gasp, I look beside me to see Amy and Sam. They are staring at me with worry, I sigh realising what happened. "You had enough dream about him, didn't you?" Sam asks, it's been two weeks and he's disappeared since that day that he came into the woods at night. We haven't seen him since, it's like he's totally disappeared. The news reporters and newspapers have stopped mentioning the killing which means he either isn't killing anyone or he's compelling people. And since he's gone it's been too real, I dream about that night every night; what I could have said and done to stop him from leaving me. And the possibilities of what he could've said to me.

"Yeah," I mumble quietly. I feel bad, I've been waking up everyone because all it ends in is a terrible nightmare. Then they wake me up and I have a sore throat from most likely screaming. I look outside, it's completely dark; they both sigh and rub their eyes tiredly. "It's okay, you guys get some rest I probably will stay awake," it can't be too long until the sun rises. They look doubtful but I shake my head so they stand up and leave, I sigh softly.

For these past two weeks that he has disappeared my stomach has gotten bigger, not big like a balloon but big. Balloons aren't even that big but I couldn't think of anything else. But it's noticeable and I wish Tyler was here to watch our baby grow, being pregnant has also made me more emotional so don't judge me when I say tears fall from my eyes at the thought of him not being here. I'm pretty sure that if I wasn't pregnant than I still would've been crying. I miss him.

Where is he right now? Is he making bad decisions? Surely Tyler would be because his emotions are off, he can't feel a thing. The door bursts open disturbing me from my thoughts, I spin around to see a panting Eddie. "He's here," my eyes widen at what he says in understanding, I immediately run out of the room and down the stairs. All I need to do is see him, when I'm outside I notice him; his black tousled hair, his olive skin, the stubble that is on his jaw, his ice blue eyes. He looks at me, his eyes don't waver from my face and he smirks. Marcus also stands there trying to get him to turn his humanity back on, but of course if won't work; he needs a reason, he needs to do it for something. And I know that something.

"Marcus," I mutter, he stops his talking and looks at me then my belly and nods staying silent. I walk closer over to Tyler, he stays rooted to the ground with a blank face. "Tyler, just turn back on your humanity, please," I knew that it wasn't going to work but it's worth a shot. I wanted to see if he'd turn on his humanity for me but he can't feel for me at the moment I guess. "So guess what happened," I whisper, he tilts his head to the side.

"What?" He replies, I clear my throat awkwardly.

"Tyler, I get that you're hurting. You just found out that your mother was really dead and all that torture was for nothing. We know that you killed Alejandro and we understand, you won't be hated or called a monster for all that you have done while your humanity is off. But you need to trust me, you need to trust that I can be your shoulder to lean on, that I will be there for you. But when you have your humanity off you aren't letting me." Did I mention that Alejandro was found dead, he was sitting on the seat slumped, he had gashes over his body and his clothes were ripped. His mouth was tied with a piece of fabric cut from his shirt, he was just dead. And I know that Tyler made it painful.

Tyler smirks, hiding his emotions that I already saw. He wants to come back to me, I know it. But he's just scared, scared of feeling. But we are all meant to be human and being human means feeling. "Why would I change? I'm perfectly fine at the moment," he scoffs then a grin settles on his face.

Well that didn't work. "I'm pregnant," I blurt out, he freezes and looks down at my enlarged belly they my hand is resting on. "You wanted me pregnant. I remember someone telling me that if the male wants the female pregnant then she can get pregnant. Why did you want me pregnant Tyler?" I can see it, his humanity on this surface just about to be pulled out and shown to the world. "I deserve an answer, you know that," he finally rubs a hand over his face and sighs quietly.

"There were so many emotions in me when we had sex that last time, okay? I was thinking about starting a future with you and I have always wanted to have children with you, you were doubting my love for you. I don't know what came over me. I wanted to prove that I love you and I was trying to hold in the emotion but I was vulnerable at the time, so all my emotions came out then my release came and I was feeling unexpected feelings. I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to happen; in some twisted f*cked up way I wanted you pregnant so that it gave me more of a reason to turn my humanity on, then in another way I wanted to prove my love for you then in another emotion I wanted to have a child with you. More of the last two reasons," he quietly explains. Everyone can see it- his humanity coming to the surface.

"If you really loved me you'd be here for me," I whisper. "You wanted to prove your love for me but then you left me? That makes no sense. You can't do that! I have been carrying your baby for three weeks, Tyler; THREE WEEKS!" I cry, tears fall down my face and I sob. Why do I have to be so emotional? He takes a step forward then he walks towards me and a tear falls from his eye. His humanity is back on.

He pulls me to his chest and hugs me tightly, "I'm such a bad person, I'm such a bad boyfriend, I'm such a bad mate. Oh god, I killed people! I hurt you! I left you! I left you after getting you pregnant!" He sobs, I grip his hair as he cries and I can't help but cry too. It's affecting him, killing those people, leaving me, his mum's death. Hurting me emotionally. Everything's too much and he's sobbing uncontrollably, I don't think anyone's seen him this vulnerable and upset from the surprised and sad looks that are looking at the two of us. We are standing outside where anyone can see us and everyone is staring. Some even shed a tear at seeing their leader crying.

"Tyler it's okay," I hold his blotchy face between my hands but he doesn't stop crying, "deep breaths. Deep breaths," he takes some deep breaths but it doesn't seem to be working, so I kiss him. He kisses me back slowly, his hands grip my hair and he doesn't stop. His kiss is passionate and loving. "I love you," and I always will, I've already forgiven him because how can I not forgive him? He was going through a rough time and when his emotions were off he just didn't care. He was another person.

He pulls back and stares into my brown eyes, "I love you so much Shae." I smile and hug him tightly, he's more calm now.

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"Okay, so what colour would you like your majesty?" The hairdresser smiles at me, I've decided to cut my hair and get a colour change. A darker brown looks good.

"That colour please," I point to the dark brown, she smiles.

"Great choice!" She walks away to get the stuff and I look over at Amy and Sam who give me a thumbs up. I'm cutting my hair up to my shoulders I've decided. The lady comes back out with a whole lot of things then gets started.

"Do I even want to look?" I say, they chuckle and I take a deep breath. "I think you're gonna love it," the hairdresser who I have learned is named Emma. She spins the chair around to face the mirror and I look at myself, my hair is now a dark brown and it reaches my shoulders. My hair kind of matches my dark eyes, I don't look bad.

I smile and squeal hugging Emma, then I hug my friends. "Wait till Tyler sees you, he's gonna get all excited," Amy winks and I look away in embarrassment. After paying and thanking Emma we walk back to Tyler's house which everyone seems to stay at. "WE'RE BACK!" Amy shouts very loudly, we walk into the lounge room where all the guys are sitting.

Eddie's mate is actually so nice, she's a beautiful girl and her name is Emma. Her hair is orange, her eyes a green, her skin is pale, she's a vampire and she's taller than Amy, Sam and I. "OH MY GOD YOU LOOK SO GORGEOUS!" Layla screams when she sees me, they all look at me and I smile shyly. I look at Tyler, his mouth is dropped open and he's looking at me in awe. He stands up and slowly walks over to me, I twiddle with my fingers nervously.

"You look so beautiful," he whispers.

A smile spreads out onto my face and I grin, "thank you." He smiles and places his hand on my big belly, he rubs it and kneels down looking at me for approval; I nod. He lifts my shirt and presses a kiss to my stomach.

Click! Click!

I sigh when I realise they are taking photos of this moment, but I'm not going to stop them because this is a moment that's important and special. A moment that we need to remember.