《Ashtray/Javon/Stanley imagines》𝗗𝗢𝗡𝗧 𝗕𝗟𝗔𝗠𝗘 𝗠𝗘 - 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗡𝗟𝗘𝗬
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❝𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙽𝙻𝙴𝚈❞
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Don't blame me, love made me crazy
If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right
Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life
Love made you do the most unlikely things, but probably never kill anyone...with powers. If you're not deeply in love enough to do that, are you even doing it right,? Stanley Pitts is my boyfriend, the one i love most. Hes like a drug that i'll never leave.
I've been breakin' hearts a long time, and
Toyin' with them older guys
Just playthings for me to use
Something happened for the first time, in
The darkest little paradise
Shakin, pacin', I just need you
Now, i'm not gonna lie but...in the past, i did mess with boys alot and teased them then eventually just left them. I toyed with their feelings. Then I found Stanley, he was way different to the others and i liked that. He actually showed me that he loves me and still does, i really need him in my life.
For you, I would cross the line
I would waste my time
I would lose my mind
They say, "She's gone too far this time"
I would do ANYTHING for that boy. I'd make time to see him, i'd help him with any problems or comfort him if he needed it...but i never would've thought that I would completely lose my mind and kill someone. I even heard Luther whisper "Shes gone way too far now" which...he wasn't wrong about.
Don't blame me, love made me crazy
If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right
Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life
Don't blame me, love made me crazy
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If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right
Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life
I stood in front of the body, struggling to breathe and looked down at her, the girls arms were snapped and blood was everywhere. I was in so much shock, Stan stood behind me. I thought maybe he was terrified of me but...he wasn't. He gently wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into him. "Calm down, love, calm down." He whispered softly into my ear and told the others to leave the room. Him comforting me made me fall deeper in love.
My name is whatever you decide
And I'm just gonna call you mine
I'm insane, but I'm your baby (your baby)
Echoes (echoes) of your name inside my mind
Halo, hiding my obsession
I once was poison ivy, but now I'm your daisy
I learned to do whatever Stanley said, to make me a better person. He also calls me the sweetest nicknames for example: sweetheart, baby, darling or love. I call him mine, trouble, or baby because I love them. People say I'm insane but they don't know that i'm his girl, and he accepts me no matter what. Some others refer to me as poison ivy but now Stan has helped me become a better person, i was now "sweet as a daisy" ugh, as if!
And baby, for you, I (I) would (would) fall from grace
Just (just) to (to) touch your face
If (if) you (you) walk away
I'd beg you on my knees to stay
I would still do anything for him, even if it meant killing was involved. And if he eventually walked away and left me for that, i'd get on my knees and beg him to stay, no matter how long it takes me.
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Don't blame me, love made me crazy
If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right
Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life (yeah, ooh)
Don't blame me, love made me crazy
If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right
Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life
The Hargreeves often ask me; "why do you do this stuff?" And i always reply with a simple, "love made me crazy, it always makes people crazy" Allison agreed to that statement, because after the loss of her daughter Claire and the fact that the little girl doesn't exist, made her remember how much she loved her. She totally understand it. Nobody could blame me for protecting and loving Stanley, they actually didn't mind until it came to murder...
I get so high, oh
Every time you're, every time you're lovin' me
You're lovin' me
Trip of my life, oh
Every time you're, every time you're touchin' me
You're touchin' me
It came to the point where it felt as if i was high whenever Stan even spoke one loving word to me. One simple "hey darling" would make me drop to the floor in a 10 second trip. And his simple touches like hugs, kisses or hand on my thighs would drive me crazy. But weirdly...the good kind of crazy?
Every time you're, every time you're lovin' me
Oh Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life
Usin' for the rest of my life, ohh-oh
His love as a whole was like a new drug being tasted each second and I would love to be with him forever, the rest of my miserable yet adventurous life, a life where i have telekinesis which i can easily kill people with which often wasn't fun...
Don't blame me, love made me crazy
If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right (doin' it right, no)
Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life (oh)
Don't blame me, love made me crazy (ooh)
If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right (you ain't doin' it right)
Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for (I'll be usin') the rest of my life (I'll be usin')
I get so high, oh
Every time you're, every time you're lovin' me
You're lovin' me
Oh, Lord, save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be usin' for the rest of my life
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