Our love one can give us pains and they are the only one that can remove it all like a blink of eye.

DWIGHT POV.

Along the way home the breeze of the wind keeps blowing on my mind the ride is so peaceful but my mind and heart where in contrast. I keeps on seeing her face smiling at me every place that have a memory of her slowly flashing back on my mind.

If I can just turn back the time that she’s with me I might make her smile everyday but I can’t, I know its too late to make her see the whole world.

The woman walking along the road caught my attention, a long curly hair cascading down her back freely. She smile showing her white pearly teeth the looks on her eyes is amazing with her small petite body. Her features is similar to my wife I quickly park my car on the side of the road and find her along a couple of people but she vanished. I keep on finding her hoping that I can see her but she disappeared in the crowd. Maybe my eyes betrayed me thinking that they where look alike. I freed a heavy breath and climb on my car thinking that I missed her so much thats why I always see her.

As I go home silence greeted me I sit on the sofa of the living room exhausted from my own agony. It looks like the funeral takes place in my moms home, a few days and a months ago this is my favorite place I always come home early knowing that I will see my wife.

But right now every parts of this place reminds me of her, this set a burning ache in my chest. I put all of my belongings in the chair deciding to go in my mom’s home to see her. A car engine can be hear outside and the door opens revealing a girl with a lot of plastic bags in her hand she looks like she come from a mall. She remove her shoes and wear a rabbit slippers as she face me my breath turns to a halt she’s the woman a while ago.

Her eyes goes wide she look shock seeing me but then she smile at me. You look like my wife but your more petite than her, your hair is more longer and the color of your hair is out of this world are you twin or what? I ask her and I think that my brain wasn’t running appropriately.

Upon hearing what I said she just rolled her eyes at me, you became crazy goshhh I don’t have any twins and she walk pass me.

I walk following her what did you say? I ask her but then instead of answering she hit my head with the toy and tell me that I heard what she said why do she need to repeat it.

Are you telling me that your my wife, do you go under a surgery to copy her features huh don’t you dare play with me woman. My wife is dead don’t you dare to disrespect her funeral going in here and copying her I tell her madly.

So your telling me that I was dead and I am in funeral the fuck of you Dwight if you just mind opening your phone so that it wasn’t uttering the call is unattended. Give me your phone and I will going to break that into pieces for being useless. If you just mind to open all of your accounts maybe you will be there when I wake up she told me just like a one breath and she looks irritated.

The thought that she’s my wife that I keep on pushing afraid that I might hope for nothing turns to erupt. Looking at her right now the way her eyes goes small, the way she move and the way she talk I completely recognize her. I laugh in front of her confuse of what I felt I didn’t even notice that slow and warm tears started to flow from my eyes. Yes I don’t look like a man right now but for me I am fully a man in front of her accepting that I am only a person. I feel pain, I get mad, I laugh, I cries because I am only a human. Being a man doesn’t mean that crying is inappropriate I am a man who love her. No matter what happen I will be a real man for her only for her.

They told me that your dead are they making some funny jokes well that wasn’t funny at all I said to her and I feel like sadness is visible in my face and voice. She look at me and smile at me contently, Dwight if your not an idiot for scaping into the world turning off your account how can you know that I am alive. They tried to tell you that my life where back when they try to revive me for so many times. Mom never lost hope when the doctor said that I am dead mom accept it but she still try her best to bring my life.

I don’t even know that I am lying in there for long but I hear some voices I hear mom’s and my sisters cries but I never heard your voice its dark and I keep on finding all of you I got worried not hearing your voice. For the last minutes of my life in a matter of life and dead I can’t help to feel worried I really love you Dwight she said and smile at me sweetly while her eyes started to be teary.

I laugh and hug her savioring the moment, this is like a second life for me xenia I tell her seeing and knowing that your alive makes me alive once again. I feel like bloody dead before I don’t know where to start I even thought of following you. But Jeon needs me and the moment I read your letter you give a light that guides me but hearing the news from my mom brings a misery in me. I wish that time that I rather die instead of you the pain is unbearable it kills me big time I tell her while hugging her tightly I didn’t even notice that warm tears is falling from my eyes.

She try her best to take a glimpse of my face but I keep on hiding but she’s too persistent upon seeing my face she quickly wipe my tears. Don’t cry Dwight I don’t want to see you like this it was breaking me do you remember what I told you what your heart feel is what my heart feel its following the same beat. She tell me and hug me tightly, I miss you Dwight but I miss Jeon too she tell me smiling at me sweetly.

Jeon cries echoed in the whole place and xenia run towards him he was on his cribs, here in the living room how come I didn’t notice him. She carry him and Jeon laugh seeing her mom the moment he look at me his laugh echoed more and his wiggling his feet and hands chanting papa, I quickly carry him and hug him kissing his forehead. This is my family the only one who can break and complete me.

This story will soon to end I hope some will appreciate my work and some will support my work. Thankyou for reading and godbless😘