As soon as we got home, I didn't want to see mika or uncle Theo so Karter and Alaric took me to our bedroom. We stayed in bed cuddling while I cried. Why can't Kobe be happy for me? Every time something good happens Kobe has to make it bad because he thinks he can control me. He always makes Karter angry and make him lose control.

"I'm so sorry you got hurt doll. I'm so sorry." Karter whispered to me while I cried.

"I hate him. I hate him so much." I sobbed. "Why is he never happy for me? For us?"

"I don't know baby. But if you don't want to see him, we can always ask your dads to come here." Alaric sighed cuddling me to his chest tighter.

"Is it my fault we have a pup? Is that why Kobe get mad at me?"

"No baby, not one bit." Karter reassured me. "It was me and Alaric, but we wouldn't change anything. A pup is such a good thing, a blessing from the moon goddess. Don't let Kobe get you down about having this pup."

"Okay." I sniffled and hid my face into his chest with Alaric laying behind me. They both held me close like I'd fall to pieces if they let go.

"I need the toilet." I mumbled and sat up. Both their arms left me making me feel cold with the presence of my mates, but I really needed to go so I got up. Entering the bathroom, I closed the door behind me and sat down.

My heart sank and tears clouded my vision. Blood pooled my underwear and I knew then this wasn't meant to happen while I was carrying my pup. This wasn't good at all. Getting up, I opened the door and fell to my knees sobbing. Immediately Karter and Alarics arms were around me holding me as I sobbed. I know I failed my pup. Unborn and I can't even keep it safe.

"Baby what's going on?" Alaric asked frantically.

"B-blood." I just about got out between my screams of pain. Karter didn't wait a second before pulling me into his arms and rushing to the medical house. I could hear and feel how much his heart was beating fearing the worst for our baby.

"Cara. Cara please help." Karter begged. She ran out from where she was and took us into a room.

"What happened?" She asked just as frantic as my mates.

"Sh-she went to the toilet then came out and said there was blood. Cara the pup, please make sure they're both okay." My mate begged.

"I will. But you need to leave while I check so nothing else goes wrong. I need all the space I can get. I'll make sure they're both okay." Cara told him. Alaric reluctantly pulled Karter out of the room leaving me alone with Cara.

"Is it bad?" I asked her once they were gone. "Please tell me so I know."

"Darling it could be anything okay. We can't rule anything out yet until I do some tests and an ultrasound." She told me. I nodded and silently cried, praying to the moon goddess that my pup was okay.

Alaric and I sat on chairs waiting for Cara to come out of the room and let us see our mate. Fear and rage built inside me knowing Kobe was responsible for this. Only if I was quick enough to block him from hitting her. I've failed as a mate, over and over again. I don't know how Nova is still with me when I just repeatedly fuck up time and time again.

My hands shook as I balled them in a fist to try and control my anger. Nothing helped, even Alaric holding me didn't calm my rage. The thought of my mate losing her pup because of kobes stupid attempts at trying to control our relationship made everything ten time worse. Fucking Kobe.

Pushing past Alaric, I stormed to Ryan and Eli's house. Slamming open the door I pulled Kobe from his seat in the living room and pushed him. He fell to the floor where I couldn't stop my fists from hitting him. The hurt I felt from Nova when she fell to her knees, the sadness and guilt the rolled off her in waves made my heart break for her.

"Karter get off him." Ryan shouted pulling at my shoulder, yet I wouldn't budge. "Get off him now."

"It's your fault." I gripped his T-shirt pulling him up to my face. My voice cracking as I yelled. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. "It's all your fault. My mate could lose her pup, and it'd be on you. You hurt her, more than what I've ever done." I sobbed. "If she loses it I'll rip your fucking throat out."

My hands let his T-shirt go making him fall to the floor with a thud. Standing up I left the house crying, now only feeling sadness for my mate.

"Karter, where's Nova?" Eli ran out of his house. "Tell me where my baby is."

"Medical house." I muttered to him to which he ran off. I quickly caught up with him where we both ran to Nova. Once there, Eli ran into the room Nova was in. You could hear the faint, "my baby." Both my mate and brother crying fearing for the worst.

"I'm scared papa." Nova sobbed making my heart clench in pain. I sat down next to Alaric again. He didn't hesitate to pull me to his chest where I just cried.

"They'll be okay. They have to be. It's so strong like it's mama, so strong." Alaric whispered to me, trying his best to console me.

"What if they aren't?" My voice cracking every time I spoke. "It'll be my fault because I couldn't protect her. Both of them."

"That pup is strong like Nova, and she's so fucking strong. We don't have to worry, they'll be okay. I just know it." He stated.

"They need to be." I muttered wanting my mate and pup to be okay.