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Sitting in my bed, thinking of meeting my only family, my father....rukia and the others left me to rest and they went to do their job.....

I sat and staring outside the window then to my lap a memory of my mother was playing on my mind, i smile sweetly as i remember how we used to bond together... The happiest moment with my parent

"Oh dear, how can you still smile after what we did to (m/n) your mother" a familiar male voice coming from the window, i look at the owner of the voice and immediately recognized it, that blue hair, the face, the hollow skull on his cheek, the number 6 mark on his waist, no doubt it was him.....

My blood boil by him mentioning my mother's name casually, i glare dagger at him, "don't say her name, you don't have right to do it!!!!" I shouted in rage getting out of my bed, standing in front of him, he gave me an annoying, stupid smirk, my deadly aura is spreading on my room

"What do you want!!" I asked in anger without removing my glare at him, he only gave me a sly smirk before replying a..

"I want your life.....but we need you in order of Aizen..before i kill u"

In my rage i didn't notice i tackle him in the ground in a blink of an eye the (f/c) bracelet turned into a (f/c) Japanese sword and point it into his neck

"I'll KILL YOU FIRST!!"

"(Y/n)!!!, WAIT!!!"

A shout, snapped me back to reality, then i look down only to see a pair beautiful turquoise eyes, .....it's was Toshiro his eyes shows worry and fear.....

"(Y/n)..." He said then i realize i was pinning him down to the ground with the (f/c) Japanese sword on his neck, and a small blood dripping out....i quickly got up and apologized a couple time, that was actually rare of me, i turned back my (f/c) Japanese sword back into a (f/c) bracelet....too embarrassed to face Toshiro on nearly killing him...

Sitting back to bed reflecting on what i just did,"(y/n) you been rolling in your sleep, are you o-" he was cut off someone burst through the door it was...Matsumoto..

"Taicho, i hear you shouting what's wrong?"

"It's nothing..is everything ready to go back?"

"Oh....ah erm.... Yup all done!, ara...taicho there's blood on your neck what happened?" she said making me More guilty as i was

"It was me..." I said more like a whisper enough for them to hear it.... Before they can reply, the others came inside the room

"Oh! she's awake now" said by rukia,walking inside followed by Urahara sensei

"Toshiro! The senkaimon is ready to use n-, what happened to your neck?" Said Urahara, toshiro is about to speak but i beat him to it..

"It was me, i had a nightmare....and i mistake Toshiro to be him...." I said, they all looked at me in surprise, "well we need to clean and dress the wound" said by rukia and Matsumoto,

"I-ill do it"

"It's okay (y/n), i can do it myself" said Toshiro

"I insist it's my fault after all" i retaliate grabbing the first aid kit at Urahara sensei drawer in the room, in the corner of my eye i saw rukia, Matsumoto, Inoue fan girling and ichigo, uryu, renji and urahara smirking before leaving, i put my attention back to toshiro who's standing in front of me...

"Pls seat in the bed" i swear i saw him tensed up before obliging,

"Pls seat in the bed" when she said that my body tensed up before walking to the bed and sit down,

She walk up to me sitting beside me before checking my wound, my face start heating up on how she's so close to my face "can you umm slide down your white haori and kimono just a little bit?" I was taken aback by her sentence, beacuse im a person full of pride, when i didn't move she start to get confused why i didn't move..then her eyes widened and a slight pink shade on her cheek realizing what she just said "i-i mean if y-you don't want your b-blood stain your clothes!" stuttering on her sentence maked me smile a bit but hide it quickly....before i slightly lower my clothes to avoid the blood staining it, (y/n) face was still slightly pink while treating my wound on my neck, her soft touch making me a blush and look away...

"Finally done" she said before fixing my clothes 'i-ill do it!!!' My mind screamed but my body and my hand didn't move an inch its like wanting her touch to last, i found myself staring at her, once she's done fixing my clothes, she look at me,

Making an eye contact, neither one of us want to break it, but soon interrupted by a flash and a sound of a camera my gaze followed the sound and at the door it was Matsumoto....

"Oops, i thought i turned off the flash!" She yell whispered and a tck marked appeared on my forehead, (y/n) turned around backfacing us covering her face with her hands

Matsumoto saw me and start hiding the camera, before flash stepping out of my sight, my anger can't be stopped now as i yell her name..."MATSUMOTO!!!"

After dressing his wound,i ended up fixing his clothes ' damm it (y/n)!! He can fix his own clothes! He's not a baby!!' I mentally shout at myself, but my body didn't listen, once I'm done i can't help to gaze at his face, looking for the reaction i will receive after fixing his clothes, but soon i stood there making an eye contact that we don't want to break and i was mesmerized by his beautiful turquoise eyes, 'when did you have those beautiful eyes!?' I thought.....

Our eye contact break when a flash of light and a sound of a camera was heard on the door, i don't have to look on who it was when she speak...

"Oops, i thought i turned off the flash" 'yup it is clearly Matsumoto ' I thought before covering my face red face of embarrassment the second thing i heard was a yell

"MATSUMOTO!!!"

When i compose myself, i followed tesai -senpai when Toshiro leaved me because of rangiku, we came down the stairs and I'm back at the training ground where i train in 2 days nonstop, remembering the reason why....my anger and hatred coming back at me....

"(Y/n)-san? U ok?" I heard Inoue beside me, i gave her a gentle smile "I'm ok thank you" she let out a sigh of relief before returning back at the side of rukia saying goodbye's

"See you soon (y/n)-chan" said Urahara sensei, i smile and hugged him saying thank you then rukia and rangiku came to me...

"Let's go?" They said in unison, i simply nodded before saying goodbye to Inoue, uryu, chad, tesai, ururu, genta, yuroichi and went next to toshiro who's waiting patiently, soon the thing they called senkaimon open and we all jumped inside at once, inside a dark place with only one path, my body move on it's own running forward then Rukia, Renji, Toshiro, and Matsumoto followed me without a word, then an unknown thing with a round light on the up center of it, started running at us, want to wipe all of us out of this place......

A light appearing in front of us. I'm guessing its the end of this scary path, we all leave the dark path, my eye twitch and sweat on my forehead form realizing my feet doesn't touch a ground, i look down and saw a small houses while im super duper high up the sky...sure i also jump in high but ,NOT THIS KIND OF HEIGHT!!!

"TOO HIGH!!" I shout closing my eyes, then i felt a strong arms wrapped around me carrying me bridal style, i open one of my eye to see who's carrying me it was Toshiro with a serious face, that face gave me butterflies on my stomach i became a blushing mess, not a minute longer we landed and he immediately let me stand on my two feet then they welcome me....

"Welcome back to Soul Society" with a small warm smile....

••••Author note••••

Finally an update again even my school hour so tiring!!😰😰

This chapter just came up in my mind when my teacher discuss something about eye contact and romance

Hehehe weird am i?

Anyway thank you so much my dear readers, wuv you all,

on my idea it's up to you, ill wait for it